Ah yes, Lulu might come relieve me of my boredom. Well, she has to ask and all, but... yeah. Simple Plan DVD! She needs to see it. And Buffy/Angelness! Whee! So tomorrow won't completely suck. Provided that her parents say yes. But.. yay! :)

Fuck ah someone please come to my house tomorrow or something x.x I'm going to die. Or go insane. There is a good possibility I will kill all the people that come to myhouse. While I wouldn't mind that, I think my parents might get a little pissed off. Ahhhh someone needs to come or I need to go somewhere but I cannot be stuck here with the klasj;dlkj people.

GOD one of them, Sue, she comments every fucking time she sees me "Oh, look how long your hair has grown!"

Well. Wow. That's the surprise of the century! Cuz it's not like anyone else's hair grows!

She says this right after I get a haircut, too. Like, once, I remember cutting my hair pretty short and then the next time I saw her she was all "Oh, look how long your hair has gotten!" And I cut it a good 4-5 inches, so it's not like it all grew back.

Ugh, the youngest is a 17/18 year old who prolly won't even be there (He's always conveniently "sick" whenever we have these things) and uck it's so... uck. Don't make me face this. Stupid ass people. Being loud and screaming about fucking football WHO CARES ABOUT FOOTBALL??? AKS;JDLKFJ stupid people.

Yeah. Anyways.

Other than that EEEEEEEEEEEEE THIS HAS BEEN THE BEST FUCKING NON-CONCERT DAY IN A LONG TIME!!!! AKSJD;FKJASDKFJ WHEEEEE THEY SHOWED THE SPINNING ON CELEBRITY TASTEMAKER THE SPIIIINNNNNIIIIINGGGGG EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!! FUSE IS THE BEST STATION EVER!!!

AND TYOU KNOW WHAT?!?!?! I SAW I SAW MAXEEN AGAIN AND I SAW STORY OF THE YEAR!!! AND DASHBOARD AND YOU KNOW WHAT ELSE?!?!? I SAW MOTION CITY SOUNDTRACK OMFG I SAW MOTION CITY SOUNDTRACK EEEEEEEEEEEE!!!

AND MANTIESSSSS!!!!!

Ah today's been fun.

What I learned today: Um... Annie told me that i like to look at dickies. [wink wink nudge nudge] Hee that was amusing.

YAY FOR SPECTRUMMING! AH AND YAY FOR SP ON CELEBRITY TASTEMAKER! AND YAY FOR GRIND DVD!!!!!!!!!! WITH ADAM BRODY COMMENTARY1!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm quite happy, if you oculdn't tell.

AH I got A.P. and Revolver, and I got The Early November, Boys Night Out, and Senses Fail CDs. I think that's it. OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH. And the Grind DVD! AND IT HAS ADAM BRODY COMMENTARY ON IT AND A;LKSJDFLKAJS;DLFJ WOOSHNESS YAY. I'm gonna watch it after SP on Celebrity Tastemaker

Ah I'm so excited. Spectrumming is such a... moodlifter ness.

I think I need to go play Tetrinet now. Not... because... I'm addicted... it's my CHOICE damnit, I'm not addicted! I CAN STOP ANYTIME I WANT!!!

I'm not addicted to Tetrinet no matter what Annie says. Addicted? Pshaw. You lie. It's not like I stayed up til 1:30 playing it--oh. Wait.

Blah to Sunday. Sunday=Superbowl Sunday! Which means the people we saw on New Year's are gonna come to my house and be loud and annoying and watch the Superbowl and stay til like 7 or 8. Stupid people. Ugh. I'm going to lock myself in my room [well figuratively, since I don't have alock on my door] or if my mom insists that I be sociable, I'll go to the family room and watch the Charmed marathon starting at 2. Or I can just kidnap one of my friends and drag them over here so I can ignore the annoying Superbowl people. I think I need to do that. Anyone want to be kidnapped Sunday?

Today I learned: Wow, the old band director's head is shiny.He came to visit band today.

Geometry: Quiz. Easyness. Finished almost all my hw in class.

English: Etymology quiz. More easiness. Finished in like.. 2 seconds. Yay. Read aloud The Miracle Worker. How absolutely fucking boring x.x

Global: I got a 96.6 as a final grade, yay. Uh we did more WWI learn-age. It's actually kinda interesting. ...I think I'm a nerd. WHEEE NERD PRIDE! I'm ok. I think these skittles are making me high.

Science: Know that sheet I had to redo? Well I didn't really redo it at all, it was exactly the same as before. But when I showed it to her she was all "Ah yes" and stamped it. She like... didn't even fucking LOOK at the sheet. Idiot. God I hate science.

Band: Blah. Nothing really happens in band. We played music. The end.

French: More blah. Today was a really blah day.

So yeah. Blahness! Thank god it's Friday x.x SLEEP IN-AGE TOMORROW! SPECTRUMMING! GET TO BUY GRIND ON DVD! GET TO SEE SIMPLE PLAN ON CELEBRITY TASTEMAKER! WHEEEE! Weekends are so much fun. Tomorrow shall ebe good for me. Ah I still need to watch LOTR 2. I will eventually. Just not now. And probably not tomorrow. AH BUT I WLL.

What I learned today: Um... lemme think... the trumpets need Gavin to play right and the band director's clarinet is a trumpet.

Yeah. I think all of music was high today O.o

Before my day stuff... after my day (AH I KEEP WRITING DAD WTF?) was odd... Like cuz we got out normal time today, my mom was late cuz she had a nail appointment from 2:00-3:00. So yeah. I was sitting in front of Lulu's house doing hw and listening to Motion City Soundtrakc (IIII'm on fire, and I don't think I'm readyyyy to BUST a moo-oove, checkitout I'm rocking steady to the beat in mah heeead that goes oh-oh-oh-oh I know that sheee's the only wuh-un (one all drawn out) I'd rather waste our time together nooow cuz WE can GET doooown... sorry I'm ok now :)) ...what was I saying? Oh yeah. Well Carina, Catriona and Christina were walking by and then like... they stopped to say hi and shit (interesting that they'll do this when no one else is around, but at school and... everywhere else I'm invisible...) and then Carina was all "What are you listening to?" and I was all "Motion City Soundtrack" and... lemme do the rest of the stuff as dialogue.

Carina: What are you listening to?
Me: Motion City Soundtrack
Carina: ...[blank look] Oh. [that kinda annoyed me... ionno why... it just did...]
Me: Yeah.
Christina: [sees my shirt] Hey, do you like Good Charlotte?
Catriona: [before I have a chance to be sarcastic] No, Christina, she doesn't, that's why she wears the shirt. [OMG CATRIONA CAN READ MY MIND!!! ...i'm ok... i think i'm high...]
Christina: Ha. Right. Do people make fun of you for that?
Me: ...not really. [Cuz actually, they don't really. Only like... one or two people have called me a poser at school. Well besides Andrew Nguyadsfnl;kjasdf, but he doesn't like any band ever, so it doesn't matter]
Christina: Cuz I know some of my friends...
Me: Well other people don't really care that much most of the time, and my friends either don't care, don't say anything, or like them too, so...
Carina: Yeah I know one of our friends, I'm not naming names to protect his privacy--
Christina: His name is Chris!
Carina: ...as I was saying, I'm not naming names to protect his privacy!!!
Me: I... only know a few Chris's and I don't think they're who your'e talking about so it doesn't matter.
Carina: Yeah, but as I was saying, he like always makes fun of us and all. [Dude I think this is actually one of the guys who called me a poser when I was getting out of the lunch line once. I remember seeing him around them.]
Me: Yeah, it's annoying.
Carina: Your hair's like... blonde now instead of blue.
Me: Yeha, it faded.
Catriona: Wait, it was permanent?
Me: Yeah
Catriona: And your parents didn't care?
Me: ...No, not really. My mom was just all... whatever.
Catriona: Wow.
Carina: That's cuz she gets good grades and stuff. [Um... no... it's cuz... well because I'm not an asshole to my parents like she is to her dad and grandma, and... my parents aren't Asian. And cuz... it's... just a color... My grades have nothing to do with my hair color.... as long as I pay for it my mom doesn't give a shit.]
Catriona: Yeah.
Christina: Are you going to get them redone?
Me: Yeha, don't know when.
Catriona: You should... [comes over to demonstrate, indicates on my head] like blonder streak there and then brown and then red!
Me: ...right...
Catriona: Oh and you could like cut it a little and stuff.
Me: Yeah, I was thinking of doing that anyways.
Carina: Or no, she could like have blonde streaks and it could fade to red!
Me: ...ok...
Carina: Oh my god, your hair's so soft! [That's cuz I took a shower and cleaned it really well last night and then my mom detangled it. I think detangled should be in quotes.]
Catriona: [feels] OMG it is!!!
Carina: Feel her hair, Christina!
Christina: ...that's... ok...

They left sometime after that after talking about my hair some more. But yeah. They were feeling up my head O.o Anyways.

Geometry: ...nothing really.

English: Read thingy aloud. Don't know why we have to read the shit at home if we're just gonna read it aloud in class anyways.

Global: World War I shit. Actually kinda interesting. WWII is more so, though. You know what I don't get? We lead up to WWII like... every single year practically but we don't study it til 10th grade, but we study like... American History and the indians and missions and shit for like... 4 or 5 years. I don't get it.

Science: IAS;DFKAJSDFLK SHE HATES ME SHE FUCKING HATES ME I SWEAR. Okj we had this alpha/beta decay worksheet and she didn't explain it AT ALL cuz she fucking ran out of time like always and so she was all "Oh whatever you understand, right?" and no one did but everyone BSed it but then when she was stamping like... ok, Jackie did exactly what I did, I'm pretty sure cuz I told her how I did it and then she did it, but she stamped Jackie's. But when she came to me, she was all "it looks like you didn't really understand it. Redo it tonight and I'll give you a stamp tomorrow." WHAT THE FUCKING HELL?!?!?! She did the same to Shan, who sits next to me. BUT WHAT THE FUCK JACKIE'S AND MINE PROLLY LOOKED LIKE EXACTLY ALIKE AND EVERYONE ELSE BSED IT ANYWAYS BUT NOOOO SHE FUCKING DIDN'T STAMP IT CUZ I DIDN'T "GET" IT JUST BECAUSE SHE DIDN'T FUKCING EXPLAIN IT AND YOU KNOW WHAT?!?!?! I DO UNDERSTAND THE STUPID FUCKING ALPHA/BETA DECAY SHIT BUT THE WORKSHEET IS SO MESSED UP THAT IT WASN'T MY FAULT AND I UNDERSTAND THE ALPHA/BETA JUST NOT THE FORMAT OF THE WKST AND THAT'S HER FAULT FOR NOT EXPLAINING IT AT ALL AND I HATE HER OMFG LAKJSD;FLKJAS;DLFKJ I REALLY HATE HER L; KALSDJF;LAKSJD;FLJ AGH SHE ALWAYS PICKS ON ME EVERYTIME SHE ASKS QUESTIONS TO THE CLASS SHE ALWAYS CHOOSES ME FOR ONE AWLAYS SHE SERIOUSLY FUCKING HATES ME SHE THINKS I'M NOT PAYING ATTENTION BUT I FUCKING AM SHE JUST WORDS THE QUESTIONS SO BADLY THAT I DON'T KNOW WHAT THE FUCK SHE'S TALKING ABOUT AND I HATE HER GOOOOOD I HATE LKA;JSDFLKAJS;DLKFJ I HATE TEACHERS WHO HAVE FAVORITES, YOU KNOW? WHO ALWAYS PICK ON CERTAIN PEOPLE AND NEVER ASK QUESTIONS FROM THE OTHERS I MEAN THERE ARE SOME PEOPLE IN CLASS THAT I DON'T REMEMBER THE LAST TIME THEY WERE ASKED A QUESTION BUT I AM ALWAYS ASKED AGH I HAAAATE HER L;AKSJDFLKAJSDLKFJA;SKDJF;ALSKDJF;LAKSJDF;LAKSJDF;LAKSJDF;LAKJDFKASDK;FJASLDKFJA;SLDKFJ

FUCK THIS. I am not fucking redoing the worksheet. I'd rather take a 0. It's not like aI understand it anyways. The worksheet, not the info. I udnerstand that fucking shit and that's what's important, right? It's not my fault her worksheets fucked up. And how the hell does she think I'm going to do it right htis time? All she's like is "Oh you don't understand it. Redo it." BUT SHE DOESN'T FUCKING EXPLAIN IT WTF?!?!?!?!?!?!? HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO SUDDENLY REDO IT RIGHT IF SHE DOESN'T EXPLAIN IT MY GOD I HATE HER.

Band: Whatever. It was ok. We were all kinda high though... I remember laughing a lot at one point.

French: Boring. Stupid fucking skit next week. How much you wanna bet she forgets she ever assigned it? She does that a lot.

I think I need to have a "What I learned today" every day, cuz I learn a lot of interesting stuff, like that bags are always horny. Today I learned that my French teacher's hair is kinky.

Geometry: 93 on the final. 94.1 in the class. Class was boring. Did work.

English: Somehow I managed a 95 on the final. O.o I think I'm a really good guesser. I have a 95.9 in the class as a final grade. How did I end up with a better grade in English than Geometry? That's insane. But good. We... didn't really do anything this period.

Global: Final: 87! So much better than I thought. My grade is prolly like... 95 or 96. So yay to that. Went through Eastern Europe map. It's great that he decided to give us this after the final, because now we'll be able to answer all the questions on the final last week about eastern europe-- Oh, wait. We won't be able to. Brilliant plan.

Science: She ran out of fucking time and we didn't get to see our grades. Stupid ;lkajsdlkfja;sdlkjf;kajsd;fkja;sldkfj I kneeew that would happen! Damn her. She should've just fucking posted it on the wall, like usual! Ah. And you know what? She's a fucking idiot with the seating charts. Cuz we changed seats again, and you know what? We have to sit in the front if we were in the back, and the left if we were on the right. Oh, but we can't sit with anyone we've sat next to before, and it has to be boy-girl-boy-girl. Well... that pretty much rules out... EVERY FUCKING PERSON. Seriously! THERE IS NO FUCKING WAY THAT THAT CAN EVEN WORK! UGH! I'm sitting in the third row instead of the front two. My seat's not too bad, I sit next to Shan and Stephen's the other person at the table. But seriously, wtf? I've already sat next to Shan, anyways. Whatever. At least this means that I can never sit next to Pranav before for sure, cuz as she said, no sitting next to people that you've already sat next to. ugh but a;lksjd;lrkaj;lkjwe;lrkj i really really don't like her. Really. She has to be an idiot to not realize that her seating chart plans are impossible. Just plug the fucking names in the computer and let the computer sort us out! It's fair, and it works. AH HER WHOLE REASON FOR THE SEATING IS LIKE "Oh, you need a cahgne of environment and to sit somewhere different!" BUT THE WAY SHE DOES IT, EVERYONE IS SITTING LIKE THE EXACT SAME PLACE AS THE BEGINNING OF THE YEAR WHAT THE FUCK?!?!?! AGHHHHHHH she pisses me off so much.

Band: FIRST CHAIR!!!!!!!!! YES!!!!!!!!!!! Richard Hill's in concert band now O.o How odd. But he's second chair ahahahahahah yes I have DEFEATED him... even... though... I never... went against him in the first place... and had no idea he was even gonna be in concert band... SHUT UP I DID TOO DEFEAT HIM! Wheee I hope we don't have any chair tests soon. Dude, you know what'd be so awesome? If I was first chair all semester. That'd be CRAAAAZZYYY. I think that's my goal now :) Better enjoy being able to be first chair while I can, cuz... if I'm in wind ensemble next year... I'm never going to be able to be first cuz of Rosa.

French: Getting a 97.31. That's 0.01% up from the last time I checked my grade! How awesome! Except, you know, not. Well it's not NOT awesome... it just... doesn't matter at all. And my teacher's hair is kinky. AND DAMNIT SHE MOVED GALAXY! AH WE DON'T TALK IN CLASS...MUCH! SHE'S ONLY HAD TO TELL US TO SHUT UP ONCE! Stupid teacher... I like having Galaxy in front of me x.x

So yeah. School needs to be ove.r It needs to be Saturday. Or Friday afternoon. Whatever. Just not today.

UGH AND NO BLOCK THIS WEEK A;LKSDJFLAKJSDF;LKAJSDLFKJA;LKJWE;LRKJ THAT MEANS I HAVE SCIENCE AND ENGLISH TOMORROW AND NO OFFICE HOURS ASLKDJF;LAIWJE;RLKAJWELKJ AGH.

Oh and dude Jackie I have no idea when I'll be able to make you a layout and it's not my fault it's cuz my computer is effing dying and it's always freezing and pop-upping and it's evil and... yeah... so it's really hard for me to make graphics and shit and put a layout together. I'll try but... yeah.

HOLY FUCK! I SAW MAXEEN ON FUSE [on my mom's TV] THAT'S FUCKING INSANEEEE! They're the the the guy from the band who came to us in line at Warped and signed the demo I bought from him! Wheeee! And I saw Perfect and Addicted and This Love and Swing Swing and My Immortal wheeeeeeeeee. I really want Cox on the TV in the family room cuz wheeeeeeeeeeeeeee. And I get to see Celebrity Tastemaker with Simple Plan on Saturday! Yay! I'm all giddy now. Stupid orthodontist appointment's gonna bring me down later but THAT'S OK cuz I'm giddy now.

Tiffany: aodfhioa;ehrf you know what i just realizeD?!?!??!
Me: what?
Tiffany: your 15!!!
Me: hahahahahhahahah
Me: yeah i realized that too
Me: what with... the birthday i had 1 1/2 weeks ago and all
Tiffany: im serious ...that didn like....process in my head...
Me: hahahahahhahahah
Me: yeah i realized that too
Me: what with... the birthday i had 1 1/2 weeks ago and all
Tiffany: im serious ...that didn like....process in my head...
Me: haha i know
Me: it takes me awhile to get used to birthdays
Tiffany: and im reading your survey tingn...and ...i was just like WHOA
Me: like... for a month i'll be all "oh i'm 14!" and then i'll be like "NO NO WAIIT I'M NOOOOTTT I HAD THAT BIRTHDAY TYPE THING!!!"
Me: ahhahhaha good job
Tiffany: omg...adris 15!!! annies 15!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
Me: hahahahhahaha yes
Tiffany: wow...
Tiffany: relishes in new discovery

Jackie: ....you're fifteen?
Jackie: o_o;;
Jackie: woah what do you know? you are!

Hahahahahah this is so amusing to me. I think some people are a little slow ;) Wheee yep, I'm 15, and have been since January 14th. Anyone else forget about that whole birthday thing? Hehe.

Stole this from Lulu 'cuz I'm cool like that.

+name: Michelle
+nicknames: Michi
+age: 15
+bday: 01/14/89
+nationality: caucasian
+height currently: I think my mom lies. Somewhere between 5'3" and 5'4"
+hair color: blonde with... bluish/silverish streaks. I need to get them redone.
+eye color: blue
+family: mom and dad
+location: Here. I think. I'm not so sure.
+college: I'm... not in college... and I don't know what college I'm going to since I'm only in 9th grade and I haven't even taken PSATs yet.
+piercings: ears
+close[r] friends: Uh... I'd rather not list. I think my closer friends know who they are. Pretty much anyone who reads this blog, unless they're a random person that found it from my LJ or a random person because one of my closer friends linked to it, or something. But yeah, my close friends are those who I actually gave this link to.
+red or blue? Uh... I don't really care... I guess at the moment red.
+spring or fall? spring because it's not HOT but it's not like... freezing... and cuz school's almost out and cuz spring break
+santa or rudolph? ...I... have no preference between two fictional characters...
+math or english? Math... I dont speek mi english to goodlee. :) And my essays are like... really... off and on. I do well, I do badly. Just depends.
+what are you going to do after you finish this survey? Research more medical disorders for a fic I'm planning. Plus, it's really interesting. It's nice knowing exactly what schizophrenia is and that it's not split personalities like portrayed in movies. Wheee I like knowing stuff.
+what was the last food you ate? Um... I had pizza for dinner, I guess. It's hard to eat pizza in a car in the dark when it has cheese on the bottom of the plate.
+high school or college? Uh... I've never been in college before, so I wouldn't know. But college requires more brain power, and I doubt many of my friends will go to the same college as me (cuz despite what TV tells you, not all people from a close group of friends will end up in the same college just around the corner), so I'm going with high school.
+last movie you saw? Uh... I think it was LOTR... I think... well in theaters. Out of theaters, it was X-Men (the first one).
+last time you went out of the state? Uh... hm... LAS VEGAS! WOOHOO!
+things you like in a girl? Uh... I'm going to go with a guy, cuz... that's not the way I swing, yo. In a guy... uh... I don't know. I really don't. Never been with a guy. Don't know what my type is really. Interested in music. Doesn't have to love all the bands I love, but can't diss the one's I like. Smart. Amusing. Sarcastic. Ionno.
+what book are you reading now? Oh dude, what book am I reading? No, I know this. "Cat's Cradle" by Kurt Vonnegut. Got it for Christmas. Pretty interesting. I have the urge to read Passage by Connie Willis though. I haven't read that in awhile.
+favorite magazine? A.P.! Ah, so awesome!
+worst feeling in the world? Loneliness
+what is the first thing you think when you wake up in the morning? On a schoolday it's "Fuck no let me go back to sleeeeeeep damnit no no no I do not have to wake up now I do not have school go awaaaaay." On non-school day's it's "(happy sigh) I love not going to school."
+future daughter's name: Bob the Builder
+future son's name? See above.
+chocolate or vanilla? chocolate
+do you sleep with a stuffed animal? not really... like I have a stuffed animal that I have to hold onto, but that's cuz I wouldn't know what to do with my arms and my hands if I didn't... it's hard for me to get to sleep so everything has to be all... yeah... I couldn't not have something to hold onto.
+if you could have any job you wanted, what would it be? ROADIE. Or, you know, actually in a band.
+what's under your bed? Psh. Ionno. Bunch of crap I shoved under there.
+favorite sport to watch? Um... basketball, swimming, soccer, gymnastics, snowboarding, BMX, motor-cross, skateboarding, in-line skating
+describe yourself? I have a headache. Go away.

LAST...
+song that was stuck in your head: Uh... Chance of Your Lifetime... cuz I kept singing that.
+person you've called: Um... dude... when do I ever call people? O.o I think the last person I called was... like... 623-7508 or something when trying to figure out Annie's number. That wasn't actually her number, though. OH NO NO I DID CALL ANNIE. No, well, I think Tiffany dialed and then shoved the phone at me cuz she thought Annie's dad was gonna get pissed off at her cuz she had already called and he sounded annoyed. So, yeah.
+person that called you: Uh... I think Tina called on Friday morning.
+person you were thinking of: Hm... Tina... cuz... of the above answer.

DO...
+you have a bf or gf: *wink wink nudge nudge* Annieeee... well ok not really... she's Tina's husband.
+you wish you could live somewhere else: Not really. This actually isn't a bad place to grow up.
+you believe in online dating: ...what... kind of question is that? No, I don't believe in online dating! I deny its existance! Do I think that it... works? Not really.
+you like cleaning: I like organizing my room. But I kinda got out of that. Ah I need to finish my walls.
+you like roller coasters: Not really, and right now I have a headache and feel like I'm going to barf so... moreso no.

AGAINST OR FOR....
+cursive or print: Yes... I'm against cursive and printing! NO ONE SHOULD EVER BE ALLOWED TO WRITE IN CURSIVE OR PRINT! Seriously, these questions are horribly worded. I'd rather print cuz it looks neater, but cursive's fun. Especially when writing fics, cuz less people can understand what I'm writing. Which is a good thing.
+long distance relationships: ...I'm not... AGAINST them... GOD THIS IS SO BADLY WORDED IT'S REALLY ANNOYING! Dude... this shouldn't be against or for, it should be like "Would you do this or not do this?" or something! Agh! Shut up stupid survey!
+using someone: Yes. I am for using people! Like, people like you SO much when you use them! Like OMG!

FAVORITE...
+food: ...I don't know... I don't really care about food...
+candy: Crunch bars? Or kit-kat? Ionno.
+drink: Pepsi!
+song: Song? As in singular? O.O Just look to the left at my songs section. Can't choose just one.
+color: I don't really care. I like black.
+subject: Eh. Math in general. And band of course.
+things to talk about: SLASH AND HOW PIERRE AND DAVID ARE SOOOOO TOGETHER YAY!!!
+movies: Fly Away Home :) Don't ask.
+holiday: I don't ahve a favorite
+month: I DON'T HAVE A FAVORITE LEAVE ME ALONEEEEEE
+season: see above!
+perfume: alksj;dlfkjasd i don't wear PERFUME WHO AT 15 WEARS PERFUME EXCEPT THE INSANE PEOPLE WHO DON'T BELIEVE IN SLASH!?!?!?
+romantic spot: WTF? Ah go away! I've never dated anyone before, I wouldn't know.
+book: Pretty much anything but Connie Willis

WHAT...
+shampoo do you use: WTF IS UP WITH SURVEYS AND FAVORITE SHAMPOOS? WHOOOOO HAS A FAVORITE SHAMPOOOO??!?!?!?!?!?
+cologne do you use: I'M A GIRL
+shoes do you wear: THE KIND THAT GO ON YOUR FEET

LAST PERSON WHO..
+you shared a drink with: Annie... cuz she was stealthily stealing my Pepsi
+you went to the movies with: Um... Annie! And those two people I didn't know.
+you went to the mall with: MALL mall or Spectrum mall? Cuz... spectrumming... was Annie, Tiffany, and Tina.

HAVE YOU EVER..
+said "i love you" and meant it? Yeah, I mean it when I say I love you all the time. Well sometimes not like... yeah... but I mean it when I tell Annie I love her. ...platonically, of course. But it counts, because I really do mean it. I really do care about her and... ionno... I love her like a family member... in a good way without any resentment and fighting all the time. I do love my friends, and not in the "OMG MAKEOUT WITH ME NOW" way. And that is love, so you can't tell me that that doesn't count, because it does so THERE.
+been to new york? yes
+been to florida? no
+california? no, it's not like I've lived there for 15 years...
+hawaii? yep
+mexico? tiajuana count? Yes
+korea? no
+canada? DAMNIT no. But I'm 1/4 Canadian!
+wish you were the opposite sex? Sometimes. At the moment yes. Don't ask me what that means, I think you can figure it out.
+had an imaginary friend? Bob!

STUFF
+have you ever loved someone you had no chance with: I've never loved someone like... that. Never loved someone I wanted to date.
+do you have a "type" of person you always go after: I don't... GO AFTER people.
+want somebody you don't have right now: Well considering I don't actually HAVE anyone... what do you think?
+are you lonely right now: No, Derek's on my lap sleeping and it's cute so I have someone with me right now.
+ever afraid you'll never get married: Yes, because 15 year olds worry about this stuff.
+do you want to get married: yeah, probably
+do you want kids: yeah

IN THE LAST 72 HOURS, HAVE YOU:
+cried: not that I remember
+bought something: haha. Oh, you're serious. I went to spectrum today, what do you think?
+gotten sick: uh. No?
+sang: I've sang a lot of stuff in the last 72 hours.
+said i love you: Prolly Annie?
+wanted to tell someone you loved them, but didn't: ...no. Cuz the only people I love are my friends and I tell them that all the time so it's all good :)
+met someone new: ...YEAH! DAHVEED! Awwww but I don't think he likes me... :down:
+talked to someone: ...no... I haven't talked to a single person in 3 days...
+had a serious talk: I think slash and talks about what chairs are thinking and how bags are horny are very serious. But like... SERIOUSLY serious... I don't think so.
+missed someone: Annnieeeeee. Even.. though... I've seen her... Thursday, Saturday, and today... shhhh I can still miss her.
+hugged someone: ANNIE! YAY! :)


Whee ok that was a good way to waste half an hour!

You know what I learned today? Bags are always horny. And seats think you want more, except for the one in front of Tiffany cuz it was just a friendly hug.

Yeah, we were kinda drunk/high in the car.

Cuz see... spectrumming! Yeah, I got a magazine (holy fuck a big poster of Simple plan AND a big poster of Good Charlotte!) and a Story of the Year shirt. And... yeah. Then Tiffany's parents took me home but we stopped at Costco cuz they... needed to return something or something... and so Tiffany and I stayed in the car but they took like half an hour but then... we were really high and Tiffany hugged the chair in front of her but it wanted more but then she said it didn't and then it DID but she said it didn't and then the bag was horny cuz I hugged it but it was in a bad place and then the chair tried to rape it! And... there's a strong possibility that I'm still drunk..

You know what I realized? When Tiffany's drunk/high she says like... nuh-UH. You'll know it if you hear it. If she says no or whatever like that... then she's drunk :) Or high.

And then and then her parents got pizza and you know what? It's really really hard to eat pizza in a car when it's dark and the pizzas all stuck together.

Wheee I think I should write but I have a headache and I'm still high and the fics in my head are all series fics that aren't humor so being high while writing right now isn't the best idea.

Wheeeeeeee being high is fun.

...er... not literally... Shhhhh...

Yay for Pierre/David fics with condoms and bananas!

Um, yes. The red cross thing last night was fun. I think Tiffany was drunk. Or high. Wheee Adri and Tina and Annie made a cool song with the water glasses. I like the "Lala" part the best. The bands weren't completely awful. The first was ok, but the singer was really really annoying. The second was better when the guy that wasn't the guy with the floppy hair sang, but he only sang on one song, so the rest of the songs weren't that good. But yeah. Oh, and we saw Annie's sister! Yay!

You know what's a fun thing to do? Poke the people in front of you and make them give you a word so you can connect it to slash in some way. Yay!

Hee. There was a guy named Dahveed! Well, not really, but that's what we called him. He was David. But no, we made him Dahveed. Yeah, I don't think he liked us very much. He looked bored and we offered to find a guy named Pierre for him to make out with! He... didn't... really want to do that either though... Shhh it's ok, we were helping.

Um... yeah. Ok. I wanted to write a fic the entire time I was there. That's ok. I might start it later tonight. Yay for that.

OH and you know what else? She also said somewhere in there at the end like "STOP ASKING ABOUT YOU'VE BEEN ASKING ABOUT IT CONSTANTLY!!!"

OK WHAT THE FUCKING HELL?!?!?!?! THAT IS A COMPLETE FUCKING LIE AND SHE KNOWS IT. THE FIRST TIME I ASKED FOR IT, LIKE REALLY ASKED FOR IT AND WASN'T ALL LIKE "Oh it'd be nice to have that out here..." WAS LATE DECEMBER/EARLY JANUARY. AND YOU KNOW WHAT? SHE SAID BASICALLY YES BUT SHE HAD TO GET HERS FIXED CUZ IT WAS ACTING ALL FUNKY AND DIDN'T WANNA GET IT FOR ME WHILE IT WAS FUCKED UP. THAT WAS THE LAST TIME I ASKED FOR IT. NOW I BROUGHT IT UP AGAIN CUZ HERS IS WORKING AND SHE HASN'T SAID ANYTHING ABOUT IT AND CUZ I WAS REMINDED OF IT.

Now, besides these two times, I MAY have MENTIONED it on Monday when I watched hers in her room. But I nkow for sure it wasn't "Can I have this?" but like "I wish I could have this" or something and... I don't even remember bringing it up. Maybe she thinks I did.

Before that, I MAY have asked for it... but... it would've been like a fucking year ago! And I would hardly count 4 times over the span of a year asking for it all the time.

So in conclusion? Shut the fuck up x.x

Agh I'm so pissed. I think I should go on the MTV boards and yell at people. That always helps.

Today was good, especially the after-finals part.

English: Eh. Probably a B, B-. But she told me I did reeeeally good on my essay, and I saw that it was like... an 85 or 86 but then it's out of 85... so I don't think it was 86... but I'm pretty sure it was an A, so yay on that.

Band: I freaked out over it too much. Scales went fine. Chromatic I think I slipped on a few notes, but she didn't seem to notice cuz when I was done she was just like "Wow. You... practiced that a little, I'd gather?" and I was all "Heh, yeah, a little." Sight reading was bad cuz my read screwed up and cuz it was Db concert (Eb major on clarinet) and it had a triplet and sixteenth notes at one part and... yeah. She noticed my reed was fucked up though and was all "Oh you seem to know what you're doing." So yeah. Band went fine.

Afternoon was awesome. Went to Tiffany's, left an awesome note for Annie, went to place across from Tiffany's house, Annie came, and then Annie was a magnet (pronounced mag-uh-net; SAY IT RIGHT!) and made Jackie come (shut up I don't care if she was already coming anyways and was just late) and then Sarah and Jamie Goto showed up and we were all... *wave* and *hug* and then Emma and Soan and Galaxy came too. So at one point there was 9 of us. But then all of them eventually went away. I got goldfish and gum! Yay!

Yeah then we went back to Tiffany's house and we watched part of the Simple Plan DVD. Ahhh they're sooo together see Jackie we're not being all... assuming-y... it's obvious how together they are. Then... Tiffany and Annie played Yu-Gi-Oh and I played around with the different cool music channel stations. Yay for 2 "This Love";s, like... 2 or 3 "Hold On"s, and like... "I Hate Everything About You." And other good stuff.

Ah but this sparked a conversation between my mom and me and now I'm really pissed off at her. Cuz like... yeah:

Me: I watched some cool videos on the cabley channels at Tiffany's house.
Her: Ok.
Me: Can we get cable? And possibly MTV2?
Her: [...ok I forget what she said here... she just asked some questions about it...]
Me: [...I don't remember ok I'm skipping ahead to the part where she pissed me off]
Her: Well how do you get MTV2?
Me: ...I don't know, I don't hav eit. You get it separately.
Her: But does it come with Cox Cable?
Me: ...no. That's why I said it comes SEPARATELY.
Her: Well we're not getting it if you need satellite to get it.
Me: I didn't SAY we needed satellite to get it! I said you get it spearately, I don't know how.
Her: Well, how do you get it?
Me: I JUST SAID I DON'T KNOW HOW!
Her: Well my point is we might not be able to get it here.
Me: Ok, but if you can, please get it.
Her: But I don't know if we can.
Me: I know. If you can.
Her: But we not be able to get it in this area. [Before I can say again that I NKOW THIS, she continues] But you said Tiffany has it on Cox cable?
Me: What? No I never said that! I only said you get it separately!
Her: But then you don't know if you can get it!
Me: [getting pissed off now cuz SHE'S NOT FUCKING LISTENING] I KNOW! I SAID IF!
Her: No, see the point is we might not be able to get it. I'm asking if you know anyone in Irvine can get it.
Me: NO I TOLD YOU ALREADY! I NKOW WE MIGHT NOT BE ABLE TO GET IT!
Her: WE MIGHT NOT BE ABLE TO GET IT.
Me: OK DO YOU NOT UNDERSTAND WHAT I MEAN BY "I KNOW WE MIGHT NOT BE ABLE TO GET IT!"?
Her: BUT YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND.
Me: YES I [fucking--I'd add that if it wasn't, you know, my mom] DO!
Her: WE CAN'T GET IT HERE!

OK WHAT THE FUCK?! IT GOES FROM "How do you get it?" to "We might not be able to get it here." to "Oh you don't know anyone who lives in Irvine who has it? WELL THEN THAT MUST MEAN WE CAN'T GET IT AT ALL!!!!"

Me: YOU DON'T KNOW THAT!
Her: Yes I do because we already get all the channels that you can get with Cox!
Me: GOD I KNOW AND YOU DON'T KNOW FOR SURE WE CAN'T GET IT I'M JUST SAAAAYING IF WE CAN GET IT, PLEASE DO!
Her: BUT WE CAN'T GET IT
Me: HENCE THE IF!!!
Her: JUST SHUT UP!

Yeah, she was really getting pissed off at me at this point... and I probably should've quit here but god I was really pissed at her because she just kept repeating the same thing and I know I did too but she just didn't fucking get it!

Me: NO! YOU DON'T GET IT! I ALREADY KNOW THAT WE MIGHT NOT BE ABLE TO GET IT HERE. I'M JUST SAYING THAT IF WE CAN GET IT PLEASE GET IT, AND IF WE CAN'T, THEN IT'S OK!
Her: OK YOU'VE JUST MADE ME WAIT 6 MONTHS BEFORE DECIDING TO CHECK INTO IT AT ALL!
Me: WHAT? NO THAT'S NOT FAIR I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING! I'M JUST SAYING THAT I KNOW WE CAN'T GET IT AND I JUST WANT YOU TO TRY TO SEE IF WE CAN!!!
Her: JUST SHUT UP ABOUT IT!
Me: NO I WILL NOT SHUT UP ABOUT IT JUST FREAKING CHECK IF WE CAN GET IT, OK? THAT'S ALL I'M ASKING!

And we were inside by now so I went to my room and slammed my door a little harder than I meant too. The stuff on my walls went all woosh and now they're all crooked but that's ok :)

So yeah. God I'm really pissed again. I seirously don't know what I did. Can you fucking figure it out from this conversation? I mean honestly I was just asking to see if we can get it and she got so pissed off and k;lja;gslkdjf;alksdjf I FUCKING UNDERSTOOD OK I KNOW THAT WE MIGHT NOT BE ABLE TO GET IT AND I'M NOT SAYING THAT WE ABSOLUTELY CAN I'M JUST ASKING HER TO TRY I DON'T GET WHY SHE GOT SO PISSED AGH I FEEL LIKE CRYING AND I DON'T KNOW WHY AND IT'S NOT OUT OF SADNESS, IT'S OUT OF ANGRE CUZ UGH I'M SO FUCKING PISSED AND THAT SUCKS CUZ IT WAS SUCH A GOOD DAY AND AAAAAAAAAAAAGH I HATE HER RIGHT NOW, SHE'S PISSING ME OFF SO MUCH X.X I GETTTTTTTT IT OK?!!!!!!!! GOD!

Finals are good for fic-writing.

Geometry Final: Not bad. I was a little worried, but it was really easy. Oh, and we got our Tesselation Projects back, and I got 25/20. I think he's insane. O.o

Science Final: Not bad either. Pretty easy. I think I did well.

...yeah that's really it. English and Band tomorrow and then it's OVERRRRR.

Ack but I'm really dreading band. I can do the chromatic fine if I just practice it a little more tonight, I can do the sight-reading absolutely fine, I can play through a part of Kenya Contrasts, and I can play those scales memorized perfectly.

That is, when I slur those scales.

BUT band director decided... I don't know... she's evil... and all the scales have to be tongued.

Do you know how not-easy it is to tongue in the third register? Fucking hard. And 2 of the scales the clarinets are like... guaranteed to play go to the third register.

AND I KEEP FUCKING SQUEAKING.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH stupid finals x.x Can't wait til Friday. Ah the only good thing about tomorrow is finals will be over by noon, and that I can look forward to a 4-day weekend with absolutely no homework whatsoever.

Ok, people need to not look over my shoulder when I'm writing in my notebook. Chances are, it's a slash fic. You don't wanna read that. So go away. =)

Shut up, Tiffany. I would so buy strawberry-cotton candy-sparkle-manboobies-delight eyeshadow x.x And so would other people! Like... David! ...um, yeah. Don't ask. Hm, I feel like I left out a part of the eyeshadow title. That's ok, though.

Global Final!: Eh. I could've done really well, I could've done horribly. I tallied the amount of questions I wasn't positive on, like... one's I really really thought could be wrong. Between 15-30. Meaning, between a C+ and a B+. Ah. But that's ok, because I need a D- on the final to keep an A in the class, and... a C+ is above that. BUT DUDE WHAT WAS WITH ALL THE QUESTIONS ABOUT EASTER EUROPE!?!?!? See we had a map portion and earlier in the year we studied Western Europe, but NEVER Eastern Europe! Ah fuck him! There were like... 10 on Western Europe and 20 on Eastern! So not fair, it really isn't. We can't be expected to know things that we didn't even study during the semester! I mean it's like... in English, quizzing us on To Kill A Mockingbird! We haven't read it, although we are going to read it sometime this semester, so it shouldn't be on the final! WE DIDN'T STUDY EASTERN EUROPE DAMN YOU! And those questions are like... the difference between a C and a B for me! Stupid Eastern Europe. How am I supposed to know where Warsaw and Hungary and Romania and ;lakjs;lkj;alwkejr are?

French Final: Wasn't sure about it when I took it. Graded it in class. Got 192/200, which is a 96. This is why I love French. Do you know how long I studied for French this entire weekend? Skimming 4 chapters of the book while watching Everwood at 9. That was my amount of studying. Ahhh see this is why French is awesome. DUDE but we all finished at like... iono... it only took us half an hour to do the test, and then we started getting really loud cuz we were all done and teh Spanish teacher next door like... punched the wall thing... you know between the French and Spanish room there, it's like... a folding kidna wall where you can open it and... she like punched it open and yelled at us to shut up and then pulled it closed. It was freaky... I had no idea what was going on, but that's what everyone else said happened. Heh. That's kind of amusing. And kind of scary.

...So yeah, that's it. Geometry and science tomorrow. So all I have to do is maybe look at the geometry review packet and then go through the science flashcards and then practiced the scales on clarinet. Chromatic practicing is tomorrow :)

Ah but I don't care if I don't need to get higher than a D- on global or that I got a 96 on French when all I needed was a D+, finals still suck.

I HATE STUDYING!

God, when did this happen? I remember last year I'd make flashcards for every history test and study them fine and know all the info and get A's on all the tests.

And... now look...

I CAN'T EVEN MEMORIZE ONE FUCKING CARD WITHOUT SPENDING A HALF HOUR ONLINE, PROCRASTINATING.

Ah my study habits went to shit this year. Last year I was all study-ful, and I've barely studied at all this year. I think that's the problem. I need to study more.

UGH but it's so boring. I feel like I'm going to faint from exhaustion, and it's only 2:50 PM!

Stupid finals.

Spectrumming is yay-ful! I got 4 CDs: Finch, "What it is to Burn"; Maroon 5, "Songs About Jane"; Pennywise, "From the Ashes"; and Story of the Year [HOLY FUCK FINALLY!], "Page Avenue."

YES THAT'S RIGHT, I'VE FINALLY GOT STORY OF THE YEAR AFTER LIKE.. A MONTH OR TWO OF SEARCHING FOR IT. I found it at Hot Topic, yay! And Maroon 5 at Barnes and Noble. I got a magazine at B&N too. And I got a Mest shirt at Hot Topic. And a CD (Yellowcard, yay!) for Annie's b-day. Ah, gift cards are niiiice. I probably spent like... 10 dollars total, apart from gift cards. How awesome.

FUCK WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME I KEEP REDOING MY WALLS AND STUFF WHEN I SHOULD BE FUCKING STUDYING AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I'm ok :) But finals are icky.My walls are looking niiiice. So is my ceiling! AH BUT DON'T EVER EVER USE THE PUSHPINS THAT ARE LIKE... I THINK THEY'RE CALLED THUMB-TACKS, AND THEY'RE ALL CIRCULAR AND POINTY AT THE END AND STUFF BECAUSE THEY ARE FUCKING IMPOSSIBLE TO GET OUT OF YOUR WALLS, AND EVEN WORSE TO GET OUT THE CEILING! TRUST ME ON THIS. THEY ARE THE PUSHPINS OF THE DEVILLLL! You know, if I believed in the devil. Fine. THEY'RE THE PUSHPINS OF HILARY DUFF'S WHORISH FEET SO DO NOT USE THEM!

I'm ok. Really. Trying to procrastinate studying just happens to make me high. :) Like everything else in life, I suppose.

Ok. Studying. Really. I'm going to study now!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADRI! Yay!

Geometry: Got individual tests back! Yay! I thought I had done all right on it! Yay! Guess what the combined total of my group test and individual test was? 82! Not so yay! I need to do well on the final if I want my grade to stay an A. Which, I do. Heh. Even though he said to us "Psh, don't even bother studying for it, you'll do fine. You should study more important subjects." And today he said that Bush is an idiot. Haha he's awesome.

English: Essay! YES! Well yes that's it's over. Thank god it wasn't the 3rd prompt! Although it was the second hardest one. But I think I did ok. ...crap, that means I got a B- x.x

Global: Went over AP testing stuff cuz the test for AP US is Feb. 19. Fuck it sounds... not so easy or fun. Damnit. But I reeeaalllyyy wanna be in AP because A) do well on the AP test, credit towards college! B) AP classes=college-getting-into-ness. Sigh. Even if the test is 6:45 on a freaking Thursday morning where you ahve 20 min. to analyze documents and then 45 to write a fucking essay. But no worries! Well, actually, I lie. Yes worries. Yes lots of worries. But fuck I have to make it x.x

Science: Watched a video. Bill Nye the Science Guy. I used to watch those when I was 6... I think I was kind of a geek. Too bad I'm not that geekish... DAMNIT WHY CAN'T I BE A COMPLETE AND TOTAL NERD NOW?!?!?! Then I could get into AP and ace my finals cuz I'd be nerdy and study all the time and actually KNOW stuff unlike now where I don't.

Band: Just practiced Finals stuff. Fuck I need to be able to get the third octave of the G-concert scale (A major on clarinet) out perfectly everytime. As of yet, it's about... one in 20 times. I was getting it out all right for awhile, but... somehow I suck more now and now I barely ever get it out. Last time I practiced, I got it out once out of like... 50 times. Ah. Heh but what do I know, it might not even be on it. After all, there's only 3 scales, and cuz we're clarinets it's almost a given that we'll have Eb and F concert on it cuz they're our 3-octave scales which we actually do have to have 3 octaves for, unlike the G concert which is like... extra-credit and... better chair-ness if you can do 3. No one else can in the clarinet section so I want to fucking do it x.x Ahhhhh I need to be first chair. OH HOLY FUCK ANDREW AND GAVIN ARE GOING TO WIND ENSEMBLE!!! AHHHH NOT FAIR! Yay to no more Andrew competition (except I'll miss it cuz... it's more of a challenge and Meng's taking some English class that prevents her from taking concert band too so... it'll be a 4-person clarinet section and I'm not as nervous about the people other than Meng and Andrew) and... what was I saying? Boo to them leaving cuz they're both fuckin ggood. Well yes. That's why they're going to wind ensemble.

Lunch: Jamie Mottern asked if I wanted to go walk around and find people at the beginning of lunch and I said yes cuz... I was bored and then we ran into Sarah, Jamie Goto, and Clare immediately and then we all went to the field and then they went on a... bear hunt... or something and then Jamie M. and I sat and talked for awhile. It was nice.

French: I. FUCKING. HATE. THE PEOPLE. IN MY CLASS!!!!!! ALK;GJLAIWJERKLAJWERLK FUCK THEM ALL. Ok so during French we started talking about like... France's perceptions of us and then Aida was all "Oh but this French guy once said he thought we were all like American Pie! Like sluts!" and then Grace was all "That's not cool!" and then Jennifer said quietly like "What, you're not?" Ok, so that's kinda mean, especially since they're really not that much of sluts. Still, not a big deal to me because they fucking tease and insult her every fucking day and they totally deserve whatever shit she gives them and while something like in regards to them being dumbasses, rude, idiots, etc. would've been more fitting, it was still fine. But then Grace and Aida got all offended (HA THEY'VE SAID LOADS WORSE TO JENNIFER) and was all to Mme. De Berry "JENNIFER CALLED US SLUTS!!!!!!!!!!" and then we had this 10 minute discussion about it and Galaxy and me and Kim and other people prolly too were getting really tired of it and Galaxy and I kept saying loudly "CAN WE GET BACK TO FRENCH NOW?!" and then finally when there was a short pause Kim pretty much shouted, "CAN WE JUST GET BACK TO FRENCH NOW?!" and then Mme. De Berry was all "I think that's a very good idea." We wasted 10 fucking minutes and agla;kj;elrkja;welrkjalkwejr if only Jennifer called them out every fucking time they insulted her agggggggghhhh i hate them they're such hypocrites and bastards and you know what? If they're not sluts, I bet their feet are! Or at least their feet are whores.

Studyage for finals! Yay! Except, you know, not.

Wheeeeeeee! Lulu, Tiffany, and I went to Annie's for an hour cuz it's her birthday! Wheee Merry Christmas and Happy New Years to Annie! It was very amusing. I remember laughing a lot. OH AND I LEARNED... SOMETHING. What was it? I believe it was something about Gumby having manboobs, but I am not sure. Heh. Wheee to spectrumming. Ah tomrorow needs to be over x.x Stupid essay-ness. In fact, next week needs to be over. It needs to be a week from tomorrow right now.

Tiffany's card is aaaaaaaaaaawesomeeeeeeeee :)

English: Doll's House stuff. Blah!

Office Hours: Went to science and found out my grade was a 91.6. My grade has actually gone up since quarter. That's good.

Science: Boring! :)

French: Hm. I remember at break Galaxy tried to make backwards and it didn't look right. Not... like ewww not right... just... didn't look right. Um, yeah. Don't remember the actual french-ness. Except when we were studying for the final and I aksed her something about like... do you like going camping, she was all "DO YOU LIKE HUMPING?! O.O" really loud. That was amusing.

Wheeee second period tomorrow and all next week til Friday needs to be overrrrrr now! Yay!

Presents are fun :) I got a pair of earrings, LOTR 2 on DVD (heh last year I got LOTR 1 on DVD... I think I should get the third next year), $50 gift card to Hot Topic, $50 gift card to FYE, and a CD rack spinner thing, for all my CDs! Yay! It holds like... 112 CDs... so... I should be able to get them all in there! ...Probably. OH and three tickets to the SP/MXPX concert! Yay! But I already knew I'd be getting those, so it's not as exciting. I mean it's great and all, just not... surprising so I'm not as bouncing on the walls happy.

Um, yes. Wheeeee my birthday's fun. :)

Happy birthday to meeee. Jackie got me a balloon! Yaaaay thank you Jackie! :) My uncle sent me flowers. That was kinda nice, even though I sort of hate him, most of the time.

Geometry: ...don't remember. It was reeeally boring. I kept thinking up fic ideas, but I didn't feel like writing anything down.

Office Hours: Hm. What did I do? Oh yes. Went to band room, then Adri came and then Michelle Lee and Pearl came and I followed them around and we sat in front of the theater for awhile and then during snack Jackie gave me my balloon, yay :) You know, the balloon was very helpful cuz... whenever I'd walk around people I normally dno't talk to much would be all "Happy birthday!" After school I walked past Lori and I don't even know if she knows my name but she was all "Happy birthday!" It's kind of amusing. Oh, and then there'd be a few people, before my balloon-getting-age who'd like... hear it from like... someone else I guess. Like at snack before the balloon Connie was all "Hey, happy birthday" and I was all "o.o" cuz... I hadn't told her and then she said Jackie said so in Algebra 2 and then Lulu was all like "Oh crap, I need to make a card, anyone have any paper?" and that amused me :) ...Wow this is random. ANYWAYS.

Global: More boringness! Wheee!

Lunch: Heee I actually heard Tiffany call Danny an Armstrong! Yay! Oh, and there was talk of manboobs.

Band: Seemed reeeally long for some reason O.o Like longer than most Wednesday bands. We had a test on Db concert. Ah but I didn't know we had to tongue it! Ack if you don't know, on clarinet like... tonguing can get... bad. Slurring is much nicer and prettier. You can go faster. When you tongue, if you go too fast and you're not very good at it (LIKE ME), you'll tongue after you go down to the note, and it'll sound icky. So anyways, she didn't tell us it had to be tongued so I started semi-freaking out in my head. But it went really well, actually. On the last note, I squeaked badly, but the rest was fine. I prolly got an A- or B+, I'd say. That's not really going to bring my grade down, and it wasn't for a chair, so whatever.

Yeah... that's it. Wheee I'm going to get my SP concert tickets (or at least confirmation that my mom has ordered them) tonight for a birthday present :) Heh, I asked my mom if she had ordered them Monday and she was all "...ask me again... on... Wednesday..." (wink wink nudge nudge cough cough) ...so, yes. :)

HAPPY PRE-BIRTHDAY TO ANNIE AND HAPPY PRE-PRE-BIRTHDAY TO ADRI!!! :)

One day. Holy shit. :) Birthdays come faaaast.

Jackie: I swear to you, I will make you a layout for Christmas. Can't this weekend cuz finals-studyage, but the weekend after I shall!

Adri: Ah same for you, except with your picture. I wiiiill do it, just not this week or weekend. Next weekend, I swear I will, and same goes for the pictures I shall draw you for your birthday. Hm. I need to ask you what you want me to draw for your birthday :)

Geometry: Test. Didn't finish the first proof x.x Ahhhhhhhh. Oh well. I got pretty far, so I'll probably get 2/4 points. But, see, I worked it all out, and if I do and I get everything else right (I'm pretty confident on everything else), the combo of the individual test and group test will be an 89. Ah I want an A x.x Maybe if he's nice and gives me 3/4 points... Then I'll have an A- total. That would be nice.

English: Read through A Doll's House. Fuck, that's boring.

Global: Did some worksheet or something. It was boring.

Science: Did worksheets. Wrote several different things repeatedly on a piece of paper, including "Perky", "Gumby", "So Happy Togehter", "Pierre/David", "Tim/Tony", "Sunshine", and so on. I finished it at lunch. It looks nice. I wanna put it up on my wall... but.. my mom would be all "Why the fuck do you have a paper that says "Booger" and... "manboobs"?!" Sooo no.

Band: Rather boring, actually. My favorite class, and it wasn't interesting in the slightest! Yay!

French: Guess what? BORING! Oh, but we took a quiz. I didn't study for it at all. I got 32/32. And that, my friends, is why French is better than Spanish :)

So yeah, that's it. Tomorrow's my birthday. Go me. :) Next week needs to be overrrr.

Wow. Only two days.

Geometry: Whatever. Individual test tomorrow. Fuck. :) I don't think I'm going to do very well on it.

English: Blah. Boringful.

Global: Again. Boring.

Science: Snore.

Band: Less boring. Felt like I was going to fall asleep the entire time, though.

Lunch: Innocence, thy name is Booger! Oh, and Danny is an Armstrong.

French: Wow! Boring! Yay!

School is just so... blah, recently. ;kajlksdj;kasjdf;lkj I can't wait til next week is over :)

Wheeee ok, so I have an LJ now where I'm going to post all my fics cuz I'm too lazy to post them on fd.n :) It's here so go and post comments on my fics :) I already have 3 up that I've written this weekend. Two are Tim Armstrong (Rancid)/Tony (Mest) [shhhhhh it's a good pairing!] which are fluff, and there's one angsty... well it's not Pierre/David but... yeah. Go and read :) I'm gonna write another tonight that'll be angsty. I'll prolly also post some more of my P/D fluff that I've written. So... YES. GO THERE.

Stole a survey! *dances around*

1) Using band names, spell out your first name:

Mest
Incubus
Count the Stars
Hoobastank
Evanescence
Less Than Jake
Living End, The [Sh, this counts! The is never counted when alphabetizing and stuff, so it doesn't count here. You try to find another band that starts with L!]
Everclear

2) Have you ever had a song written about you?

Uh... not that I know about... unless someone had a crush on me [snort, yeah right] and secretly wrote songs about me... that... would be kinda cool cuz... yeah but then it'd also be kinda creepy O.o Um, I'm going with no.

3) What song makes you cry?

"Hurt" Johnny Cash [cover, I like it better than the original NIN one), "Emotionless" Good Charlotte [well it used to all the time... not as much anymore cuz I'm kinda used to it... I guess?], "My Immortal" Evanescence, "Here With Me" Michelle Branch [ah this was back when I loved her first CD before... 7th grade I believe... it was really emotional song for me for several reasons then and not so much anymore but I felt I should include it], "Perfect" Simple Plan, uh... I'd say that's it. These songs don't really make me cry so much as... they make me feel sad? In a good way. They make me emotional, I guess. I don't really cry listening to songs. Although I did listening to Emotionless the first time [just teary-eyed, not full-out crying]. Oh, I should add "Christmas By the Phone" [GC] as well.

4) What song makes you happy?

"Happy Together" Simple Plan [cover, I listened to the original by The Turtles and... ionno maybe I'm too used to the SP version but it's just too slow for me... I like it more energetic and poppy, but that's just me. Not that the original isn't good, it is, I just prefer the cover], "Addicted" Simple Plan [heeeee... they're so together...], "The Anthem" GC [I have no idea how it still makes me happy after a year of listening to it, but... it does], "L.A. Song" Christian Kane [eeee CK is awesome], and... that's enough, I think.

5) What do you like to listen to before bed?

Loveline! It's hard to get to sleep without it. Any music really, though. As long as there's something. Otherwise, it'll usually take me hours to get to sleep.

6)Name a song by Coal Chamber:

I'm going to be ignorant here and say Who the fuck? cuz I've never heard of her! I have no idea who she is! Go me. :)

7) Who was/were your idol/s when you were younger?

Uh... I didn't really have any idols... I never really have. I don't know either. There are people I look up to and respect... but no real idols.

8) First cd you ever bought?

That I bought with my own money? God, I don't remember. I know one of my first CDs was the first NSYNC CD cuz I had just gotten a CD player and before that all my music was on casettes [I know, (gasp)]. But I didn't buy that with my own money. I'm not sure what the first one I bought myself was. SP is up there on the list, though, because that was around the time that my mom stopped buying stuff like CDs for me. Awww I miss the days when all I had to do was ask my parents to buy me something and they would [well, within reason, of course, and not everyday]. Actually, I still can with my dad. Heh, he feels so guilty for different stuff and so when my mom goes to Minnesota every year for the writing convention all I have to do is say to him "You know.... there's this CD I've wanted recently..." and he'll get it for me. Ah, the joys of manipulating my father :)

9) Name a song that reminds you of someone:

"My Immortal" Evanescence, "Here With Me" Michelle Branch

a p p e a r a n c e
HEIGHT: 5'4", or so my mom claims. I think I'm closer to 5'3"
HAIR COLOR: blonde, faded blue streaks
SKIN COLOR: eh... somewhat fair. You should see my watch tan!
EYE COLOR: blue
PIERCINGS: one in each ear
TATTOOS: 0!
WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING?: blue... they're jeans
WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO?: Lemme check... "Modern Chemistry" Motion City Soundtrack. C'est bon!
WHAT TASTE IS IN YOUR MOUTH?: ...saliva?
WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE?: ...actually today was pretty damn warm O.o I remember at the spectrum after rushing to Barnes and Noble first thing (AP! SP ON AP COVER! WHEEEE!) I was rather hot. I was very comfortable with only a t-shirt (WELL PANTS TOO! I just meant no sweatshirt.)
HOW ARE YOU? ...oddly, tired. But verrry happy for now. As long as I don't think about finals, I'm in a happy denial bubble where Pierre and David are married and school is non-existant and I can make a living off starting a band :) Ah, I love my happy denial bubble. But I am happy about new music and about my walls. Ah they're sooo nice :D

d o y o u
GET MOTION SICKNESS?: air sickness
HAVE A BAD HABIT?: I shred. (hangs head in shame)
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?: Most of the time. I'm fine with my dad if it's for a short period of time. If it's for a few hours straight, then I'll get pissed.
LIKE TO DRIVE?: I'll be 15 soon! Then I'll find out! ...holy shit... I jsut realized... I'll be able to get a permit pretty fucking soon O.O That's... kinda scary to think about...

f a v o r i t e s
TV SHOW: I really can't list Charmed as my favorite show anymore. It just sucks these days, and I honestly don't care about it anymore. I only watch for Holly these days. Sigh. These days, my favorite is The O.C.
CONDITIONER: ...who has a favorite conditioner O.o I have no idea what I use...
BOOK: Damn you! I guess... "Doomsday Book" or "Passage", both by Connie Willis. She's a fucking awesome writer :)
MAGAZINE: Alternative Press! Yay AP! Wheeee!
NON-ALCOHOLIC DRINK: Pepsi!
THING TO DO ON THE WEEKEND: Spectrumming! You find out cool things, like Hilary Duff's feet being whores!
BAND OR GROUP or SINGER or RAPPER: Favorite band? Good Charlotte still :)

h a v e y o u
BROKEN THE LAW: Illegal music downloading! Not anymore. But I did! I'm such a rebel. Much like Annie rebelled against wearing waterproof pants while snowboarding. Ah, we're such rebels ;)
RAN AWAY FROM HOME: No.
SNUCK OUT OF THE HOUSE: No.
EVER GONE SKINNY DIPPING: ...no. O.o
MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL: Um... of... course not... [shifty look]
EVER TIPPED OVER A PORTA POTTY: ...no. O.o
USED YOUR PARENTS' CREDIT CARD BEFORE: Yeah, but with their permission
SKIPPED SCHOOL BEFORE: (snort) No. Do you know how fucking impossible that is? Every single school I've been to, I would've been found out immediately.
FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH: Nope
BEEN IN A SCHOOL PLAY: nope
LET A FRIEND CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER: yep

l o v e
BOYFRIEND: no
GIRLFRIEND: I don't think I like what you're implying...
SEXUALITY: straight
CHILDREN: none
CURRENT CRUSH: Can I have a crush on a relationship? Because I so have a crush on Pierre/David. No, really! I mean, that sounds insane, but let's look at the aspects of having a crush. You'd think that the person was cute, like seeing the person, be all... ionno... "eee-y" over the person, etc. Well I think P/D is cute, I like seeing them together, and I'm definitely "eee-y" over them. Ah, I so have a crush on P/D!
HAD A HARD TIME GETTING OVER SOMEONE: Not really...
BEEN HURT?: Uh, duh, much? Hee I haven't said that in awhile.
YOUR GREATEST REGRET: 4-6th grade.
GONE OUT WITH A SOMEONE YOU ONLY KNEW FOR THREE DAYS: ...I've never gone out with anyone...

r a n d o m
DO YOU HAVE A JOB: no
YOUR CD PLAYER HAS IN IT RIGHT NOW: Motion City Soundtrack!
IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?: Indigo! If you don't know why... well BOOYA to you :) Heh... no one's gonna get this except Annie and Tiffany.
WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?: Music, Pierre/David, slash in general, spectrumming, concerts
WHO MAKES YOU THE HAPPIEST?: Hm... I'll say music... cuz that includes concerts and Pierre/Davd
WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA GET?: STORY OF THE YEAR WHEN FYE FUCKING GETS THEIR CD IN DAMN YOU FYE ;KAJSDLKJ;ALKSGJD WHY DON'T YOU HAVE THEIR FUCKI omg I should so check Barnes and Noble ahhh I'm an idiot ok next week at spectrum I'm so checking B&N for SOTY CD x.x I want it so much!
WHO DO YOU CONSIDER GOOD FRIENDS?: I don't feel like listing them... they know who they are anyways.
WHAT DO YOU LIKE TO DO?: sleeeep, listen to music, obsess over Pierre/David, make layouts, go to concerts, go to spectrum, read

w h e n / w h a t w a s t h e l a s t
TIME YOU CRIED?: ...I can't remember. You know, that's a very good thing. I think the last time I truly cried was Christmas Eve... which was a few weeks ago. I'm sure during finals I'll cry x.x AGH stupid school
YOU GOT A REAL LETTER?: psh, letters are for amateurs! I think I got a like... Halloween or Thanksgiving card from my mom's cousin Cathy O.o
YOU GOT E-MAIL: ...I have no idea. Uh... prolly from Tiffany... cuz... she sent me the fic she finished.
THING YOU PURCHASED: the very last thing would've been the MXPX and Motion City Soundtrack CDs
TV PROGRAM YOU WATCHED: Uh... hm. I watched... The O.C. on Wednesday! Oh, and TRL yesterday.
MOVIE YOU SAW AT THE THEATER: Uh... LOTR: REturn of the King, yes?

y o u r t h o u g h t s o n
ABORTION: Woman's right to choose. I wouldn't ever unless someone raped me or something, but I feel that there are circumstances when it's the best option, and the child would have a worse life if they were born. I don't agree with people who use it as a means of birth control, but I do feel that woman should ahve a right to choose it.
TEENAGE SMOKING: lame and stupid :)
SPICE GIRLS: Ew. Glad they're not together anymore :)
DREAMS: Eeee they're awesome, especially if Pierre and David make out during them :) Ah, I've had two P/D dreams as of yet. Wheeeee.

Ok, that's it :)

OMG I can't believe I forgot!

You know what I discovered at the spectrum about Hilary Duff? Apart from hating her "music", "acting", and complete attitude and appearance, I have another reason to hate her.

Ok, get ready for this. It's a major relevation.

Hilary Duff's feet? Are whores.

Yes, that's right. I do not lie. They are whores.

...yeah. I told you I was high at the spectrum.

You know, Madonnica really needs to stop making music. Yes, I did spell Madonnica right :) Don't ask.

Britney Spears is a fucking IDIOT.

Do sexy-dressing popstars warp kids' minds?

"My opinion on that is... I think when I have a kid, I think it's inspiring to know that you can have an outlet for your kid to dream. That's all we can do every day is dream... right? We can't live in this box. So you're dreaming, you're fantasizing about things and how far you go in those fantasies is up to you. But I think it's a positive thing to sit there and dream of being on stage and having a fantasy world. That's enlightening and we need at the end of the day to be enlightened. It's like Holloween, it's playing dress-up and being a kid. I think it's positive!"

On being mistaken for a teenager still!

"I think teenager is just a word... sorry, I just started giggling! I get the giggles sometimes."

Why, thank you Britney! I always thought teenager was a number, but now thanks to you, I know that it's actually a word! Wow. Britney Spears is, like, soooo smart, you know?

God. Idiot x.x Ah the SP interview in AP is soooooooooo fucking awesome.

Anyways. Spectrum was fun. I got 2 magazines (AP WITH SP ON COVER!!! And Popstar) and 2 CDs (MXPX and Motion City Soundtrack) and a new pair of pants! Go me! Hm, what else? Tiffany's influencing my speaking skills badly x.x I can't talk anymore. Madonnica and such.

Lillix is going to be on some dates at Warped this summer. Ew. Why, Warped, why? Why would you ask such a band? Bah. But Yellowcard (among others, of course) will be there, so it'll be worth it.

Wheee Pierre and David are sooo together. You know what's further proof? In AP Chuck said that his band is his girlfriend. Then AP slips into the interview that Pierre moved to Vancouver to be with his girlfriend. Hm. Band=girlfriend. Pierre has "girlfriend". So subtle. Yet Tiffany and I pick up on it! Oh, if you don't get it... Pierre means that he's dating David but only wants the non-teenies and non-idiots to pick up on it :) Ah they're so together. Wheeeee.

...oh shut up. You know it's true.

You know what? Rancid's really cool. They could be all to bands like GC and SP and Mest "Oh dude, you're crappy little pop-punk posers! We hate you! Go away! We're too punk and cool for you!" but instead they're like... best friends with them. They're all so nice.

BAH I NEED TO FIND THE STORY OF THE YEAR CD x.x STUPID FYE.

..ok... I think I'm done. I'm being kinda random. Ah, the spectrum makes me so high! Well at the end there, I was ranting a lot and hitting the table and my magazines and... yes... Anyways.

1. What did you do in 2003 that you'd never done before?
Went to 4 concerts. Well... kinda 5. I don't really consider the This End Up thing a concert, since it was just in a really small club. So 4 1/2? But yeah. Ah, and one of the best things of the year, too.

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
I didn't make any in the first place because they're pointless, IMO. Didn't make any for this year either.

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
No.

4. Did anyone close to you die?
No.

5. What countries did you visit?
None.

6. What would you like to have in 2004 that you lacked in 2003?
Uh... I don't know. Good teachers? Heh. I really don't know.

7. What date from 2003 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
Oh god. Uh... KROQ GC concert. No, Warped. No, Civic Tour! Ah, TYATH tour was fucking awesome too. Heh, notice how all of these involve concerts. I think it's between KROQ GC concert and Warped. Freaking aaaawesome.

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
Uh... I think getting an A in Humanities was good. Oh, and going from a B first trimester last year to getting a 96 in Algebra the next trimester. That was good. Winning tickets to GC concert on KROQ. I'd ahve to say that's a pretty big achievement. Being able to make my own layouts! Huuuuge achievement. Getting gold(s) for blends!

9. What was your biggest failure?
...I don't know. Trying to learn guitar? But I'm still trying, so I haven't failed yet!

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
Yes. Stupid 4-hour flu.

11. What was the best thing you bought?
...ok by now you're going to hit me, but concert tickets, I'd say. Seriously. I know I keep bringing them up but the concerts and music were a big part of 2003 from me. I mean, I went from at the start of 2003 to loving about 3 bands, but those were basically the only bands I listened to and wearing jeans and Roxy t-shirts (...ew x.x) and never having been to a concert before to going to 3 concerts, wearing band shirts all the time, and owning like... 100 CDs (all by bands I really really liked) at the end of the year. All the CDs I've bought were also great and worth the money. And the SP DVD. Fucking awesome.

12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
...uh... I don't know... O.o Celebration? ...none... I... that's really weird question...

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
...hm. My dad's. :)

14. Where did most of your money go?
CDs, magazines, and concerts.

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
First GC (or any band) concert. Private GC concert. Warped. Third GC concert. Getting a new clarinet.

16. What song will always remind you of 2003?
Hm. Good Charlotte's "Girls and Boys", because it was right in the middle of 2003, and it was really huge, and... I don't know. It just does.

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder? Uh... I don't know. I'm about the same. I'm pretty good most of the time. There are my sadder moments.
ii. thinner or fatter? ...no clue. I don't think I've weighed myself since like... the 5th grade O.o My mom told me I was thinneer randomly a month or too ago (bah! I think it's just cuz I wear baggier clothes), but I think I'm about the same.
iii. richer or poorer? ...poorer. When you buy a CD (or something, at least) every week, you lose money rapidly. Ah I remember last February when I collected all my money, I had like... $120. Now I hav elike... $20. Not that that's bad. Just less.

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
Tried harder.

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
Sat around on my ass doing nothing. Particularly winter break. Ah I left everything til... well pretty much today. Shit I should be doing my tesselation project. x.x

20. How will you be spending Christmas?
Uh... Christmas has gone. I spent it by uh... staying at home... and my aunt and her... whatever came over.

22. Did you fall in love in 2003?
No

23. How many one-night stands?
0. O.o

24. What was your favorite TV program?
Um... well last year... like last season it was... probably still Charmed. However, for the new season, it would be The O.C.

25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
Pranav, because I didn't know him. Hilary Duff, because she hadn't started her "singing" career yet. Other people, I'm sure.

26. What was the best book you read?
Ahhh. Ok. Let's think. Passage by Connie Willis. Yes.

27. What was your greatest musical (re)discovery?
Good Charlotte. Mest. The Used. AFI. Racndi. Pennywise. NOFX. God, I could go on. I mean, 2003, was the "great musical discovery" year. It was the music year. Ah. The only bands now that are on my favorite bands list (look to the left) that I didn't discover in 2003 were Simple Plan and New Found Glory. Holy shit, I've liked GC over a year now. SP almost 2 years. Craaazzzyyy. But yeah. Um, look to the list of the bands at the left. See all those bands? Every single band other than NFG and SP is the answer to this question. But I suppose the absolute best would've been GC, just because of how much I'm into them now and such.

28. What did you want and get?
Lots of CDs ;) SEASON 2 OF BUFFY ON DVD!! A NEW CLARINET!!! Wheeee. Better walls :) Or at least, better decorated walls.

29. What did you want and not get?
...a car? I don't know. I don't remember things that I wanted but didn't get. I mean, I'm sure there are plenty. I just can't remember.

30. What was your favorite film of this year?
Psh. Like I watch movies that often. Ah I don't know. I really didn't see many. LOTR 3 was pretty good, and very slashy.

31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
My 14th. Went to spectrum. Heh. That sounds so funny now. "Oh, for a special not at all every-Saturday celebration of my birthday, I went to the spectrum! Cuz it's not like I do that every weekend!" Well at the time, I didn't. I didn't start the every-week thing until sometime during February. So at the time, it was cool. Not many people came, but it was fun. Got both GC CDs that day! ...oh that wasn't on my actual bday, btw. On my actual bday... it was a school night. I did homework. Oh, and I watched LOTR cuz I got it on DVD.

32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
Not having the humanities teacher I had. Longer summer break. More money. More concerts.

33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2003?
Baggy and black.

34. What kept you sane?
My friends. Annie particularly. And music. Although I suppose that's what makes me insane as well.

35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
Psh! Like I would like any celebrities just because they were attractive! I don't even know them! You fools! (coughs and whispers:) Adam Brody, Joshua Jackson, Gregory Smith. (coughs) What? I said nothing! Fools!

36. What political issue stirred you the most?
STUPID FUCKING WAR AGH I HATE BUSH DIE DIE DIE IF HE'S PRESIDENT AGAIN... I'M GOING TO SMACK ALL THOSE VOTERS SILLY! L;KAJSDLKFJALSK :) But I'm ok! Really! All good! Totally over it!

37. Who did you miss?
Annie.

38. Who was the best new person you met?
Hm. Who did I meet? I guess Tiffany... cuz... I kinda knew her before 2003 cuz she was friends with Annie and Jackie and Lulu... but I only really became friends with her in 2003. Who else did I become friends with? Hm. The rest of my close friends now I think I've been friends with since before 2003. Rosa I only really got to know in 2003 cuz of her being in band and French. Ah but really, I didn't make too many friends last year.

39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2003:
Don't wear long, baggy pants in a mosh pit, because they will be in danger of coming off. Oh, and tie your shoes tightly in mosh pits.

40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:
"Paper, or plastic, don't matter, she'll have it!"
Heee ok, maybe not. Haha Rosa was so confused.

Um... really... I don't know. My year was a bunch of stuff all together... I can't really... put it together with just one lyric...


Ok, I'm done. I'm sure you care :)

Wow. It's less than a week until my birthday. Next Wednesday :) Coolness. And exactly one week til Annie's! And a week and a day until Adri's! :) Yayness. Ahh the picture of Pierre and David that Adri drew me for Christmas is fucking aaaawesomeeee :D

English: ...I have no recollection of English. I think we read through A Doll's House, though. Boring stupid book.

Science: ...uh... I zone out in this class. I think I took notes.

French: Hee. It was amusing. We were reviewing and stuff and like a lot of people are confused on when to use qui (who) and que (that) cuz... you use qui with objects too, not just people. And I had figured out when to use it back when we first were introduced to it, months ago. Cuz with Qui, it replaces the subject (like I, you, she, they, etc.) so it's always followed by a verb. So, Qui va au cinéma? Who goes to the movies? Que is like... it's always followed by both a subject and a verb. So it's like... J'ai dit que elle est sympathique. I said that she is nice. The que is followed by both elle and est. ...I'm sure all you people who don't take French really care about this. ANYWAYS. I went on too long with that. But my french teacher couldn't figure out how to explain it cuz she grew up just... knowing when to use what cuz she was actually born and lived in France. And so finally I just told her that and she was all really impressed and happy. It was really really amusing. Other than that, French was boring. Listening Comprehension is pointless. x.x Anyways.

...yes, that's it. Oh, and I must say, SHUT THE FUCK UP ABOUT B2K. AHHH I DON'T CARE IF THEY'VE BROKEN UP!!! X.X Idiots. Stupid B2K fans on TRL were fucking CRYING when Omarion came to talk about the break up and flkja;slkdjf;lkajsdf this is so stupid. I'm trying to think about what I'd do if someone like GC broke up. I'd be pissed probably, or sad, but I wouldn't effing cry. They're not the only band in the world. There's other good music. You still have the old music. IT'S NOT THE END OF THE WORLD. AL;KJSDFLKJASLKDFJ IDIOTS. God they need to get back together to stop these fucking insane people. Besides, when they're all split up, there's 4 different people putting out crappy music instead of 1 group of 4 people. Four times hte crappy music. Ew.

...ok, I'm done. But agh, it's pissing me off. I only like them talking about B2K slightly more than the whole Britney marriage thing, because at least there was new news with the B2K thing. With Britney, on the first day it was all "..uh... well... she got married. Uh... to this... dude. Yeah. We're pretty sure it's a dude!" and then the next day it's all "YES! NEW NEWS! WE'VE GOTTEN CONFIRMATION THAT IT'S A DUDE!" and then the next "ATTENTION! HUGEST NEW NEWS ON THE BRITNEY WEDDING! WE HAVE GOTTEN A CONFIRMATION THAT SHE WAS WEARING A BASEBALL CAP AND JEANS TO THE WEDDING! YES, YOU HEARD IT HERE FIRST! JEANS AND A BASEBALL CAP!" Agh seriously, I'm barely exaggerating with that. But you know what? I DON'T GIVE A FUCK ABOUT EITHER. GO AWAY. x.x

...ok. Reeeally done this time.

It needs to be a not-school day.

Bah! Stupid school x.x Already I have to write an essay next week. j;alksjf;lkj and finals! Poo. Except for the fact that we get Monday and Friday and the following Monday off during finals week. But besides that x.x Poo.

Geometry: Homework pacekts back. 30/30. Wonder if he ever notices that I'm always missing at least one assignment. Otherwise completely boring.

English: Bah! Have to read A Doll's House and write an essay next week. Not necessarily on it. It's kinda for the final, or something. I don't know. And we watched the end of ATOTC. Boringness. Don't even show Carton dying.

Global: Guess what? Like every other class... it was boring! Yay! x.x ...nothing else really. I should get started on the current events project.

Science: Everyone's favorite class! Except not. GAH I hate it. Oh, but I was proud, because she was calling on people for answers, like she usually does, and she always always picks on me and asks me a question and she always words it so weirdly that I have no idea what the fuck she's saying so I end up looking like an idiot when she's really the idiot and yes this has a point. She was asking someone else what waves go through solids and then I was all "I bet she'll ask what waves go through liquid and gas" and then like... thought of the answers and then the very next question she asked was what waves go through liquids and she asked me and I gave the right answer immediately :) So I didn't look like a complete idiot. For once. But still. Hate it. Bah, and instead of a final on everything, we get a bigger unit test on physics. Fuck. In any other class, something like this would be good. However, a final would include chemistry and stuff like bonding and balancing equations. Stuff that i'm actually good at. Unlike physics and all the fucking formulas we have to memorize. But no, it's going to be all physics. Ah fuck her x.x

Band: Yay! A class I like! And I'm not being sarcastic. I'ts seriously the only class I like these days. The Hymn song thing (whatever it's called) is really pretty but it's so damn fucking sloooow. x.x Kenya Contrasts is all right, but it gets boring afterawhile. We play the exact same thing for like... 16 measures or something. I like Portrait of a Clown best. It's fastest. It's nice. Plus, we only have 3 measures of rest in the entire song! Yay! Oh, and Galaxy is getting reeeeaalllyyy good at oboe :)

French: AH PEOPLE IN MY CLASS ARE IDIOTS x.x No particular reason, they just always are. So boring. Felt as if I was going to fall asleep. But I finished the homework (I think this is like... the 3rd time we've had actual homework. Not like she ever checks it anyways) in class, so it was all right. Oh, and we had this thing due today, a summary of a movie we watched before break, "La (or is it le? I thought it was la, but I'm not sure) gloire de mon père", and I didn't even watch it while it was playing (I wrote a fic instead :)) and I was going to look up a summary online and do it, but last night I just... I didn't want to, I was dreading school, so I was all "Fuck it, I'm not doing it". I have like... a 96 and at most the thing woul dbe worth 20 points, not something that would make my grade drop more than like... a percent.

You know what? She didn't even remember that she had assigned it. Grace reminded her but then she was all "Oh, whatever, turn it in tomorrow, I have too much stuff to grade already." So, not doing my hw last night was a very smart thing :)

Ah ok piczonline is down forever, so that's why my layout is... not. I'll upload it to freewebs later (even though that takes forever to load pics on the screen, so my layout might take forever for some people to see) but I don't feel like it now. You can read my blog, so deal with it. :)

Oh! I had dreams last night that I sort of remember! Well vaguely, but they're worth mentioning.

In the first, Katie Holmes went to my school and was like in band or something. Oh, and I found a lot of pins, like you buy at Hot Topic, in this backpack thing that I had forgotten about and I put them on my backpack.

The next dream, I only remember very vaguely, only one detail: Pierre and David made out. And that's really all I need to remember about it :)

Hm. I should really be doing homework right now.

Ah ok. Back from Big Bear. It was fun. The actual snowboarding was all right, but I like skiing a lot more. Ah and I'm in so much pain x.x So sore! My neck, shoulders, upper arms, wrists, stomach, left side of my hip, thighs, knees, and ass hurt so much. Ah. Stupid falling while snowboarding! Oh well. But it was still fun. Heh I don't just have GC sensors in my ears, I have like... all music ones. Like me and Annie were watching this thing on VH1 last night cuz... there wasn't that much on and cuz they play good music in the background sometimes anyways and it was this show about old people with younger people (there was one age gap of like 62 years, ew) but then like... all I heard was "Come on!" in the background and I instantly was all "Little Things! GC!" and Annie was all "What, no! You lie!" but it waaas! Wheeee! And then they played the beginning of complicated and I was all "kkkkkkkkk" and changed the channel and I was all "Ew, Avril." They played it twice! I also recognized the Blink-182 song that goes "Forever, and ever, we'll make this last forever!" Wheee go me. It was really hard to hear too, the songs were in the background of talkingness. Oh but Annie recognized Perfect this morning on some other VH1 show and I didn't.

Yes, anyways. It was fun. Need to go again soon :)

al;kjds;lkfj school starts tomorrow. Ack not looking forward to it x.x Finals soon! Bleh. Ah I have to finish that fucking global thing, and that little French thing, and the tesselations project thing. Bah, stupid school. Die please x.x

...yeah. I think that's it. I still need to draw Adri's present and make Jackie's layout. Next weekend? I don't have time today to x.x

Happy New Year, I suppose.

Ah SP performed part of Perfect acoustic! That was great. Pierre played guitar too. And then they went into Addicted. Whee and then an almost kiss between Pierre and David! Ah they didn't show SP during the... actual midnight-ness. I bet they were making out ;)

Um, yes. Before they performed the "top-secret" covers I was all... really pissed cuz I found out beforehand what they'd be from someone's LJ on the east coast and they were "Get the Party Started" and "Where is the Love", both songs which I hate, though mostly cuz I hate the performers and I hate the BlackEyed Peas for like... toning down their video and making it less political because they didn't want what happened to the Dixie Chicks to happen tot hem. But still. I was expecting the worst. Ah but IMO they performed both songs better than Pink or the BEP. They were good. I mean, Pierre cannot rap. Ever. He just can't. He fails miserably. But it was hilarious. And the songs make sense. Get the Party Started cuz it's New Year's and everyon'es partying and they want to start 2004. Where is the Love to start 2004 with love and peace and stuff. Really it makes sense. I wish it was Happy Together. But it's ok! Still, they performed well. I read a LJ of someone else who thought it sucked, but I really liked it. I wish I could see them perform in February x.x Ah I'll bug my mom more about it tomorrow. She told me she wasn't gonna make the decision before Christmas. Well guess what? Christmas is over. It's 2004! She has to decide now. I'm afraid that the tickets are already sold out. Blah.

Um, yeah, so anyways. Expected the worst, got better than the worst. Could be better, but not bad. :) Make any sense? Heh.