Hm. Today I think was better than yesterday? Yes. I feel good about today for some odd reason.

Geometry: Actually understanding what we're doing right now. But blah, I forgot my calculator. It's very hard to do equations involving pi and tan, sin, and cos without a calculator, I've found. Oh, and it's also hard to take the square root of things without a calculator. Sigh. Although actually, I got most of it done, so whatever. Blah, need a compass. Maybe I'll ask my mom if she can get one tomorrow for me.

Office Hours: ...hm. Made up stuff. Made up the pond organism lab. I have to make up the stupid fucking DNA key chain lab at home. Emma offerred to let me steal hers, but I'm supposed to return all unused beads to her when I'm done, and I'm afraid she'll be suspicious of like.. none of them are gone. Blah. I think I'll just bribe Jackie to come over and teach me how to do it.

Global: Didn't do much of anything [shock] But oh my fucking holy saint francis guy. SHUT THE FUCK UP SHAWN [Sean?] AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. HE PISSES ME OFF SO FUCKING MUCH. I meanbefore, he was just rather annoying, but now... uuuuuughhhh... He's like really naive, in the sort of way where he thinks he can solve all the worlds problems and no one else has ever/tried suggested what he's thought of before and that everything he says is law. Like when we were learning about why there's so much population growth in like... developing countries and shit, and like... they have sex a lot because they're not educated on abstinence and birth control and all and so they keep having kids and even the ones that do don't have a choice in it, but he's all "Why don't they just stop having sex?" and then the teacher's all "Because they don't have a choice." and so Shawn's all "Of course they have a choice!" and the teacher's all "...no. The men choose." But then Shawn's like "But they wouldn't have ot marry." alksdjf;lkaj AND AGH. HE JUST DOESN'T FUCKING GET LIKE ANYTHING. THOSE WOMEN DON'T HAVE A CHOICE. THEY ARE FORCED TO. IT IS CUSTOM IN THEIR SOCIETY. IT IS NOT LIKE HERE. SHUT THE FUCK UP FOR ONCE, WILL YOU?! GOD. AH. I wish I could sleep in class like Jackie always... er... doesn't [innocent look].

Band: Er. Did ensemble stuff. We practiced in the color guard room. Very small. Galaxy accidentally stepped on one of those like... awards in there that wa son the ground and the glass cracked. Band director didn't care though, she was just all "Oh it's the color guards' fault for having it on the ground, it's ok." Which was nice. I think the practicing went ok. We just need to... practice more. And not be in the color guard room.

Yeah. THa'ts it. Actually a rather boring day.

OOH I had a dream last night.

Ok, so I was about to go to a private clarinet lesson and then my mom was standing by Derek [my bird]'s cage and was all "Oh he looks sick. He's dying." And so I was all "What? No! Of course not!" and I went over there but he was really sick and... ok I'll have the rest in dialogue because it's more amusing that way.

Me: [crying]
My mom: ...Ok! Let's go to your lesson!
Me: WHAT?! NO WE HAVE TO TAKE HIM TO THE VET! HE'S DYING!
My mom: Eh, he'll die anyways/

My mom was mean in my dream :( It's rather amusing now though.

Ok. Think that's it. FUCK THAT STUPID ROMEO AND JULIET IMAGERY PCAKET IS DUE FRIDAY! AHHHHHH [kills random stuff] What's for homework tomorrow? That... review packet for science [pgs. 4 and 5] and then... oh yeah French skit and test. Eh. ;alksjdfl stupid memorizing of lines. Oh well. I can memorize my lines during office hours if I don' have time tonight. Sigh. I should probably actually study for this test. I'm getting nervous about all my grades because I'm seriously slacking. I have a 93 in Global, which is good, but... last semester it was like a 97. So I need to do good on the test on Friday. Need to study and such. Oh and eck, I'm already getting nervous about the auditions for wind ensemble in like the last weeks of May x.x a;ksjd;flkj I'm going to practice like one scale a night really really well and by May I should have the scales all fine. But I'm still really nervous x.x I really want to be in wind ensemble. Althyough if I'm on bass clarinet, I think I'm pretty much in O_o Possibly. Yeah.

;alksjdf;lkajsdfl;kj yeah. I have too many thoughts.

Whatever. I wasn't going to blog today, but I'm bored and I feel like it now. So there.

Oh, and I know the layout isn't working and hasn't been for like a week. Domaindlx sucks. I'm too lazy to upload them somewhere else. Deal with it.

Geometry: I'm actually getting this stuff so far. Maybe I'll actually get [and deserve!] an A on the next test too.

English: FUCKING WTF LKASJDF;LKASJDF;LKJ OMFG AAAAAAAAAGH [die] She should fucking be here when we have vocab, lit terms, and etymology test, and I knew she wasn't, but ;alksjdf;lkajsd dude half the lit terms WEREN'T EVEN ON THE FREAKING LIST SHE GAVE US!!!! And the first vocab wasn't etiehr! Wtf how is that fair? I mean I already knew the word, but that's not fair to the people who didn't. I so failed the lit terms test, but it's seriously NOT FAIR. What's the point in studying reviewsheets if half the words on the test AREN'T ON THE REVIEW SHEET AHHHH. Yes. Pissed at my English teacher :) And we had a sub, so none of us could bitch to her that it wasn't fair and so on. Who the fuck decided to have ALL THREE tests on the same fucking day? Just because we're fucking honors?! Wtf?! HOW DOES THAT MAKE SENSE?!?! I DON'T GET IT GAAAAAAAH English is seriously frustrating me. We have our Romeo and Juliet essays... er... next week? Probably. But then I thought it was the week after next, but then the week after next is spring break. We were supposed to finish up this week, but now we only have Thursday and Friday and then next Monday and Tuesday and... that's not enough time before the essay, right? RIGHT?!?!?! Fuck I don't want to write an essay on Romeo on Juliet. The other recent essays the like... literature I've understood! Miracle Worker was easy. THE FREAKING ESSAY FOR OUR FINALS WAS INCREDIBLY EASY! But no. This will not be easy. ;alksdfjlakjs I hate Romeo and Juliet.

Global: Whatever. Sat there. I put both summaries of my articles on the same page. They were supposed to be on separate pages. And seeing other peoples', they were way too short. I fucking hate the ambassador project.

Science: ;askdfj;lkja I STILL HAVE A BUNCH OF WORK TO MAKE UP IN SCIENCE! YES, ALL FROM WHEN I WAS SICK A FUCKING MONTH AGO! LAKSJFLKJASFD DNA key chain, lab I missed last week, and some random worksheets I didn't freaking get because she gave them out when I was ABSENT but she's too dense to realize that and keeps telling me to look for them and I'm all "No no I don't remember this AT ALL and I put all science worksheets in my binder and it's NOT. THERE!" and she's all "We'll deal with this tomrorow!" WHEN WE STILL HAVE 15 FREAKING MINUTES LEFT IN CLASS AND WHY THE FUCK IS SHE SO... EXPECTANT THAT I CAN BE IN OFFICE HOURS IN SCIENCE TOMORROW WHAT IF I HAVCE SOMETHING ELSE TO MAKE UP?!!?! ;LAKSJDFLKAJSDFKLJ AAAAAAAAAGHHHH I THOUGHT I WAS CLOSE TO DONE BUT I'M NOOTTTT... TWO FREAKING LABS AND STUPID FUCKING WORKSHEETSAND WAHT'S THE POINT?!?!! BECAUSE WITHOUT THE WORKSHEET I HAVE A FREAKING 17/18 POINTS AND WITH IT I HAVE FULL CREDIT AND IT'S OK TO MISS JUST ONE POINT IT'S STILL A FUCKING A I DON'T CARE ABOUT THE EXTRA STUPID POINT AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Band: Sat there. Went through scales. Only made a few small mistakes [Richard made many. I shouldn't gloat about that, I really shouldn't, but it's so hard not to. I think Michele deserves to be 2nd way over him. Just not 1st. I like being 1st :)]. A lot more relaxing then the rest of my classes.

French: Had a skit due. Used day of grace pass [meaning we get a day extra to turn it in, except we don't have French tomorrow, so we really have til Thursday]. We shouldn't have had to. Galaxy was absent Thursday and Friday, and so she didn't find out about the skit til Monday really and we only had like 10 min in class to work on it. How the fuck is that fair? Our teacher's all "Oh you should've asked me before what was assigned" but wtf? She was helping out with BAND afterschool both freaking days! When would she have had time before MOnday?! Wtf? alskjf;lkj so we have to do it Thursday. I'm gonna memorize it really well. I don't think I have many lines anyways. We're not exactly done with it, but not much more needs to be added. Yeah. So I sat there and did nothing. I'm working out a new fic in my head. Probably won't start it til Saturday night, though. That's when I write fics best.

Yeah. That was my day. I didn't think it was that crappy, and I was wondering why I felt pissed off when I got home, and... now I can kind of see why. Hm.

Orthodontist appointment Saturday. They'll yell at me for not wearing my rubber bands til like... Today. They'll notice. They always do. And they're always all "Oh, Michelle, have you been wearing your rubber bands?" and there's no point in asking, becuase they fucking KNOW I haven't been, and so i make up something, like last time, "Oh I'm sick, and... I... didn't want to wear them whil I was sick?" or "Oh well I've been practicing clarinet a lot and we had this whole big band thing last week and it was too hard to keep them in because I had to keep taking them out" [ha I only had to play like once in the 2 band days such a total lie] or "Oh I have a microscopic sore on my mouth and it hurts too much to put them in." Either they buy it, or they yell at me. Or both :) They always know I'm lying, but sometimes I think they're just too lazy to yell at me.

Oh. Emma got her braces off. Yay for her, but grrrr since I don't think I'm ever ever going to get mine off x.x I had mine off for what, like... nearly 2 years? Sigh. a;sklfjd;laksjf I NEED MY BRACES TO BE OVERRR. Yeah, yeah. As soon as I actually regularly start wearing my rubber bands, I can get them off. But they make my teeth really really sore and they hurt and they piss me off and I don't want to. And if they don't yell at me for that, they'll yell at me about flossing [snort, you think I'm flossing? Wtf are you on, have you seen these braces? I don't have 20 fucking minutes a night to spend FLOSSING] or that I need to brush better [and they always have to demonstrate for me how to. I KNOW HOW TO. I TRY. IT DOESN'T WORK. STFU AKSJDF;LJK JUST STOP ALL RIGHT?1 I KNOW HOW TO FREAKING BRUSH.]

I'm feeling quite overwhelmed. And very drained. Fuck, I really need to go to the spectrum this weekend. ;laksjdfl;kj more than usual.

Shut up, M Magazine. David doesn't have a crush on Hilary Duff. "She's a nice and sweet girl" does not equal a CRUSH. Wtf are you smoking, M? ;alksjf He's in love with Pierre anyways.

Why do I have to have clarinet lessons on Monday freaking night? I have so much fucking homework on Mondays.

Geometry: Yeah. Know that test? I had a little work on that question I couldn't figure out. Then I guessed 4 at the last second. He thought the work I did was like... the right work. And. 4 was the right answer. I got full credit for that question. 10% on the test. I am the fucking luckiest person ever, I think. O_o I feel kind of bad; because of me, two other people that got 71 and 73 [out of 75], and a few who got high 60's, he didn't curve the grades. The average was like a 78. Ouch. I'd care more, except I needed an A on this test or otherwise my 90.1 would be like... a B+. I don't want a B+ in math. So there.

English: Erm. Didn't do much of anything. Yeah.

Global: Not much in this class either. I almost fell asleep a lot.

Science: Eck, a;lksjfk hate science. Stupid... sciencey-ness. I still need to get the stamps on the stamp sheet we turned in 2 weeks ago and then turn that in. Crap. I'll do that during office hours, I guess. ;alksjdflkjasdf so close to being done making up stuff, I just have that science crap left.

Band: Listened to judge's tapes from festival. I like how the guy that gave us the Excellent [rather thanSuperior, the best score] was all "Oh wow, I LOVE that," and "Good this, good that" and "You're so musical! Your musicality is amazing!" Heh. He criticized less than one of the judges that gave us a superior. Heh. Um yeah, didn't play at all. Working on ensemble finally tomorrow, I believe. I wonder when I'm switching to bass clarinet. She hasn't said anything about it.

French: Fuck we have a skit due tomorroooow. x.x She assigned it like Thursday and I didn't find out til Friday and then Galaxy wasn't there so I couldn't work on it and we only had 10 minutes to work on it today x.x Fuck. I hate;lakjsf;lkjas;dlfkj aggggh so not fucking fair. I hate this. Stupid skits. What the fuck is the point of skits? Like wow, we can memorize stuff. THAT MEANS WE KNOW FRENCH ALL GOODLY! YAY! ;laksjf;lakjsdf;lakjsflkja;slgkjaslkdjfl;kjgaksjdf;lkajs;glkjalsdkfjlaskjdf I DON'T NEED ANYMORE FUCKING WORK TO DO TONIGHT I HAVE ENOUGH TO DO ALREADY, OK?!?!?!

Stupid fucking clarinet lesson. He better not ask how much I practiced. I haven't had any time. I practiced like... Tuesday. That's it, I think. Damn. Whatever. One of the exercises he assigned I already played for my previous teacher and it's easy. The other... the only hard part is the rhythm, and I have that down. The last thing he assigned was playing chromatic reeeeeeally slowly. And I don't need to practice that. Well I mean I should, and if I had time I would, but he probably won't notice if I haven't practiced. So it should be ok. Only problem is if he asks, my mom'll be in the room and I can't be all "Oh I practiced a lot" because she'd be all "I NEVER HEARD YOU PRACTICE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU'RE LYING!!!!!!!!!" I'll just be all "Oh I was pretty busy last week because I had homework and I helped out with my band's Festival after school Thursday and Friday and... well Saturday I spend all afternoon with my friends... I was recovering from all the hard Festival work, damnit! And Sunday... well I went to a concert... but... you know, there was music at the concert, so I'm sure that helped me in some way! It totally helped my clarinet playing to listen to a bunch of rock bands. er... It was for a good cause?" Yeah. Don'taskdon'taskdon'task, ok? Ok.

I have the urge to write. But I can't.

I really really want to go to spectrum this weekend... more than usual...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TIFFANY! I'll get you your present like... next... wait a second... we're not going to spectrum, are we? ...am I going to Tina's thing? ...cause I wasn't really sure if I was included in that or not... But yeah.

Ok anyways. Next Spectrum-y thing. Tell me what you want and I'll buy it. Erm, something that I can actually afford, though. Don't give me like... a $p19283-098150 CD. :) Cause that would happen... Yeah.

So. Again... HAPPY BIRTHDAY YAY!

Concert!

Me: [calls Tiffany] Do you know Tina's number?
Tiffany: 555-55--
Me: No, the number of her house.
Tiffany: Ooh. ...no.
Me: ...do you ahve the directory?
Tiffany: ...no.
Me: Ok, do you know her phone number?
Tiffany: Yeah! 555-5555.
Me: ...isn't that your number?
Tiffany: ...oh yeah...

Hahahahahha. I used that instead of her real number 'cause... I don't want to broadcast her number on the internet, but yeah. That was funny.

So, we got there at like... 10. Like a minute after my mom left, I realized I left the tickets in the car. Unfortunately, we were like... in the Irvine Lake area, and that area does not get any service. So we had to walk 1/2 a mile down the road til we finally called her. Then we walked back and waited and she brought the tickets. A few minutes later, the gates opened and we got in... 10 or 15 minutes after that.

So, first thing we checked out who was playing when. Sugarcult wasn't listed :( ;alkjdflkj damnit. I really wanted to see them, that was like 1/2 the reason of going. The first band we wanted to see wasn't til 1:50, so we decided to check out whoever. We went to the main stage A and this band was playing. They were amusing. Their music was ok. Then we went over to the right and this other band started and all they had on was boxers and aprons. The bassist [i think] took off his apron and sucked in his stomach and he was thin, like anorexic thin O_o It was scary. And they played but then the computer crahsed or something so they had to delay for like.. 5 minutes. And so the lead singer took questions from the audience. He was very much about the music :) My two favorites were:

Girl: Can I lick you?
Him: Can you lick me? That's not about the music!

Girl: Can I wear your apron?
Him: ...but... what will I wear?

The second doesn't sound very funny... but he said it all hurt and it was really really funny. Then when they played there was this one song and the lead singer licked two of the guys in the band and was very slashy with them. It was funny. I think he was drunk/high, but it was amusing.

Ok, then I think me, Annie, and Tina went and we sat down back in the small stage [like on your way in there was this tiny stage for the smaller bands and then you went further and there were 2 main stages] and listened and we sat in the shade on the grass. Tiffany came over after awhile. We kinda sat there for... well until 1. Well Tiffany went back but then she came back to us. Then we had lunch and we went back to see A Static Lullaby. They were good. :) I had the urge to ask someone to help me up because partially I wanted to crowd surf and I partially couldn't breathe. But I kept making excuses like "Oh... but my shoe's untied" and "these people are all too weak to pick me up". Then everyone went to the right for A Chemical Romance, but I stayed because when they all went, I got up to the like 3rd or 4th row. From what I heard they were pretty good.

Ok, so then Story of the Year came on. It was awesome. I tried once to crowd surf but the guy couldn't lift me up [either he was too weak, I was too heavy, it was a combination of the too, or I flailed my foot too much]. I ended up just staying there. But then I was having trouble breathing because crowd surfers kept hitting me and I was under them and.. yeah and so I asked the guy in front of me [different guy] to pick me up and he did but then immediately I fell down backwards. I got up really quickly though so it was ok. So I figured, "FINE I WON'T CROWD SURF THEN." But THEN. I like... really really couldn't breathe. There was like... neverending crowd surfers and it was hard to breathe and then the guy in front of me was liek 6 1/2 feet tall [not exaggerating... he was like a head above all the really tall guys] and he helped someone else up and then I asked him to help me up and he DID. And so I went to the front. But the bad thing was that my pants are very loose and they came down like.. half-way down my ass and then so did my underwear. Yeah. Next time, my other shorts, cuz they're tighter, or I'll buy a belt.

When I got out, my stomach hurt [like a side stitch from not breathing enough] and then I felt reeeeally dizzy and out of it so I got some water and sat down in the shade on the right side so I could see "select members of GC" perform cuz they were next. Oh I left SOTY when they were playing their second to last song. Ok so then I sat there but a guy came on stage and was all "They're stuck in Japan, we're waiting for Benji, he'll be there around Goldfinger". So Letterkills played. I didn't care as much about them and I was feeling weakish and we were supposed to meet after GC anyways and since they weren't there I went to our meeting place, but no one was there. So I decided to get food, and I was going to get funnel cake but I was still hot and tired so I got the shaved ice crap. Which was good, because then I saw Annie! We bought one and split it. She was in pain and didn't want to go back in just yet. We sat in our spot until about when Letterkills was over and then we went back and sat down. ...wait was that what happened? No. Nevermind. She wasn't in pain yet! Shhhh. I think? Crap I forget when stuff happened. Because I also saw her during Goldfinger. Ok. So we went back and then Goldfinger came on and she went to go find Tiffany and mosh some more. Yeah btw I'm not sure about the timeline of this Annie stuff... it kinda all runs together.

Goldfinger. I was happy 'cause they played both of my favorite songs: Here in my bedroom [I think that's the title], and the Innocent. During the Innocent, Benji came on and played guitar and sang back-up vocals. And that was it. That was "select members of GC". Benji is a select members :)

I saw Annie come out during The Innocent and she was in pain and we sat down. Then we went over to the other side for select members of GC but it was The Used because Benji WAS select members [but we didn't know that til the used came on]. The Used was good. Sometime during that Tiffany came over. Oh wait. Sometime after Goldfinger but before The Used we went and I bought a The Used hoodie and a Story of the Year shirt. Yeah ok then we went back and sat down and... then they went in during the end of the Used I think. Or the beginning of STUN. Not sure. I sat down still for STUN. The guy was so fucking high/drunk. He climbed on top of the really tall thingies above the stage. Yeah. Then... we all met up. I got lots of free stickers!
...I think that's it.

It was fun. :) I can't wait til Warped. I really like crowd surfing but I have to find really strong people because I'm kinda... heavy-ish and so weak people can't pick me up. And I need tighter pants. Or a belt. I don't like moshpits at like... festivals though because it's a lot harder to breathe. I don't know why, but it is. It gets kinda scary when there's all these crowd surfers and you feel like you can't breathe. Yeah.

...that's it. Ok. I'm off to get my headache dead.

Tiffany's Dad: So, in 2 days.
Tiffany: ...it'll be Monday?
Tiffany's Dad: It'll be the 29th.
Tiffany: ...yes...
Tiffany's Dad: That's your birthday!
Tiffany: Sure...

Yeah. Tiffany's birthday is the 28th. That's kinda sad, but it was really really funny when we were in the car.

Jackie should come to spectrum every week. I didn't think it was possible, but we were higher than normal O_o

I got new black pants and the Descendents' latest CD. :) Me like.

...yes. There was something I was going to say but I forgot, so.. I won't.

Mmm, Festival! Festival's fun. I saw Annie, yay! I didn't think we played too well but we got 2 superiors and one excellent,which is an overall superior. And then in sight reading we actually did very well and got a superior. Wind Ensemble got a unanimous superior [three superiors] and an excellent in sight reading.

a;lksdjf dude the last band? Tustin Wind Ensemble [high school]? alksjdf omfg. They might've been ok if they'd fucking tune! a;lksjf Oh my holy saint francis were they out of tune. The oboe was like... a whole 90189273 cents sharp/flat x.x Seriously when he came in, it was just awful. And the clarinets had these bits together and a;lskdjf holy fuck awfulness. Sooo ugly. Oh and then they had these rests in this one song, and a flute kept freaking holding over. And even worse, as s/he ended the note, it got flat. So horribly ugly of a sound. Oh and in the first song? Jackie and I counted 12 squeaks. In the third there was like... 3. ;lkasjf omfg. And you know what they got? They got a freaking Good! Ahhh. I suppose it's better than an excellent or superior, but... I don't even feel they deserved a good x.x

...yeah that's it. I almost wish I was working all day tomorrow too. But A) my feet hurrrtttt! and B) in 1st and 4th I have tests and in 3rd I need to be there to get a copy of an article for the Ambassador project because one has to be a like actual article, not something from the internet, and I can't do that at home, and then it'd be pointless to go to 1st, help during second, go to 3rd, so I might as well go to second, and then 5th is band and we'll just be listening to the bands anyways and I'd rather listen to bands then work [...kind of... well rather than floating... floating's kind of boring]. I could float during 6th, but then I'm going the rest of the day, so there's no real point in missing 6th, other than it's more boring than floating.

Stage crew was way better than I thought. I thought it would suck, but it was easy. You just have to put the right amount of chairs and stands on stage, and then for 15 min you can sit down and listen to bands.

Anyways, I'm working afterschool tomorrow til 6:15, so whatever. It'll be ok. Still. I wanna work all day like everyone else [except for Justin]. Ooh I wanna hear Rancho! I reeeally hope they play during 5th period, but we'll only be able to hear like 2, MAYBE 3 bands when we're in there, so... ionno how good've a chance there is. Oh, I want to miss the pep assembly and watch bands x.x Damn. Ah. Whatever.

I'm looking forward to Festival next year already :)

Hm. Considered not blogging 'cause I didn't really feel like it, but I didn't yesterday so... I decided to anyways. Plus, this afternoon was fun.

Geometry: 24/25 on group test! Yesssss! Individual test Friday. Crap. aslkdfj Then again I did get a better score on my group test than the rest of my group, somehow O_o So whatever. Er there's a new kid in our geometry [hee his name is Derek! But he's not a bird :(] and he's taking both Honors Geometry and Honors Algebra 2 at the same time O_o I think he's crazy. But I'm almost positive he's not a Freshman, so that could explain it. I'm pretty sure he's a sophomore, but he looks like he could even be a junior, and if he was, that would explain it more [few people take geometry sophomore year/algebra 2 junior year].

Office Hours: ...what... did I do? I don't even remember... Just hung out in the 300's, I think. Oh and at the end Justin dragged me to band room to ask band director if I could float tomorrow during 4th period because I really wanted to miss science. I almost chickened out, and then Jackie came, and I asked her. I was stupid for fearing her. She was absolutely fine with it. I'm also going to work all afternoon tomorrow and Friday after school until 6:15. Nice. I'm looking forward to Festival for some reason. Skipping classes and such. I'd try to see if I could float Friday too, but I have to be there 1st [geometry test] and 3rd [going to library, and I need to get a hard copy of an article for the ambassador project part due Tuesday], and there's no point in missing 2nd if I have ot be there for 1st and 3rd. Then 4th I don't want to have to make up another quiz in science, I'm sick of making stuff up. Band... I'm not missing anything. I'll just be sitting, listening to bands performing. And 6th... eh 6th I could miss, but there's no real point to. Actually maybe I'll see if I can float during 6th. It's boring.

...oh crap. Isn't there a quiz in French tomorrow? Fuck. I hope not. I know there's one a week from tomorrow, but I think there's one tomorrow too x.x Ahhhh tired of making up stuff! No more! Stop it, damnit!

Global: Did nothing. He put us into groups to work on this worksheet. My group was George and Pranav. Best group ever! [/sarcasm] ;alksjf Why can't we make our own fucking groups, damnit?!?! I'd get more work done with friends than people I fucking hate and want to gouge their eyes out.

Lunch: ANNIE CAAME!!!!!!! YAAAAAAAAY! Everyone loves Annie so much at school :)

Band: Hee! Soan told band director Annie was here and asked if she could sit in and listen. She was fine with it! So Annie sat there and did nothing for 1 1/2 hours! Yay!

Afterschool: Found out Soan and Jackie were staying afterschool to wait for jazz band and then helping out with Festival crap till like 6, and so then me and Annie stayed. We sat in front of the band room for awhile, then at 3:00ish we went to Albertsons. I got cookies! We ate foodness and then headed back. Annie had to rollerblade home 'cause she had a clarinet lesson :( Damn. But Soan, Jackie, and me went back to school at like 4:30 [we were supposed to be there at 4] and then did nothing for like another half hour because there was a delay in the stuff we had to do 'cause there were people in a meeting in the MPR. Then there was a banquet for something separate AFTER that so we have to do more crap tomorrow morning, but that's ok. Erm, yes. It was kinda fun.

...yeah. So that was my afternoon. It was better than it sounds :) It was nice.

NO HOMEWORK TONIGHT! HA! I WIN!

Had my first private clarinet lesson. It was awesome and at the same time I feel like crap now. I don't know. It's really weird. He was really impressed with me for some reason. I think I feel like crap because he asked me why I was going to bass and I told him I wanted to try something new and all and he was all like that's great and all, but bass clarinet's not going to help me, and it might like make me worse on normal clarinet or something. And then my mom got all concerned at the end was all "Oh I'll mention it to her band director in a non-threatening way that you're concerned." or whatever. NO don't fucking do that ah does anyone ask me what I want? I know I had that mini-"ew bass clarinet's gonna be boring" but A) they need more bass clarinets in wind ensemble or something [that's what she told my mom at least] so there's a waaaay better chance of me getting into wind ensemble on bass then on normal clarinet, and B) I really do want to try it. If I do'nt like it, then that's my own thing, no one else can decide that for me, you know? ;alksjf And I do want to try it. If I hate it, then I'll tell her and go back to normal. I don't mind that he mentioned it because he was all "You're so good that it'd be a waste" or something, but... ugh don't lak;jfd don't talk to the band director. I wish my mom hadn't been in the room. Sigh.

Yeah. And after I played full-range chromatic for him [palksjfdlkj I like missed some notes and was rushing horribly] he made me play it super slow and the first time I did I forgot it was chromatic so I just went E, F, G, A... then he stopped me to tell me to play louder or whatever and I was all "...that wasn't chromatic was it?" He was just all "whatever, who cares?" but I was all "x.x" Sigh. lak;fj yeah. I still don't feel very good about it. I don't know. It's really weird. I felt better when he made me play some piano for him. I don't know why. I think I was better on piano than clarinet, and I haven't played that in like, 2 years. lakjf yeah. Whatever. Now I have to do the flag and both maps :) That'll take only.... forever. All night.

Ok. So. Something Corporate/Yellowcard concert. Fucking awesome.

Got there at 4 [gates open at 6]. Shortest line ever. Partially because an hour earlier than usual, partially because SoCo and Yellowcard aren't as popular. We called Jackie and Annie randomly. That was amusing. Nothing else interesting happened in line. It's... a line. There's nothingmore to explain about it.

Ok, so then we went inside and everyone was sitting on the floor in the moshpit 'cause they said to, so we sat there too. I was kind of planning after Rufio to get out of the moshpit because usually I get tired after awhile and can't breathe well and get thirsty and all. And I'm not like Tiffany and Annie, I don't really like moshing as much. It's ok, but it's not... that great.

So around 7, we were able to stand up, and this opening band from New Zealand came on. They weren't that great, but they were entertaining enough, and they had cool accents.

Then Rufio came on. Before Rufio I just kind of let the crowd push me to the left because I was sort of trying to get out, but not like... consciously trying? Like I wasn't trying to make my way out of it, but I let myself be pushed out to the left. I realized that somehow, I had gotten to like, the 5th row. Oh, before Rufio came on, after the opening band, Ryan [lead singer of Yellowcard] kinda came out on the side and then a lot of people got autographs and pictures with him and I got mad at myself because I was considering just like... 5 minutes before he came out going out to the left, and I could've like... gotten his autograph and met him and all. Oh well. But anywyas. So I was in the 5th row, kinda far to the left, but not TOO far. Like, far enough that there wasn't mega-pushing, but close enough that I could see everything on stage perfectly [;laksjf crap I would've gotten awesome pictures. Why do I never bring cameras to the shows that I would get awesome pictures at? x.x] A song or two later, I found myself in the third row, and then I kind of got shoved to the second. So I was in the second for all of Rufio. I wasn't expecting much, but I thought Rufio performed really well. I had the urge to listen to their CD :) I might do that later.

Ok, so then Yellowcard came on. Oh during Yellowcard, I saw Tiffany come out to the left on the side! She crowdsurfed! Actually when I met up with her at the end she told me she crowdsurfed like 7 times... but that was the only time I saw her. Yeah. So Yellowcard. Yellowcard was even better than Rufio. Fucking awesome. Most songs were from Ocean Avenue, but there were like... 2 from their first CD [One for the Kids, I think] and one or two from the Underdogs EP [I think I need to ask Tiffany to burn that for me]. Sean [Shawn?], the violinist, did 3 backflips on stage! They always do that, but it was really really cool. Hee. It was so funny though, because whenever Pete came over, like... only one person cheered/raised their hand and usually when someone from the band comes over, everyone's all "A;KSJG;ALKJSFD HOLY FUCK I LOVE YOUUU EEEEEE!!!!" But with him every single person around me except for that one was all "ALEX! ALEX!" and "PETE SUCKS!" I felt kinda bad when people were shouting Pete sucks, but it amused me when they shouted Alex. ...yeah, you might not understand this. Tiffany ranted about it in her blog awhile ago. Ok, so Pete was in Yellowcard and then he left it awhile ago, and so Alex was his replacement. But then last month Pete asked if he could come back and for whatever reason, they agreed and so now Alex is no longer in the band, and a lot of fans [including me and Tiffany] are pissed about that. So yeah. Anyways, fucking awesome.

Something Corporate then came on. Hee the lead singer was soo drunk. He was wearing sandals! It was awesome. They actually played a lot of songs from their first CD, which was good. I think they actually played more from their first than their second O_o But yeah. It was awesome. They were even better than Yellowcard [though not by much, and they were both fucking amazing]. At the end the lead singer kinda ran by the front and I touched his side :) Hee. Amount of people in bands I have touched: 2, or 3 if you count Chuck when he put his arm around me when I asked for a pic.

Ok, so then afterwards, Tiffany and I met up, and we went over to buy merch. I went to the left to get a Something Corporate tee-shirt, and then some people started saying one of the merch guys was Alex, you know, the Alex that was kicked out of Yellowcard for Pete. We thought they meant the guy in front of us, but it was definitely not Alex, so we were all "...they lie." But then we saw another one of the merch guys over on the Yellowcard side, and it was Alex! And so I bought my SoCo t-shirt and went over to the side to buy a Yellowcard t-shirt. It took awhile cuz a lot of people were around him, but I asked for the t-shirt and asked if he could sign it, and he did. He was really nice. My mom got pissed though because it took so long to get out of there because I was waiting to get the shirt/signature. Hee. Tiffany had my cell phone cuz she called her mom and then I asked her to hold it because I didn't want to put it back in my pocket yet, and then my mom called when she was in line and she answered and my mom yelled at her. Sorry about that. After that, my mom was ok. She was a little angry, but I was all "THIS GUY FROM YELLOWCARD SIGNED MY T-SHIRT!" so it was ok.

...yeah, that's it. Fucking awesome, man :) And it's sooo cool that we got to see Alex, because we'll never be able to see him perform with Yellowcard. So yeah. It was awesome. I like looking at my shoulder at the signature, it makes me smile :)

First school, then I'll make a post about the concert.

Geometry: You know the last individual test, the one I took the day I got back at school and I got a 72% on? Yeah, he lost it, and he asked me what I got and I was all "I don't know the number, but it was like 72%" and he was all "Oh, well, I just put 60 [out of 75, which is a 80%] because I took into account that you'd been gone for awhile" and stuff. And then he handed out grades, and you nkow what I have? 90.7. Oooh. I need to get a good grade on the group and individual tests this week. Fuck, I don't know anything about this chapter x.x

English: Blah. Didn't do anything. Spent like half an hour changing seats. Heh, she moved someone where I was sitting, so I sat in a different seat and then she moved someone else in the seat I was sitting in then, and then I moved and she moved another person into that seat, so I was just all "...I think I'm going to stand next to Rosa now..." and at the end she didn't know where to put me so she was all "Oh you can choose." So I sit next to Emma, diagonally to the right behind Galaxy, and like 2 rows from Jackie. Niiice. I was soo fucking afraid she was going to move me next to Pranav, because she looked at Marina when she was trying to figure out where to put me [who was sitting next to him] and was all "Marina can move..." but then she stopped. Thank god. I was all "Not Marina not Marina not Marina." I sit somewhat close to him, but far enough away that I won't stab him in the middle of class. Probably.

Global: Erm. Went over the Focus on Development sheet. Nothing else.

Science: Dude alksdjf we had fucking homework and I completely forgot and so I was rushing to do it during snack and I was panicking because I hadn't finished but then she was all "Oh I'll stamp that tomorrow." lakjsf So lucky. Labs with microscopes. Better than the other crap we've been doing.

Band: ;lkajsf we're going to suck so much at Festival. And I need to quit being reminded that Rosa's first in everything and we must blend to her during the actual thing. ;alksjf whatever shut up. Ah. She kinda yelled [not yelled but.. criticized loudly] that the clarinets suck in Childhood Hymn. Well, in her own words, but that's essentially what she meant. And it always feels like she's looking right at me when she says all the criticizations, but I'm actually freaking playing it right. I can't help the other 4 clarinetists who may be playing it separated when it should be connected or tonguing the last note of the slurred eighth notes. I'm trying, damnit.

Lunch-Festival meeting: Yeah, I'm really not going to do shit unless like... people don't show up or whatever. Sigh. Dude I really really wanted to help out. Other people don't care at all x.x She just dragged them in. Blah. And only 4 people were chosen to be "substitutes". ;lkajsf I wanted to freaking work during the thing. All my other friends are, besides Justin. Not fair at all.

French: Whatever. Went over future tense stuff.

Ok. I'll write about the concert in the next post.

Yes, I'm bored. Spent the last hour on this:

Top 10 Buffy episodes. From 10 to 1.

10) School Hard - I almost put Once More With Feeling, but you know what? This episode was better. It began the season arc, and brought some of the best Big Bads in any show I've seen to Sunnydale [of course, this very same show ruined one of the Big Bads... al;skdjf damnit Joss! You should've let him go after season 3, or at least just STAY BAD]. And Spike's such a layered evil in this episode. It's the very first he's in, but.. he intrigues you. You don't hate him. Sure he's evil, but he's got this awesome snarky side. And on the other side, he's deeply in love with another vampire. He's so much more FUN than any other Big Bad previously or afterwards [mm other than perhaps Angelus, but he was a different type of fun]. It was a hilarious episode. It was just... I mean, nothing spectacular happened in it, but it was just so good. This is what made the show amazing. Simple, everyday episodes just fucking rocked.

9) The Wish - I've always loved Wishverse. It's very intriguing, seeing how everything might have turned out, if not for Buffy. I adore Anya in this episode. I don't like her for a single episode after this [mm. Besides Doppelgangland] til The Body, and even then, I still don't like her that much afterwards. She's just such a great character here. Not the same girl from season 4 that they called Anya. Vamp!Willow and Vamp!Xander kick mega-ass. God, this episode is just awesome. The whole AU thing just really is interesting, and I've always loved the Wishverse fics sprouted from this. The end battle sequence... is just wow. So moving. Angel's dusted, and Buffy just walks through the falling dust. Oz helps kill Willow. Buffy kills Xander without a second thought. And... The Master snaps Buffy's neck. It's just all so wow. Makes me cry. It's amazing.

8) The Prom - Oh god. The plot of this episode was kind of stupid... but ;lkasf holy fuck. The sewer talk. "Don't what? Don't love you? I'm sorry. You know what? I didn't know that I got a choice in that." Oh god, poor Buffy. But that's not what gets me. It's the Buffy/Willow talk. Holy fuck. I love their friendship so fucking much. I miss it, seasons 5-7. It's just never the same. This really just... shows how great friends they were. Just... oh... oh god... "I think horrible is still coming. Right now, it's worse. Right now, I'm just trying to keep from dying." and "I can't breathe, Will. I feel like I can't breathe." Makes me fucking cry. laksjdf I love it. It's amazing. And then, the end, when Angel comes. So bitersweet, but perfect.

7) The Gift - I was debating including this or not. There are just so many problems with it. The whole Buffy can die for Dawn because Buffy's blood=Dawn's blood! thing does not make sense, despite how much the Buffy writers would like you to believe it does. Glory was actually a rather stupid big bad. The whole "The monks converted the ball of energy into something and gave it to the slayer to hide" thing is ridiculous. What, they couldn't make her a moon rock [yes, they could've, remember early on they weren't sure if the key was living or an object or what, and that's why] and put her on the Moon? Seriously. And yet, despite all that... this episode fucking rocks. The "But you're just a girl", "That's what I keep saying." [paraphrased horribly] thing. The speech to Dawn makes me cry. All the reactions to Buffy's death. Despite all the problems that plotline had...the finale still was just.. Wow. Should've been the series finale, IMO.

6) Prophecy Girl - I think this is a really underrated episode. This is the first episode that is really up to the high Buffy excellancy standard of seasons 2 and 3. I love when Buffy finds out she's going to die, and is all "Giles, I'm 16, I don't want to die." She was yelling, throwing things, angry, etc.... but she calms down for just a moment, and in that moment... she says that. It's honest, real, and heartfelt, and it just... hits me. ;laksjfd It's really awesome. It just... rocked. I really can't say anymore than that.

5) Bewithced, Bothered, and Bewildered - Wow. This episode has got to be the funniest Buffy episode ever. It just cracks me up so fucking much. "I guess I really did drive you crazy..." Hee! And the end! Eee! So cute. I always loved Xander/Cordelia. They were so awesome together. Again, I really can't say anything about this episode. It was just fucking hilarious.

4) Innocence - Oh wow. Wow oh wow. ANGEL LOST HIS SOUL WTF?!?!?! ...yeah. That was everyone's reaction seeing this for the first time. Such a fucking shock. Buffy and Angel sleep together would be shocking but then.. l;aksf there's a new twist! No soul! And dude, I fucking looove Angelus. Willow finds out about Xander/Cordy! Oh god. So sad. "No. It just means that you'd rather be with someone you hate than be with me." Oh Willow, poor poor Willow. She makes me cry. And when Buffy comes into the hall when Angelus is there, and it's all sunken in? l;aksjfj oh god. Oz/Willow cuteness! So fucking cute. "Willow kissage"! I love Willow/Oz. They're so adorable together. Fucking ingenious way to destroy the Judge. Looove the rocket launcher scene. And the end. "You can't do it. You can't kill me." / "Give me time." and and "You must be so disappointed in me." / "No, no I'm not." Giles is the best, man. ;lkajsldfkj holy fuck so sad. He could easily chastise her but... he doesn't. He's upfront with her without being chiding and judgemental. At the same time, eh doesn't try to shelter it from her. And then... "Just let it burn." That ending scene between Joyce and Buffy...so bittersweet. I looove it. Loved the Joyce/Buffy dynamic. This episode just... kicks so much ass.

3) The Body - This episode is... amazing. It was such a shock when Joyce died. This episode just never lets up. First I'm crying at Buffy's reaction, then at Willow's frantic need to find the perfect outfit because otherwise it'll be wrong somehow because she can't be wrong, she has to support Buffy, then Anya's outburst because she doesn't know how to react or understand anything, to telling Dawn and her reaction... la;ksjdf;lkjasldkfj Holy Fuck. I forgot how amazing this was until I got the season 5 DVDs. God, when Buffy calls her mom "The body"... ;lkajsf holy fuck. Wow. The beginning is just so surreal. Everything is just amazing. Oh, adn then telling Dawn, seeing her cry and ;laksjdf everything. Willow's freakout. It's so sweet, yet so sad. And then the kiss between Tara and Willow, so unexpected yet so right. ;aklsjf Anya. First time I truly liked her since The Wish. "I don't understand how this all happens. How we go through this. I mean, I knew her, and then she's,there's just a body, and I don't understand why she just can't get back in it and not be dead anymore. It's stupid. It's mortal and stupid. And, and Xander's crying and not talking, and, and I was having fruit punch, and I thought, well, Joyce will never have any more fruit punch ever, and she'll never have eggs, or yawn or brush her hair, not ever, and no one will explain to me why." That so just very real to me. Emma Caufield just delivered that perfectly. It was spot-on perfect. And then, the little, "Xander decides he blames the wall." Hee. This is Buffy at it's best; making you cry so much, you don't think you have anything left in your body, yet adding light moments just so you don't completely feel like killing yourself, and just when you think "Ok, we've gotten past the worst", something else happens that wrenches your heart and insides and makes you start bawling again. I hate that Joyce died, I really do, but.. fuck, this is an amazing send-off. "Where'd she go?" Mm, isn't that just the question, Dawn?

2) Passion - Holy. Fucking. Saint. Francis. God, Angel just almost, just ALMOST got his soul back. It was in reach, and then... [crash]. Jenny dies. Holy fuck, Jenny dies. Did anyone expect this? a;lksf wow. Now this is what I mean by a Big Bad who is actually bad, and follows through with his threats. Jenny and Giles were so close to being together again... al;ksjf and then boom. FUCKING HELL JOSS DON'T DO THIS TO US! When Giles finds her dead, her neck fucking snapped, lying in his bed... ;kalgj the whole night has been set up for sex, obviously, and he's grinning and excited once again, happily for the first time in a long time... and then [crash] Oh, hey Giles? She's dead. Sorry 'bout that. al;ksjf It's fucking awkward to watch [in a good way]. The bottle of wine he's holding crashes to the floor [see, I told you! crash!] And he looks so fucking lost... a;lksjf Holy fuck and then Buffy and Willow's reactoins... they're also fucking perfect. Buffy.. she's crying, but she's... calm? She's realized that this is all her fault. When she sinks down the wall and sits on the floor... oh god. You nkow she knows that this is all her fault. And Willow's reaction... sent into hysterics into Joyce's arms... perfect. Absolutely perfect. Giles going after Angelus... what an idiot, but oh so awesome. "Are you trying to get yourself killed?! You can't leave me. I can't do this alone." Fuck you Joss, you just had to make me freaking bawl for the better part of the episode, didn't you? I'll go back on a lighter note, and I love the killing of Willow's fish. Hee. And when Cordy's all "Willow, are you aware there are no fish in your aquarium?" and Willow's little noise. So cute. Poor Willow, though. And then the ending... "I can't hold on to the past anymore. Angel has gone. Nothing's ever gonna bring him back," as the disk drops between the desk... SO FUCKING CLOSE! AHHHHH! So perfect.

1) Becoming Part 2 - This episode is just spectacular. Unlike The Gift, the whole blood will stop the world from ending thing really works. So amazingly acted. From Buffy finding Kendra dead to arguing with her mother to killing Angel.. [sigh] It's just spectacular. Heh, I practically have this episode memorized. I used to watch it all the time when it was on my computer. Oh god. I cry when she runs into the Library. I cry when she has that argument with her mother. "No, it doesn't stop! It *never* stops! Do-do you think I chose to be like this? Do you have any idea how lonely it is, how dangerous? I would *love* to be upstairs watching TV or gossiping about boys or... God, even studying! But I have to save the world... again." Makes me cry every fucking time. And even when it's such a sad, heart-wrenching moment... there's still the little comedy added, the "God, even studying," really amuses me. Just how it's delivered. That what makes this episode spectacular. It has me rolling on the floor one second, and the next crying my eyes out. The unlikely Spike/Buffy alliance.. holy fuck, was that unexpected when it first aired. The fight scene is incredbile. Best fight on Buffy that I can remember. And when Angel gets his soul back... holy fuck. Wow. I love just watching Buffy's reaction to it all. First the caution, then the relief. Like, finally, yes, he's gotten his soul back. But then, when they're hugging, she sees the vortex opening... her eyes.. just... a;lksjdf holy fuck. Such sadness, desperation... and then what really gets me.. the realization. She knows she has to kill him. And she will never, ever forgive herself for it. "Close your eyes..." Such a nice parallel to when Angel [well, Liam] was first sired. The song "Close Your Eyes"... and then straight into "Full of Grace" [loove that song]. The note to Joyce. And Buffy watching her friends for the last time... just the emptiness in her eyes. Yeah. I really love this episode.

Annie, Jackie, and Lulu should do this too :)

Another survey. Yeah. I'm bored. Really fucking bored.

1. what cd have you forgotten about and then recently remembered you love so much? Hm. Rancid [both of the CDs I have]. Something Corporate [first CD... I think I like the first a little more than the second... but I haven't heard the second very much at this point so... yeah.]
2. what was the last thing that reminded you of someone and who did it remind you of? ...uh... wha? O_o I... er... bought Johnny. That reminded me of Jackie. Cuz I say so.
3. if you die, do you ever worry that your penapal/online/long distance friends might never find out about it? I've actually thought about that before O_o I used to go on messageboards all the time and was really involved with them and all, and yeah. It was weird, but yeah.
4. what is the most depressing song ever? Um. "My Immortal" - Evanescence; "Christmas By the Phone" - GC; ...and... pretty much anything by Smile Empty Soul. Ever. Ooh, urge to listen to them now.
5. what kinds of things are you planning on doing this summer? Warped! Yesss. Uh, Driver's Ed and Health. And of course, band camp!
6. what kind of punctuation mark is your least favorite? The exclamation point [!] because people don't use them with moderation. Stupid teenagers are always "OMG I COULDN'T BELIEVE IT!!!!!!!" or in fics they'll be all "'Holy shit!!' he exclaimed" and it pisses me off.
7. what do you think is the best way to get a date? ...ask someone out.
8. what kind of sections is your buddy list divided up into? "Friends, yo" [...where... everyone goes], "Others" [...I have like SmarterChild in there... i don't know why], and "Blobbish Blobs" [I used to IM people randomly and pretend ot know them... that's where they'd go.] Yeah you can tell I've had this sn for a long time... Blobbish Blobs is like, a 7th grade term. Oh wow, I've had this sn since... right after 7th grade O_o crazy
9. what are some of your favorite music videos? "Hold On" - GC [with the talking parts]; "Memory" - Sugarcult; "My Immortal" - Evanescence [all black and white and pretty... and I like after the bridge it's all BOOM!]; "The Future Freaks Me Out" - Motion City Soundtrack.
10. whats your favorite eighties song? ...no... clue.
11. what actor/actress is so so sexy to you? ...none... O_o I think there are some hot actors/actresses, but... I don't really care.
12. be honest, are you going to get some this summer or what? Um, no. I'd rather not sleep with someone at 15, but that's just me.
13. whats the strangest dream youve ever had? Big thumbs. That was crazy O_o I have no fucking clue what that was about. Oh, and that concert where Avril was running around with a magazine and asking what was in and shit. Heh. That was actually more accurate than strange...
14. whats your favorite kind of natural disaster? ...favorite? Natural disasters are supposed to be... fun? O_o I personally don't have a favorite type of thing that causes mass destruction and injuries.
15. whats your least favorite month? February. It's just so... blah, you know? At least in January, you're coming back from a few weeks of no school. Plus, my birthday's in January. February.. you're on the second half the school year, but there's just sooo much longer to go, and it's a long stretch til spring/summer break. Everything just drags on.
16. if you could change your birthday, when would it be? ...I like my birthday... maybe to like... midNovember?
17. if you could get anything you wanted for your birthday this year, what would it be? I got what I wanted... I guess more Buffy/Angel/etc. DVDs. Oh, I know. A fucking working, functioning computer. Or to go to every single concert I ask for this year and have my parents pay for them. That would own.
18. who was the last person who slept at your house? Uh... I think it was... Tiffany and Annie... right?
19. who's house did you sleep at last? Erm... Jackie's? Wow. Back in like what, August? O_o
20. what was the last beautiful thing you noticed? I saw some fucking gorgeous icons... there are some people that are just... whoa.
21. what makes you cry? Worrying, stressing, being frustrated, Becoming Part 2, Buffy in general [first three seasons beacuse the episodes fucking rocked, last 4, because the show went to crap].
22. what do you think your bestest friends are doing right now? ...I have bestest friends? O_o Er. Well I know...what my close friends are doing. They're all online. Ooh, burn.
23. what was the last good thing you ate? Johnny Rocket's french fries... those rock.
24. have you, or do you think you'll ever be able to trust anyone enough to tell them every single one of your secrets? Yes. I have in the past [...although... that was a mistake] and I feel like I can tell Annie pretty much anything
25. who do you think would cry if they ever read your journal? ...no one O_o Why would they cry reading this boring crap? Oooh.. they'd be bored to tears! Well, then, everyone :)
26. what is the cure for the summer time blues? Going to Warped
27. whats the last cd you listened to? Uh... ;lkajsf Coheed and Cambria. The first one. Forget the title x.x
28. give me a quote that will do me some good: "How is it you're so beautiful, and so fucking ugly inside?" Johnny rocks, man.

...there's a good chance I'll be back with another survey... I'm seriously fucking bored...

Surveyyy

10 Bands/Artists You've Seen Live.
- Simple Plan
- Mest
- Good Charlotte
- Sugarcult
- MXPX
- Goldfinger
- Maxeen
- Sum 41
- The Ataris
- Pennywise

9 Things You're Looking Forward To.
+ concert tomorrow!
+ concert a week from tomorrow!
+ Warped
+ Pierre and David coming out and finally admitting that they've been fucking each other for years
+ Wonderfalls' next episode
+ The O.C.'s next episode
+ Sugarcult CD
+ spring break
+ learner's permit/driver's liceneseness [shhh I don't care if it's not til next January.]


8 Things You Wear Daily.
+ contacts
+ a band shirt [most likely... could be Made I suppose]
+ watch
+ underwear
+ pants/shorts
+ ...er... my... hair...
+ pyjama pants at night
+ sweatshirt

7 Things That Annoy You.
- homophobic people
- Bush/Republicans
- people who only talk to you when they feel like it or when it's convenient for them [coughCarinacough]
- people that label other people after only seeing them for like, 5 seconds [...wow, guess I annoy myself]
- Hilary Duff still being alive
- Joel
- rappers

6 Things You Touch Everyday.
+ my computer chair
+ my keyboard
+ my eyes [to put contacts in!]
+ my clothes [to take on and off]
+ a fork and/or spoon
+ er... my hair

5 Things You Do Every Morning.

+ wake up
+ go pee
+ get dressed
+ put in contacts
+ er... lie on the couch while waiting for breakfast after my mom wakes me up [except the select few mornings where she doesn't wake me up and she goes to the market and I don't get any food because I'm incompetent and stupid and all "Oh whatever, I'll eat later at spectrum", but by then you're hunngrry and Ruben's forgotten you haven't ordered until you finally force Annie to ask someone to fucking take your order cuz you're a lazy asshole, and he finally does, and it takes another 15 minutes to get your french fries, but it's ok because he accidentally spills ketchup on Tiffany and doesn't make you pay for the fries and... whoa. How did I get here? O_o]

4 People You'd Like To Spend More Time With.
+ Annie
+ Ilana
+ Sevi
+ ...uh... no one else... all my other friends go to my school... I see them enough...

3 Movies You Could Watch Over and Over.
+ er... LOTR [any of them]
+ ...10 Things I hate About You
+ Matrix

2 Of Your Favorite Songs at the Moment.
+ "The Innocent" - GC/Mest/Goldfinger
+ "Memory" - Sugarcult

1 Person You Could Spend the Rest of Your Life With.
+ er... myself

Woosh I'm bored.

Concert tomorrow. Still hasn't sunken in. O_o Wow. Usually by now it's at least kind of sunken in.

Spectrumming today. Got Johnny, a SOTY shirt, and two magazines. Made Sugarcult icons this morning. Found out how to finally screencap crap.

...this day has been rather... dull? I guess. Nothing very exciting. Just... average.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JACKIEEEE :)

Mm. Survey. Doubt anyone but Jackie, Lulu, and possibly Annie will want to take it.

1. What's your favourite season? And why?
Season 2, hands down. It was somehow just more innocent than all the other seasons [except season 1, of course], and yet somehow so fucking dark at the same time. I mean, this season really isn't that much lighter than season 6, but it was just handled so much better. Plus, dude, Angelus. A likeable Spike. Willow/Oz cuteness!!! Some happy B/A. And dude. Becoming Part 2. I can say no more.

2. What's your favourite episode? And why?
Er, Becoming Part 2. Obviously. Let's see... well for starters, it can make me cry within the very first scene, just in the teaser. When Buffy finds Kendra... chills, man. The unlikely Spike alliance [oh god, that shocked me so much when I first saw it], her mom FINALLY finding out that she's the slayer and the subsequent argument [which also brings me to tears; "No, it doesn't stop! It *never* stops! Do-do you think I chose to be like this? Do you have any idea how lonely it is, how dangerous? I would *love* to be upstairs watching TV or gossiping about boys or... God, even studying! But I have to save the
world... again."], and Giles finally seeing Jenny again, even though she's really Drusilla and then the realization afterwards what he's done, l;kajsfd oh god. The fight scene has to be one of the best Buffy fight scenes ever. I dont' care how obvious the stunt doubles are. It fucking owns. And then... l;kjaf who the hell ever thought Angel would both get his soul back AND have Buffy kill him? I mean I know before the episode people were either like "Oh she'll have to kill him" or "Oh, happy ending, he'll get his soul" but... neverboth. Her caution, when he gets his soul back, then her relief/happiness, and then... she sees the portal/vortex/whatever. The fear... and then the realization. That episode was actually on today, and SMG just fucking owns that scene. I never really realized the range of her expressions. I just love when Buffy realizes what she has to do... and then at the end... there's just this emptiness about her. l;kajsdflkj I love Becoming Part 2, I could go on about it forever, but only about 3 people reading this care, so I'll stop.

3. What's your favourite episode from season 1?
Mm. Prophecy Girl. "Giles, I'm sixteen years old. I don't wanna die." Oh god. Poor, poor Buffy. Back when I actually liked her. l;aksjf It's just awesome. Kickass ending. I think I might even like it a little better than Graduation Day Part 2. I can't express how much I like the episode, it's really just a... foreshadowing for the kickassness of the next season.

4. What's your favourite episode from season 2?
Yes. Go look at "favorite episode". You really don't want me to repeat myself, do you?

5. What's your favourite episode from season 3?
Hm. This one's tough, because there are a lot of good ones [actually pretty much every single one of season 2 are awesome, but... becoming 2 is just so kickass it's not tough to decide]. I'm going to go with... it's between The Prom and The Wish... and I just think The Wish had a better storyline [...hellbeasts? Or whatever? Unleashed at the Prom? Blech] than the Prom. Like, I just love the Prom for all the character moments. I don't know. The Wish is just l;kasjf The end, in the slow mo, where Buffy walks through Angel's dust and doesn't care, and Oz helps kill Willow... l;kajsf fuck. Just... ah. Always makes me cry. ...no now I'm thinking of going with The Prom. Well I'll do that too 'cause it's my blog and I say so. Yeah, The Prom because when he breaks up with her and... al;ksjdf god that scene with Willow. "I can't breathe, Will, I feel like I can't breathe."; "Right now I'm just trying to keep from dying" [eh paraphrased]. Fuck. I love how they act like they're actually friends, unlike seasons 4-7 x.x lkajs so awesome

6. What's your favourite episode from season 4?
...eh. This is tough, because there were some good moments, but... in general the episodes kinda sucked. I'll go with Hush. Interesting idea, could've easily crashed and burned, but it didn't. It was spectacular. Very chilling. Just awesome.

7. What's your favourite episode from season 5?
The Body, hands down. The Gift... eh, it's close, but after review of the season recently, the whole Dawn and Dawn's blood=Buffy's blood thing makes absolutely no sense [no really, it doesn't, don't bother "explaining" it to me] and I like how The Body takes a step away from that. I remember how much of a fucking shock it was then, seeing as I didn't read spoilers back then. l;aksjf I actually really like Anya as a person for ocne, instead of just a flat character. The whole Willow/Tara thing... they have their first kiss, and it just... felt right, you know? And SMG... a;lksjdflka;j whole beginning sequence. Everything. Just. Owns. Dawn's reaction. ;laksjf fuck it's amazing.

8. What's your favourite episode from season 6?
Once More With Feeling. Hate the whole... kiss between B/S... but the rest is spectacular. Love "Walk Through the Fire." It just... was awesome. Another idea that could've sucked, but ended up owning.

9. What's your favourite episode from season 7?
...you're joking right? You mean, there was a good part from season 7? O_o Um, Conversations with Dead People. Oh poor poor WIllow. Even though you've almost become an unlikeable character by this point, pooor pooor Willow. Poor Dawn, even though you piss me off. Shut up, Spike. ;lkasf yeah. But that season just sucks.

10. Who's your favourite character? Why?
Willow. I love her seasons 1-4. Quirky, odd, cute, intelligent, sweet, l;aksjf awesome. Didn't like her as much seasons 5-7, but... I don't know. I can identify with her, I guess. She's really shy and quiet in the beginning, and she just grows throughout the seasons.

11. Who's your least favourite character? Why?
Spike. Don't need another vamp with a soul, Joss. Don't need another whining, sniveling character. God. He was such a funny, snarky, awesome character until he fell in love with Buffy. Buffy is also another least favorite, seasons 5-7, just because she's so detached from everything. I know that's the point, but she's just such a bitch. I miss the friendships the Scoobies used to have. The tightknit group and all.

12. Who was your favourite big bad? Why?
Angelus. So fucking evil. An evil that actually did not just taunt Buffy [coughTHEFIRSTcough] but actually did damage. DB played Angelus back then a lot better than he played Angel [um yes, look back seasons 1-2... DB is really not that great of an actor... he's really fucking improved in these 8 years]. But yeah. I loved him.

13. Least favourite big bad? Why?
The First. Went around and pretended to be bad while never actually DOING anything.

14. Do you like Kennedy?
No. Just no. I didn't like Tara at first, and it took awhile, but I do like her now [though never as much as I liked Oz or the Willow/Oz relationship]. Kennedy, however, never grew on me. She pissed me off.

15. Who's your favourite couple?
Um. Buffy/Angel. Conventional copules, I also love Willow/Oz and Cordelia/Xander. However, unconventional, Willow/Spike, WIllow/Angel, WIllow/...anyone.

16. If you could have any two people hook up from Buffy, who would YOU pick?
Willow and Spike. Season 4. Back when both were likeable. I think it'd be an interesting pair. Willow's no longer and shy and quiet, but she's still rather... she's not as agressive. Spike's all snarky but safe and shit. I don't know. That couple's always appealed to me.

17. Would it be a serious relationship or just once for sex type of thing?
Serious :)

18. Do you think Spike and Buffy make a cute couple?
No. I think they make a horrible couple on the show. Sorry if you disagree, but I hate how they were portrayed on the show. I looked back at everything, and there really was a potential for an interesting relationship. Marti Noxon and whoever ruined that. It sucked. Spike tried to rape Buffy. What more to I need to say? No, really, rape makes couple sooo attractive.

19. Which fight on Buffy do you think was the best?
lkajsfd Buffy/Angelus, Becoming Part 2. Awesome. Just fucking awesome.

20. If you could make any two Buffy characters fight... who would they be?
...oh god. Um... I don't know. Everyone's fought before that I'd be interesting in seeing fighting. Buffy and Faith always have awesome fights, maybe have them fight again.

21. Who would win?
Faith, because Buffy's a bitch seasons 5-7 :)

22. Would the other die?
...no. I don't dislike her THAT much...


Other Stuff

23. Do you often say, 'Oh my JOSS!'?
...no. I said for the love of Oz for awhile :)

24. Who was your favourite musical guest on Buffy?
...never cared.

25. What's your favourite condom flavor?
...I wouldn't know

26. What does that have to do with Buffy?
Absolutely nothing

27. Which season do you think Buffy had the best hair?
Season 2, definitely. I remember oh god... What's My Line Part 1/2... when she's walking down the school hall in her tank top thing with the plaid big shirt and jeans and her hair all down and short... that image was lasting for me. Like back when I started getting into Buffy again, that image of those episodes jsut stayed with me. Um, yes. I liked the short look. Season 3 was all right, til she got that really fugly bangs thing and then it grew too long. I never liked it after that. There was just always something wrong with it. Seasons 5-7 it looked too shiny... almost greasy. Which isn't very attractive.

28. Willow?
Hm. Season 3 or Season 6. I liked the shoulders/past the shoulders look.

29. Xander?
Season 2, when it was sort of spiked.

30. Giles?
...but it's never changed O_o I guess season 7. I recently saw reruns of season 1, and there was actually... the hair in front was too poofy... it was odd

31. Did you like Maggie Walsh's hair?
...I didn't really have an opinoin on it..

32. Do you think the actress who played Professor Walsh would make a good Kay Scarpetta in a movie?
....I...have no idea who Kay Scarpetta is..

33. If you could meet any Buffy cast member, or special guest, or even an extra... who would it be?
Alyson Hannigan, just because she seems very real and sweet.

34. How many times do you think about Buffy a day?
...not that often. It's dead now. I usually think about it once a day, but that's only because I switch between it, Angel reruns, and TRL at 5 every weekday.

35. Do you like to read Buffy fanfiction?
I used to a lot. Now, not so more, but sometimes I like to go back and read awesome fics.

36. If so, who are your favourite characters to read about?
Willow/Spike, Buffy/Angel, Willow/Angel, ...actually there are a lot. The only stuff I don't really like to read is Buffy/Spike [and actually, B/S fics are written sooo much better than the actual show, most of the time, that I don't even mind them... they're what could've been] or Angel/Cordelia.

37. Do you write Buffy fanfiction?
I used to. Now, no. I don't know if I ever will again. Who knows.

38. If so, who do you write about?
Willow/Spike were my last few focuses. The ones I actually finished were Buffy/Angel.

39. Would you take a college class just about Buffy?
Fuck yeah! Dude do you have any idea HOW awesome that would be?! I mean, studying something I actually CARE about? Analyzing things that I already analyze?! I'd love that.

40. If you were ever to be a guest on Buffy, would you be a bad guy, good guy, an extra, an ubie?
Bad guy, because good guys usually don't last long, and if you're the Big Bad, then you at least last through the season arc or mini-arc.

41. Would you die?
No, that's ok.

42. Would you make out with Willow?
Sorry, wrong gender. For me, not... her actually.

43. Would you make out with Andrew?
Um. No. O_o

44. Do you think Anya is sexy with her demon face?
Not particularly

45. Which Buffy character do you most resemble?
Like resemble in looks? ...in looks I guess Buffy because... I have blond hair and blue eyes and I'm short... and she's all that. In... character, probably Willow s1-3, with the kinda shy/quietishness at first and geekiness.

46. Which Buffy character do you act like most?
...er... Willow? I guess.

47. If you were in the episode 'Earshot' and Buffy heard your thoughts, what would she hear?
A lot of stuff about slash...

48. Do you ever think about poisoning everybody in your school with rat poison?
Not everybody. Just some of the really annoying people.

49. If you could write an episode about Buffy, what would your episode be about?
Angel would come back, kick Spike's ass and the soul right out of his body and make him bad [and INTERESTING] again, make Willow go back with Oz [Bi, damnit, not gay, ok?], and fuck Buffy [...curse? What curse?]. Ok, so the curse would go away. Oh no. Angel would become human again, except this time he wouldn't be an idiot and take it back. :)

50. If Anya offered to get revenge on anyone for you, who would you chose?
I'd go with a certain 7th grade math teacher, but I don't have to face him anymore, and I won't have to face my science teacher after this year either, so I'll go with Pranav, 'cause there's a chance I'll have future classes with him.

51. What would she do to him/her?
Destroy him. Slowly. Painfully.

52. If you could choose any character to die, who would it be?
Hm. Kennedy. Ew. And after Kennedy [she doesn't really count as a character, she's like a cardboard cutout, except less interesting], Spike. Because I know he'll never be as awesome as he once was, so I want him gone.

53. Would that character be Kennedy?
As I said.

54. During which episode do you think Willow and Tara first had sex?
One of the one's in season 4 when they were all hinty and subtext-y. Maybe the one with the candles? Yeah.

55. What do you think really happened to Miss Kitty Fantastico?
She left before Marti could fuck up her storyline too.

56. Did you like Tara?
Yes, but not as much as Oz.

57. Would you like it if Joss Whedon made a Buffy movie?
Not really. It's over with. I'd rather it not be dragged out anymore. Unless it was like... season 2 Buffy [I mean in terms of quality, not storylines]. And no Buffy/Spike. I'm begging you.

58. If you could choose any character from Buffy to move on to Angel next season... who would you choose?
Well Angel's dead, but I'd love Willow to go over. Specially cuz she and Alexis Denisof are married in real life.

59. If you could choose to bring back any dead character, who would you choose?
Joyce.

60. Who was your favourite member of the Watchers Council?
They all sucked O_o Giles! Yay!

61. Do you think Oz had hypertrichosis?
...I...don't know what that is..

62. Do you own any of the Buffy DVDs?
Seasons 2, 3, and 5. I will get 1 and 4 eventually. And even 6 and 7 when they come out, even if it's only to have the complete set. Well I do want OMWF and Tabula Rasa... and CWDP. Plus, the extras are gonna be fucking amazing.

63. Which season(s)?
...see... above...

64. Do you own any other Buffy merchandise?
...no. I don't think so.

65. What else do you own?
...I own nothing.

66. Do you think Joss Whedon should make a show about Willow and Tara?
No. It'd get old. And I never really loved W/T anyways.

67. If there was an 8th season, who do you think the big bad could be?
Hm. Drusilla would be interesting [shrug] I'd like the focus to go back to vampires.

68. Do you like the show Family Guy?
haven't seen it

69. Which couple from Buffy (or couple that YOU would like to be together) do you think would do this number?
...what?

70. Do you think Whit should dump Balthazar and go back with Clem?
laksjdf dude fucking stop with the non-Buffy questions or I'll kill you.

71. After this season, what do you think Willow is gonna do?
I think she'll move to like England or something and study at some major university [Oxford!] and be all smart and become a professor.

72. Xander?
I'd like to see him go back to school. I always thought it was cheap he didn't go to college with them all. Like Sunnydale University was THAT great of a school.

73. Buffy?
Help train other slayers. Or maybe try to have that normal life she always wanted.

74. Giles?
Become head of the Watcher's Council, reform it and all.

75. Anya?
She's dead. Did you not watch the show?

76. If Joss Whedon made a new series about any Buffy character (older and dead characters count too), who would you like it to be about?
Hm. Willow or Faith.

77. Do you think Dawn and Connor would make a cute couple?
No.

78. Do you think Joss Whedon should have given Dawn a boyfriend?
No. I think Joss should've never created Dawn in the first place, or just fucking killed her in the end.

79. A girlfriend?
That'd be interesting. Except change Dawn to Angel, and change girlfriend to boyfriend.

80. Do you wish Dawn had died in the season finale of season 5?
Yes. Yes times 1000. You know, I'm actually not one of those super-Dawn haters, but I do hate how the Glory storyline turned out. It didn't make any fucking sense, no matter how much Joss BSes that it does. It would've been more fitting, and she was useless seasons 6-7 anyways.

81. Have you seen the softer side of Sears?
Yes. Yes I have.

82. Who's your favourite vampire?
Angel. Spike when he didn't suck.

83. Who was your favourite principal?
Snyder was awesome alksdfj fucking owned.

84. Do you know what a Razorback is?
Hee! The pig with the spikes on the back! Yay!

85. Do you think it's unfair that only females can be slayers?
No. Feminism and woman power type shit was like... a message of the show. That, and fathers are bad.

86. Can dogs be turned into vampdogs?
No.

87. Do you believe Buffy was really in heaven?
I think she moved on to a place of peace. I don't think she was lying about it. Why the fuck would she do that? O_o

88. Do you have Buffy posters in your room?
No.

89. If so, of which characters?
...see... "No."

90. If you could sleep with any Buffy character, who would it be?
I'm 15. A) Illegal, B) I wouldn't want to.

91. Would you have a threesome with Giles and Professor Walsh?
How about no?

92. Do vampires have sperm?
Yes, but it's dead because they're dead. That's why they can't have babies

93. Do you think Willow is ever going to finish college?
Duh

94. If Eliza Dushku's new show gets picked up, will you watch it?
It did get picked up. Guess what? It sucks ass. Not because of her. It's the most fucking horribly written show ever, though. Just so inane and ridiculous.

95. Who's your favorite Buffy writer?
Joss

96. If Buffy Animated is ever made, will you watch it?
No.

97. Do you read the Buffy comics?
No.

98. Do you read Buffy novels?
I have that somewhat big Monster Island type one, and I have a Willow one which like summarizes three Willow-based episodes.

99. Who do you think Buffy should be with in the end?
Why does she have to be with anyone? I kind of liked how it looked like it was going to end [before that whole "Oh, I love you Spike"thing. Shut up Buffy. Even he knew it was a pile of crap], where she was all with the cookie dough. She doesn't HAVE to be with someone. She can be alone. She needs to grow up a little. Maybe date someone normal for a little while [but less boring than Riley]. THEN go to Angel. Only relationsihp with Buffy that didn't suck.

100. What do you think about the character Buffy Summers?
She was awesome for three seasons. Season 4, she started to get annoying, and it was all downhill from there. The last few seasons, she was jsut so conceited and self-centered and bitchy and annoying.


This Or That

101. Buffy or Faith? Faith

102. Angel or Spike? Angel

103. Oz or Tara? Oz

104. Tara or Kennedy? Tara.

105. Oz or Kennedy? Oz.

106. Xander or Andrew? Xander

107. Anya or Willow? Willow

108. Buffy or Willow? Willow

109. Sunday or Harmony? Harmony

110. Professor Walsh or Adam? Professor Walsh, because she died sooner

111. Giles or Wesley? Giles. Wesley pisses me off.

112. Spike or dogshit? dogshit

113. Willow or Tara? Willow

114. Miss Kitty Fantastico or Willow's fish? Willow's fish, just because I loooved her reaction. Hee! And the "Hey Willow, do you realize there are no fish in your tank?" and the noise she made when Cordy said that.

115. Once More With Feeling or Hush? Once More, with Feeling.

116. Under Your Spell or I'll Never Tell? Under Your Spell

117. Giles or Tara? ...Giles

118. Clem or Spike? Clem

119. Drusilla or Darla? Drusilla

120. Xander or Spike? Xander

121. Cordelia or Harmony? Cordelia

122. Marcie or Warren? Warren

123. Jonathan or Andrew? Jonathan

124. Joyce or Hank? Joyce.

125. Joyce or Sheila? Joyce.

126. Glory or The Master? The Master

127. AprilBot or BuffyBot? BuffyBot

128. AprilBot or Katrina? Katrina

129. Dawn or Anya? Anya

130. Angel or Angelus? Angelus

131. Evil Spike, Chipped Spike, Souled/Chipped Spike, or Souled Spike? Evil Spike. So much funnier and more interesting.

132. Ampata or Ms. French? ...they both sucked ass. Ms. French, because she didn't have that annoying accent.

133. Dead Buffy or Buffy? after season 5... dead Buffy

134. Buffy or BuffyBot? Buffy

135. Xander or Willow? Willow

136. Andrew or Anya? Anya.

137. Cassie or Marcie? Cassie.

138. Owen or Scott Hope? ...they both sucked. Owen, because he went away sooner

139. Owen or Oz? Oz

140. Moloch or Tara? Tara

141. Spike or Drusilla? Drusilla

142. Jenny or Olivia? Jenny

143. Computer Willow or Magicks Willow? Computer

144. Cousin Beth or Donny? ...I don't remember Donny O_o Do you mean the cousin that bit Oz? Whatever. Cousin Beth, cuz it rhymes with Seth.

145. Scruffy Xander or Suave Xander? scruffy

146. Army Xander or Pirate Xander? army

147. Xander/Cordy or Xander/Anya? Xander/Cordy

148. Willow/Tara or Willow/Kennedy? Willow/Tara

149. Ted or Hank? Ted

150. Human Oz or Werewolf Oz? Human

151. Veruca or Willow? Willow.

152. Spike almost naked or Xander in a speedo? ...Spike was naked waaaay too fucking much just beacuse Marti had a crush on James Marsters and on Spike. Xander in a speedo, because it was for less time, and... it was really really hilarious.

153. Kennedy alive or Kennedy dead? Dead.

154. The First Evil or The Mayor? The Mayor, because unlike teh First, he was actually evil and killed people.

155. Spike's chest or Andrew's? Spike's chest x.x Despite that we see it too frequently.

156. Belts or beltless? belts...

157. Lily or Chantarelle? ...they'r ethe same person. Anne!

158. Tattoos or Piercings? piercings

159. Beauty or Beasts? ...beasts

160. Human Willow or Vamp Willow? Human, pre-season 4

161. Human Xander or Vamp Xander? Human

162. Rich Cordy or Poor Cordy? Rich. She cracked me up.

163. Straight Willow or Gay Willow? Straight.

164. Kathy or Dawn? Kathy. Went away sooner.

165. Drunk Buffy or Sober Buffy? Eh, sober.

166. Riley or Spike? ...I'll actually have to go with Spike on this one, as much as it pains me to say it.

167. Riley or Angel? Angel

168. Riley or a stick? A stick

169. Old Sunnydale High or new Sunnydale High? Oh god, OLD. l;kajsf damnit I miss s1-3.

170. Demon Giles or Human Giles? Human

171. Faith awake or Faith in a coma? Awake

172. Superstar Jonathan or Earshot Jonathan? Superstar

173. Buffy/Angel having sex, Buffy/Riley having sex, or Buffy/Spike having sex? Buffy/Angel. The other two make me want to puke.

174. Dracula or The First Evil? ...Dracula. Went away sooner.

175. Chinese Slayer or Nikki? Chinese

176. Angel's hair back in the 18th century or now? now

177. Olaf or Xander? Xander

178. Dawn yelling 'Get out! Get out! Get out!' or Dawn singing? ...Dawn dead.

179. Dead Joyce or Alive Joyce? Alive

180. Smart Tara or Special Ed Tara? Smart

181. The Summer's home flooded or the Summer's home dry? Dry

182. Buffy as a construction worker, as a Magic Box employee, as a college student, or as a DoubleMeat Palace worker? College student

183. The Buffy gang with their memory or without their memory? with. Maybe they'd remember that they're actually friends.

184. Sam or Buffy? Buffy.

185. Juggling Buffy or Charades Buffy? Charades

186. Anya's wedding dress or the bridesmaid dresses? Anya's wedding dress.

187. Xander's family or Anya's demon friends? Xander's family

188. Crazy Buffy or Slayer Buffy? crazy

189. Willow/Tara arguing or Willow/Tara making out? ...arguing. More powerful.

190. Xander/Anya having sex or Anya/Spike having sex? ...neither.

191. Black Magic Willow or Yellow Crayon Willow? Yellow Crayon

192. Mary Kate or Ashley Olsen? die

193. Rona or Chao-Ahn? Chao-Ahn.

194. Caleb or Mr. Trick? Mr. Trick. Holy saint francis I hated Caleb.

195. Dawn or Willow? Willow

196. Drusilla and Spike together or Spike and Buffy together? Drusilla and Spike all the way. AH, when I actually liked Spike.

197. Tara alive or Tara dead? Alive.

198. Willow in England or Willow in Sunnydale? Sunnydale.

199. Xander with one eye or two? two

200. Dawn as a ball of energy or human Dawn? Ball of energy


Done! :) I think Jackie, Lulu, and Annie shoudl take this too. I wanna see their opinions.

Hm. Someday very soon I think I'm going to do a whole rant/analysis thing on a Buffy episode, like those Dawson's Creek episodes I did back last September. :)

Ooh! Survey! Exciting! Shh I'm bored and wasting as much time as possible till 7. Then I'll have crap to watch on TV til like, 10 :) But until then... nothing. l;kjaskjf so yes.

Rufio vs. Brand New: Brand New
Saves the Day vs. Taking Back Sunday: Taking Back Sunday
New Found Glory vs. The get up kids: The Get Up Kids
Jet Vs. Aerosmith: Jet
Simple Plan vs. Good Charlotte: Simple Plan, in light of recent events :)
The All American Rejects vs. Dashboard Confessional: Dashboard Confessional... I think I've listened to them more than AAR. Or at least, more recently. I got the AAR CD a loooonggg time ago.
Bright Eyes vs. From Autumn to Ashes: From Autumn to Ashes, since I don't have any Bright Eyes CDs, and I have both FAA CDs
Dashboard Confessional vs. Something Corporate: Something Corporate, just because I've gotten back into them recently. Plus, I know more songs/song titles and shit. I used to looove them, like... a freaking lot.
HIM vs. Metallica: neither, since I've never heard HIM [that I know of] and I don't really like Metallica
New Found Glory vs. Blink 182: ...well I used to love NFG, but... now it's just kind of eh. I still like their earlier stuff, I love Hit or Miss. Blink 182... never really been into. I'll go with NFG.
Old Blink vs. New Blink: Old. Feeling This ;alksjflk ack I really dislike that song, sorry. Didn't like it much in the first place, and then they played it 91098409847 freaking times a day on the radio. So sick of it. Yeah. They've already released like what, 4 songs off the new CD? And the only one I semi-liked was I Miss You, and that was also overplayed.
Yellowcard vs. Rufio: Yellowcard
The Ataris vs. Wakefield: The Ataris
Story of the Year vs. Rufio: Story of the Year
Nirvana vs. Aerosmith: Nirvana
Student Rick vs. Never Heard of It: Never Heard of It! la;ksjf eee they're awesome
Rancid vs. Red Hot Chilli Peppers: Rancid
The Starting Line vs. New Found Glory: The Starting Line
A Static Lullaby vs. Alkaline Trio: A Static Lullaby just 'cause... I don't have any Alkaline Trio CDs... I've listened to them before at FYE and crap, but i don't really remember what they sound like
Weezer vs. Nirvana: Nirvana
No Use for Name vs. Something Corporate: crap... but I like both... a lot... pretty much equally. I got their CD's around the same time too. Ah... I'll go with Something Corporate, just because I've been more into them recently.
Silverchair vs. Thrice: Thrice
Finch vs. A Fire Insidee: No! You can't do this! Shut up! ;alksfjk Sigh. AFI because... there are a lot of AFI songs I love, and I actually know a lot of them. Finch I only know a few songs really well. Sigh. I like Finch a lot too though.
Sum41 vs. Blink 182: Sum 41
Bush vs. Nirvana: Nirvana
Further Seems Forever vs. Dashboard Confessional: Dashboard Confessional
Anti-Flag vs. Thrice: Thrice
NoFX vs. Millencolin: NOFX
Sugarcult vs. The Juliana Theory: Sugarcult
Camp Kill Yourself vs. Millencolin: never heard either of their music
Nirvana vs. Foo Fighters: Nirvana
Broken Social Scene vs. Black Rebel Motorcycle Club: never heard of either of their music
Mest vs.Gob: MEST
Green Day vs. Bush: Green Day
Saves the Day vs. Rufio: ...er... Rufio, I guess. I like them both equally. I have one of both of their CDs, and I listen to them... pretty much never? I listened to the CDs when I first got them, but then they were replaced with whatever CD I got afterwards
The Used vs. Thrice: The Used
MxPx vs. NoFX: ...crap. I like them pretty much equally! My first instinct was NOFX, but then... MXPX I have like... 3 of their CDs... and I've seen them live. ;lkasjdfl;kj DON'T DO THIS TO ME DAMNIT. Um fine, MXPX.
Fountains of Wayne vs. Yellowcard: Yellowcard
Anti-Flag vs. A fire Inside: AFI
Student Rick vs. Fenix TX: Fenix TX, because I've never heard of Student Rick, and someday I will get a Fenix TX CD
Taking Back Sunday vs. Rufio: Taking Back Sunday
Yellowcard vs. Gob: Yellowcard
The Used vs. Taking Back Sunday: The Used.

Ok, I'm done. Woosh, I actually heard of most of these bands! [cheers] ...wow... that only wated like... 10 minutes. O_o Damn you, too-short quiz!

Oh holy saint francis. I went to the optometrist, and then she had me take out my contacts 'cause of something. First, I washed my hands. With soap. And did not properly rinse/dry them. al;kjsdf Ahhh I got soap in my right eye. It fucking hurttt. It still stings just a little in the corner of my right eye. Ahh. It was kind of embarrassing, and she had to give me like these drops and stuff so my eyes would feel better and all. I felt stupid. Yeah.

...there... was something else I had to say. I don't remember now. ;aksjdf it had to do with something. I'm sure it did. I don't know. Whatever.

l;kajf need to go to spectrum tomorrow. Going crazy at home. I'm so effing bored and... al;ksjf I odn't know. I can't express it. I just feel like i need to go outside.

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Geometry: Group test next Wednesday, quiz next Tuesday. Fuck. I don't know anything in this chapter, it's all a;lkdjf. The only thing I understand is how to get the angle measure of a regular polygon. The rest is just all woosh! al;kdfj

Office Hours: Made up English quiz. NO MORE QUIZZES/TESTS TO MAKE UP! [celebrates] I still have some science lab and worksheet crap to make up, but other than that, I AM DONE.

Global: Sub. Went to library to work on the fucking Ambassador project. Ah, I used to love Global! What happened? ...oh, right. Ambassador project. Developed/Developing unit. Fuck. I wish we could study WWII in Global. They're all "Oh you'll study it extensively in US History!" or whatever, but dude... it's US. Meaning, mostly focused on the U.S. Couldn't we focus on the other countries' perspectives this year and then move on to the US next year? I think it'll be that way with WWI, we'll study it a little next year. Or maybe I'm wrong. But still.

Lunch: Erm. Lunch was very slashy. Eric and Justin kept touching each others' manboobies. Hee.

Band: ;lakjdf blah. I can't wait til after Festival even if I am going to be playing crappy music. I need something NEW. Oh, and Annie, I probably won't be in the sightreading room for Festival. She couldn't use everyone who volunteered, and priority goes to the old band people, so I'm a substitute. I probably won't do anything. Do you know how much that sucks? I really wanted to be apart of it. Now I'll have to go to class and shit x.x And pretty much all my other friends who volunteered ARE helping. ;alksdfj that's not fucking fair I want to help! I think I saw that Justin was also a substitute, but I could be horribly wrong. There's only like, 4. ;alkdjflkj I want to be apart of it! I wanna see Annie! ;alksjf ah fuck you band director.

Afterschool: Ok, so i told my mom... Wednesday AND Thursday that Friday was a Wednesday, so I'd be getting out at 2:00 pm instead of the normal time. Guess what? SHE FUCKING FORGOT AHHH. I sat there from like... 2:10 to 2:45. I drew a P/D comic and then Lulu came by at like 2:30 and sat and talked with me for awhile. Carina, Catriona, and Christina also walked by around 2:40 and Carina sat down too until my mom came. Ahhh. Whatever, it wasn't that bad. I just like complaining :)

Erm, that's it. Concert Sunday. Really hasn't sunken in at all. Spectrum tomorrow? Hope so. This week has been long. I need to go to the spectrum.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOMORROW JACKIE!

Mmkay. I promise I will make you a layout this time, Jackie. I catually know what it'll look like and everything. Well I have an idea in my head. Not positive it'll work out. However, I don't think I'll have enough time to get it done this weekend :$ Cuz you know, concert on Sunday night, and on Saturday's spectrum and doing all homework so I don't have to do it Sunday. And my computer's so fucked up, that it'll take forever to do it. But, since it's your birthday Saturday and all, to tide you over to then, I have something for you tomorrow. And I'm pretty sure you'll like it. I'll also make you a card either this weekend or next, depending on how much time I have. So yeah.

...erm. Nothing more to say. Everyone should say happy birthday to Jackie tomorrow even though her birthday's on Saturday. :)