;lajf heh. The guy who's writing that fic I ranted about earlier commented.

Him: What's a beta ? This is like my first experience ever with writing a story, people actually get to read. I think my problem was I tried to make it different from the movie. But I decided to make the movie over, with different characters. So I'm going to embrace it, the movie is out so if you don't want this to ruin your Mean Girls experience go see it this weekend.

lkajsdflkj he doesn't even know what a beta is. That might've been excusable IF SULTANA HADN'T FUCKING MADE A FUCKING POST ABOUT FUCKING BETAS THE FUCKING DAY BEFORE! ALSDFJK AND IF IT WASN'T FUCKING LINKED ON THE MAIN PAGE OF HOTT_BAGUETTES ALKSJFLKAJS FAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. IDIOT! Yelled at him. Well, in the non-yelling way. Told him what it was. Told him once again to get one. Fucking linked to the page so he won't get lost on the way there. The end of his post doesn't even make sense. I think it's regards to what I said about that it was lacking something, but I wasn't sure what. alskfj NO. THAT'S NOT IT. Maybe it's the fact that you're fucking COPYING a fucking movie that's already inane and ridiculous to begin with. AHHHHH. I would sooo love to tell him "Hey! I realized what was wrong with your fic! IT'S THE FACT THAT YOU CAN'T WRITE FOR SHIT!"

...bad thought came to mine. I volunteered to beta fics where I linked him too, and I'm like... the second one to offer. Aaaand the one person before me said "I'd prefer shorter stories. Unless it's a REALLY good chaptered story, I usually get bored." and this person's fic is a long-ish, crappy, chaptered story. Fuckkkk if he asks me to beta his fic... ewwwwwwww. I don't want to have to read that... lkajflkj although I suppose it would be nice to get to shred the fic to pieces and make it loads better. But still. It's not like he'd listen to my suggestions of how to make the plot better. Fuck, I wouldn't even know what to say to make the plot better. I don't think it's possible to make the fic any better. The only person that could POSSIBLY pull off a fic like that would be lestat, simply because she's a Goddess and everything she writes is golden. And I'm even skeptical that she could pull it off [but I know she could, 'cause she's Lestat and all. She made me like Tim/Tony! AND Jesse/Adam!]. alksjfd sigh Hope the dude gets a beta that is awesome but happens to not be me.

Dude. I feel really accomplished.

I started my science fair project.

I told myself that I would fucking get to Procedures by tonight. And you know what?

I DID.

Ok, so I didn't finish procedures, but that's only because I still need to talk to my mom about exactly how I'm going to do this. And yeah, ok, it's complete crap, my project sucks, and.. I'll probably get a B or C on it. But you know what? That doesn't matter. Because I told myself I'd fucking get here, start it and all, and I did.

I was going to give up. I'd only done the Inquiry [which wasn't as long as it should be], and I was ready to leave it til tomorrow. But I was all "screw it, I'll just search really quickly for some background info, and if I can't find anythign quickly, I'll do it tomorrow." But I did it. I got the background info, and the experimental design, and the puprose and hypothesis and materials and I will ahve the procedure soon.

I feel so accomplishd. And I didn't even think I'd finish by 11. And it's 10:15! Ha!

All right, now to find a book relating to South Africa I can buy tomorrow for the english project due next Friday that I won't even attempt til Thursday night.

Told you I wanted a new layout.

WHAT?! I know I have to do my science project and 09781298745 things too. But, well,

I forgot my bass clarinet in my mom's car. My mom and dad went to a play. I realized this like... 10 minutes after she left x_x Guess i'll wing it tomorrow.

My mom is going to call me during intermission. Which is why I can't do my science project. Because, see, my computer's so fucked up, Word and the printer don't work, so I have to use my mom's. But my mom's is dial-up. So if I went on hers, it'd be busy when she'd call, and she'd be pissed if she found that out. And I forgot to ask if I could use it earlier, before she left. And I can't call her, because duh, she's in the middle of the play. Her phone's probably not turned on. But as soon as she calls, I'll ask and then start my science fair. So there.

Er, so yeah. This layout:

GCOnline is finally up again [who wants to place bets on how long it'll take to be down again? Like, 6 days?]. I was browsing the photo gallery and then there were some reeeally nice Benji pics. Like really clear, rather large, perfect for making a layout. So I was all "DUDE! I WANT TO MAKE A LAYOUT OUT OF THOSE!" And then shortly after that, I saw that GCOnline was part of the "MiniSites" whateverness. So I went there to see what other types of minisites had been created [minisite=bunch of everything about a certain topic]. The layout at the MiniSite Central was awesome, and I formed an idea for it in my head.

So. I went back, got the Benji pics, and opened PSP.

...and then realized thatall the Benji pics but one weren't really that great.

So, I searched for Motion City Soundtrack pics on google, and found some nice ones. Then I started making a layout similar to the MiniSite one [not a copy, just like... similar I guess]. Made abackground [that's actually what I have up now] and then there was like this cut-out thing of the lead singer of MCS [Justin-Pierre! Heeeee!]. But I hated it with that on it. So I took off the cut-out. Then I fooled around with brushes and er.. whatsit... blending options before putting the cut-out on it [looked too plain before, that's why it looked so bad]. And... I put back on the cut-out... but realized it looked better without it. And from there, it became this.

Yeah. That's how my layou-working... works: a black and white and grey Benji layout with a cutout over a background becomes a yellow and pink/red Motion City Soundtrack layout with no cutout, but purdy brushes. [shrug] I like it though. Reeally like it. I know the old one wasn't up too long, but stuff about it bugged me. It just didn't come out how I had planned. ...so yeah. Comment in my tag :)

Ok. al;skfjkj So there's this person. Er... Brian? I think his [her? It's hard to tell. Acts like a girl. Name is Brian. Shortens it to Bri. I have no idea. I'm going with male] name is. Yes. Ok. Well, he's writing this super crappy David/Pierre fic on hott_baguettes called "Mean Boys". Which is basically an exact coyp of that crappy Lindsay Lohan movie "Mean Girls", except with David/Pierre. It. Sucks. HOrrible spelling/grammar, stupid plot line, boring, etc. I've wanted to yell at him for awhile for not taking people's advice and improving it. All right. So this is our exchange of comments today.

Him: Wow... this chapter must suck. It got like less than 1/3 of the comments it's prior chapter got. Well I'll have to beef it up next chapter. I just wish someone would tell me, what this chapter lacks. Although I do love the this is great comments, cause they make me feel pretty. They don't help me improve.

Me: What I can see from reading the first two paragraphs is that it lacks proper spelling/grammar. Spellcheck/grammarcheck doesn't always catch everything. If you can't catch all the mistakes yourself, get a beta.

Him: Thanks lot, but I have had problems with grammar and spelling since Chapter one. I mean that I personally felt that story was missing something. Something that the others had, this one just lacked. Who knows. Maybe I'm being overly critical of my own work again. Thanks for your responce.

It's like... WHAT THE HOLY FUCK?!?!!? DUDE. IF YOU'VE KNOWN YOU HAD GRAMMAR/SPELLING PROBLEMS SINCE THE FIRST CHAPTER FREAKING USE SPELLCHECK, PROOFREAD, OR GET A FUCKING BETA! AHHHHHHH. ALS;DKJFKALSJF SERIOUSLY. IDIOT. God. And I was just saying that's a place to start. I mean I can barely read it now because of the spelling/grammar. Fucking hell. And yeah, the story is lacking something: good writing. What does he want me to do, tell him how I really feel about it? "Yeah. The story is lacking good writing. Either stop writing all together, get a fucking beta, or START WRITING WELL." a;lskjflkaj aaaaaaaaaaaaah IDIOT.

I wasn't even going to reply because I figured it was pointless, but I commented one last time anyways.

Me: If you've known you've had problems with grammar/spelling since the first chapter, why haven't you fixed it yet? Seriously, get a beta. A beta can touch up all the spelling/grammar mistakes you don't catch. Plus, a beta could help you figure out what the story is lacking and what you can do to improve it, because I agree, the story is lacking something.

Like he'll even listen x_x He'll probably just get mad at me. Whatever. I'm tired of seeing his crappy fic on my friends page x_x

1) Moved up 2 chairs to second in the challenge today. Nice. Unfair though, because I tied with Michele on sightreading, [and Galaxy even says I went faster, but I'm not sure since I didn't hear her] and then our band director made us play full range chromatic x.x I'm not used to full range on bass. There's an extra low note, for starters. Also, the high like... Bb, B, and C are kinda funky. x_x They won't speak. Maybe it's my fault, probably is, but alksjdflk still. I don't find it fair she used that without telling us beforehand. Otherwise I would've practiced it. I'm so overloaded right now that I don't have enough time to practice crap that isn't like... essential [meaning, solo piece, scales for tests, and assignments for private clarinet]. Sigh.

2) Amena [Amina? asfkj i can't spell her name, buit I doubt she's reading, so it doesn't matter. Amena] should've beat Eunice. Really. Eunice restarted the scale like... 198230985 times. And missed a note or two. But somehow she's tied, wtf? No. Eunice should've been last, based on scales. Sigh. That's all so fucked up. She played the sightreading better too! I think our band director just likes Eunice more.

3) alkjdf failed math test. Ok not failed. And I really don't know yet. But I completely BSed one of the questions. It was all 'explain lalalala crap and shit" and I was all "er... well... er... AB=EC and then AB does not = CD so AB>EC" or whatever. It was such crap. Blah. The rest I actually think I did ok on. He said if the average is below an 80, he'll curve it up to an 80. That'd be good.

4) The documentary thing was actually kind of interesting in global. I just hated the reporter guy. He nodded emphatically too much.

5) "See! Richard bought one of our sticks for 25 cents!"
"...er... actually I just thought you needed to borrow a quarter, and then you handed me a stick.."
"...SHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!"

Hee. Tiffany and Michelle Lee had nice sticks :) Oh, and then Danny asked Richard out, and Richard said yes. But.. then Danny hit him. Awww abusive relationship! Yeah, the end of office hours was amusing.

6) I have to do half my science project, type up the French thing, practice for my clarinet lesson Monday, and practice for my solo practice alllll tonight. Fun fun fun. x.x alksjf;lkajsflkj crap I still need to get my book for English tomorrow. Thankfully it was moved back to Friday, so I don't have to do the project this weekend. I can leave it to Thursday night! Well hey, at that point, science fair will be over so I'll have time. It's not that hard to do, it just... takes time I don't have.

7) I hate May.

I've realized why I hate season 7 so much. More specifically, why the First sucks. :)

Ok, season 2. Angelus. Whenever he and Buffy met, I was afraid for Buffy's life. They were pretty evenly matched, but he was more experienced and like, twice the size of her. He killed Jenny. He was threatening.

Season 3. Mayor. He wasn't as threatening... but when he was scary... he was, well, scary. I wasn't afraid he'd beat Buffy physically then, buit I definitely was during Graduation and for her... psychologically? He definitely contributed to the breakup of Buffy and Angel, weakening Buffy momentarily. So, again. Afraid for Buffy around the Mayor.

Season 4. Adam. Second to least favorite big bad, but still. He was strong. She couldn't fight him until she did the spell and combined the essences and shit in Primeval. She wouldn't have been able to defeat him by herself. I was afraid for her during her scenes with him.

Season 5. As annoying as Glory was, she was threatening. It really looked like Buffy just could. not. defeat her. I remember when first watching season 5, I was like... terrified with scenes between Buffy and Glory because I had no idea how Buffy would win.

Season 6. ...season what? I'm sorry, there was never a season 6 of Buffy. [denial]

Season 7. The First. This is supposedly the Biggest Bad That Ever Did Bad Stuff. The very first evil, ever. But when the First was in scenes with Buffy? I was never once scared for her. I knew she'd always win. I mean in the back of my mind in the previous seasons, I knew she'd end up winning [actually... with Glory, she did die...] because it's Buffy the Vampire Slayer, not... Dead!Buffy, but don't worry, her friends still fight bad guys even if they aren't vampire slayers! But when she was with the First, I never once... cared. I just thought "..ok, whatever, so it'll taunt her more, and then we can move on." Never once a danger. That's what was the main thing wrong with season 7. This is supposed to be the biggest evil ever, the First evil, in fact... but... it was just really annoying. Not exactly evil. It didn't DO anything, and I did realize and rant about that in the past. But... I should feel afraid when the First is on screen. I wasn't. That's probably what killed the finale for me. I just felt... like, who cares? Ok, so she defeats the First. Why does it matter? What's it ever done except annoy her? Might as well kill Spike if she kills everything that annoys her [hey, that's not such a bad idea...]

...ok done. I was just watching part of season 5, the one where Buffy finds out Dawn's not her sister, and I remember the first time how scared I was for Buffy about Glory, and then realized how that totally didn't apply to season 7.

Oh, I forgot this earlier: After sectional I went to my locker, got my books, and then attempted to close the lock. It wouldn't close. I tried for like... 15 minutes x.x I eventually just put all my books in my backpack and took the lock. Hope someone doesn't ruin/steal it by tomorrow. I like that locker x.x I'm getting a new lock tonight, though. Yeah. That was annoying.

1) ...Last night I had a dream. It scares me now. I odn't know what happened in most of it, but like... on the side... aslkjfk;j Andrew and Tiffany were dating o______o Heh, it was funny though, because she kept yelling at him and hitting him. But then he had his arm around her and she like.. didn't push it away. Ewwwwwwwww my dreams are scary. lkasjf that wasn't the main part though.. I don't actually remember what the main part was. I just rememebred that part.

2) ...Rosa's third chair. I'm in schock here.

3) Sectionals were nice. I like being on bass, and our clarinet pieces are niiiiiiice

4) er... lakjsf today was blah day otherwise. Watched a really funny movie in French though. Hope we get to see the end of it, but we might not, because we only watched it 'cause we had a sub.

5) Really hate my English teacher. We had this sheet of arguments and then you'd disagree or agree with one. She called people up and told them which side to be on and then they had to like argue it. a;slkdfjkj DUDE she gave me "girls should act like girls and boys should act like boys" and dress like them and such. als;kdjfklj I had to fucking AGREE with that alksjfdlkj ahhhh. DUDE I WAS WEARING GUY JEANS WTF ALSKDFJLKJ AHHHH. I couldn't even bring myself to lie and be all "...yeah... boys should be all boy-y and girls should be all girl-y" So then she's all "I'll help you out" and started being all "Guys should all act macho and girls should wear dresses all the time and be nice" and I was all "NO NO I DON'T THINK THAT!" Heh before that all I was like "er.. well... uh... it depends on your idea of what a guy should act like and what a girl should act like... or.. something" and then my teacher was like "...what'd you say?" and I was all "I have no idea...." lakjsdflkj wtf was the point of that ahhhh

The next few weeks need to be overrrr as;lkdfjlaksjdflkj

[stealthy stealing powers] Bet you'll never guess I stole this from Jackie! ...shh I am too stealthy. And soooo not procrastinating science fair that thing I don't need to be reminded of right now.

1.Full name and nick names?
Full is Michelle Marie I'd-rather-not-give-you-my-last-name.
Nicknames? er... Michi? Shell/Shell(e)y kind of died. But some people call me Michi sometimes... more online than in real life though. I think they're just too lazy to type out my full first name.

2.Birthday and sign?
01/14/89 and... Capricorn. Goat pride, man.

3.Favorite Fruit?
er... watermelon

4.What do you look for in the opposite sex?
...I don't LOOK for anything. If I like them, I like them. If I don't, I... don't. I generally like people that I have crap in common with and can talk to easily.

5.If you could turn into an animal which would it be?
er... a bird.

6.If you could meet one person in the world who would it be?
...uh... ;lkajsflkjlkj can I meet Hilary Duff and then kill her? er... aljksfklj I really don't know x_x bah.

7.Favorite quote?
errrrrr... "Close your eyes..." woosh! ...no. Heh. "Why even have an ass if you won't answer it (pick it up?)?" Mm Wonderfalls. er I don't nkow. "Jiggly jiggly, like jello! Except jello would break and manboobies don't break." I think Tiffany has good logic. "Don't smell my pants!" and "Bite Pierre?!" Hee. And and "You're even prettier than before, Accountant Boy. Now you're like . . . Sexy Accountant, the Office Stud." and "Would you like to see my garbage disposal?" and and "Are you gay? Do you enjoy the company of other men? Do you take deep pleasure from saying the word bananahammock?" :) Ok I'm done.

8.Ever been in love?
No. :)

9.What's on the walls of your room?
...posters. And the drawings Adri's drawn me for birthdays/Christmas presents [thaaaaank you for all of those, btw. They're 90187293875 times better than all the posters I have]. ...yeah that's kind of it. It takes up a lot of space though.

10.Is the glass half-empty or half-full?
Yeah. Always hated this expression x_x I never could remember which one was the pessimistic one and which was optimistic anyways. But if that's what you want to know.. then I'm pessimistic. But in terms of the glass... I threw it at the wall, so there is no glass anymore :)

11.What is on your ceiling?
Still posters.

12.Pick a song that describes you or one that you can relate to:
Er... no? Heh. "Time is Running Out" by Muse. It relates to the time running out for my fucking science project and all those other projects the next few weeks [...ok it's possible that's not what they meant when they wrote the song...] ...er... I really can't think of any.

13.Favorite movies?
I dont' really have any favorites! Sigh. kjalskf Matrix? Just 'cause I love all the action crap? ajdf;lkj blah!

14.Favorite color?
...er... I don't know. black?

15.Did Adam and Eve have belly buttons?
...[skipping this question]

16.If you were a dog what would your name be?
Benji! ahahahahah ...er... not because of... teenieness or obsession or whatever. Just 'cause I suddenly remembered that fromlike last year. Don't you think Benji would make a good dog name? I think so. lkf seriously, I don't know though

17.Do you type with your fingers on the right keys?
Yse.
[cough, that was supposed to be ironic, cough]

18.What do you first notice when you meet someone of the opposite sex?
...er.... eyes or hair.

19.Do you secretly believe you came from Mars?
...no, not really...

20.If you could do one thing to the person you hated most what would it be?
Hit them with a shovel. Or just hit them, period.

21. What's the best number in the world?
Your mom.

22.What grade are you in?
9th. Lowly freshman. Yay!

23.How tall are you?
5'4''. But I think my mom lies to me.

24.Time you were born?
6:48, I believe.

25.Are you listening to any songs right now?
Yes. "Timberwolves at New Jersey." I'm listening to their CD on my computer.

26.Who's your bestfriend online?
I used to have strictly online friends... but that died [and that's a good thing x_x] So... people I actually... talk to online? Er... in order of... most-talking-to-ness: Tiffany, Jackie, Annie. Galaxy and Emma less... like... every once and... awhile. Yeah. Same with Justin, Tina, and Lulu.

27.Who are your good friends off-line?
...er... I guess... well I used to say with questions like this, anyone who's reading this. But then I found out a bunch of random people read this that I didn't know about before. So... alksjfkj Annie, Jackie, Tiffany, Lulu [...not as much this year, though... kind of drifted... but I still talk to her before school seeing as... I'm... at her house. Most of the time. Except now my mom just takes me to school instead of her house, for some reason], er... Galaxy I'd say. Adriana I think I used to be better friends with (I remember talk to her during and after 7th grade a lot... but not so much anymore... still I'd consider her a pretty good friend) I don't know if Emma and Soan are like... good friends... but... I'm better friends with them this year than last year, I'd say, which is good. Same with Justin. Rosa I think I'm better friends with this year, even though half the time I want to strangle her :) eh not half the time... just... l;askjf woosh. Er. More people I know better this year... I think I talk to Tina and Michelle Lee more this year than last year... but... I wouldn't consider them good friends either, since I don't really talk to them unless we're in like... a group of people. hmmm... that's it. Sorry if you're reading this and I left you out x_x I probably still consider you a... friend. Unless you're just randomly stalking me which is quite creepy :)

28. What's your favorite Radio Station?
Mm. IDOBI! WOOSH! ...fine. Er. KROQ! Mm KROQ loves me

29.Funniest Person online?
...er... I know... Tiffany's said a lot of amusing things online [see my profile!] on terms of... ONLINE online-y people... whee for lestat!

30.Do you go in the chat rooms?
With Annie, Tiffany, and Jackie recently. Which is cool, but usually at least 2 of us die. Or all of us.

31.Do you consider yourself Nice or mean?
...I think I'm nice... You konw, there are a lot of times I want to hit/yell at Amber, and I don't. I think that says a lot about me x_x Heh. alskjf yeah I think Im' pretty nice usually...

32.What annoys you?
Netspeak. Anywhere. [keep it awaaaaay] Er. I agree with Jackie on the whole... no question mark at the end of sentence thing. I'll see your... yeah, and raise you a "adding a question mark when it's not a question." [Such as: "List all the causes of World War I?" I always want to answer with crap like that, "No, I'd rather not."] er... annoying people annoy me :) Hilary Duff and crew. FOX [daaaammnn youuuuu. 4 FUCKING EPISODES AHHHHHH]. lkajsf yeah. Crap like that.

33.Favorite candy?
Probably.

34.Least favorite candy?
There's a chance.

35.Have you ever broken a body part?
No, not broken...

36.Do you have a Boyfriend?
no

37.What state do you want to go to?
I like CA. I think I've been to the states I'd want to go to.

38.When was the last time you were sick?
x_x Don't remind me. Er... back in late February/early March. Don't you remember when I was gone for like... ever? ...or, you know, 7 days. That was a long time out, though.

39.Favorite singer?
...singer, singer? No. Group? ...no don't make me choose... go look at the list!

40.Least Favorite singer?
Hilary Duff. Avril Lavigne. [can you count either of them as singers? I feel like there should be air quotes..]

41.Favorite group?
See list :) Right now... Muse, The Killers, Taking Back Sunday [x_x Tiffany you got me all into them again... you do that a lot... like I'll like a band... then you'll like it several months later a lot and then all of a sudden I start listening to them again and like them a lot again], The Descendants, Anti-Flag, NOFX, Something Corporate, FM Static. So I lied, I listed them. But go look at the list of bands too! Because those are only of the moments... which means like... the next.. day or so.

42.Wish?
;alksdjfkjl;adjf i need a fucking new computer. Aaaand alskdfjlkj for George W. Bush to be a one-term president. Sigh.

43.What do you remember most about this year?
Since January or... school year? Since January... er... festival. SP/MXPX concert, Yellowcard/Something Corporate concert, alkfjlj whatsit AH concert for compassion. Getting verrry angry at Joel. Getting into LJ. er... doing pretty well during finals and somehow managing an A in science. hm... oooh snowboarding with Annie :) 2(? I think) sleepovers. ..yeah I'll stop here...

44.Favorite TV shows?
The O.C., Wonderfalls [damn you], Everwood, Gilmore Girls [IT'S GETTING GOOD AGAIN YES], Angel, Queer Eye

45.Favorite sound?
good music! Yay!

46.Worst feeling in the world?
I doubt I've felt the very worst feeling in the world. I know, though, what makes me feel like crap: feeling left out or unwanted. Loneliness.

47.Best feeling in the world?
People just... like.. la;skjf knowing you matter to people. That you can make them happy. And being around people that can make you happy. Doing well on tests you studied nothing for. And even better, doing well on tests you studied for. Writing an essay you thought was crap and.. somehow getting an A. When Adam gets his Adamness back and then he makes out with The Office Stud [Jessseee Layssseeee].

48.Where do you see yourself in 10 years?
Er... graduated from college and hopefully employed. It'd be nice to be in a serious relationship. Having lots of friends. Just... being happy? I hope.

49.Future Son names?
..er... Pierre-d! Ha, remember that, Annie? ...er... don't know, really.

50.Future Daughter names?
Again with the not-knowing.

51.What is the WORST MOVIE you can think of that you have seen?
...that I've seen? Er.. Drumline! Yay! Worst movie that I haven't seen, Lizzie McGuire Movie! Yay!

52.What do you collect?
...CD's? Not really collecting... and magazines I suppose, now.

53.Favorite Songs?
er... look at list of songs

54.Favorite Actresses?
...er... Rachel Bilson, Alyson Hannigan, Emily Van Camp

55.Favorite Actors?
Adam Brody, Christian Kane, Gregory Smith

56.Favorite Class?
Band, actually, because I odn't feel any pressure anymore. And global when we're not doing our ambassador project

57.Least Favorite Class?
Science, because dude, it's science x_x Eww alskjfk hate hate hate. And english because... she's gone like... stupid.

58.Favorite Broadway plays?
Phanton of the Opera! Yay! [cough CABARET TOO cough but... I don't know if that's on Broadway]

59.Dream vacation spot?
...I like staying here... I've had enough vacations for a lifetime. Er... but I wanna see Canada...

60.What is your favorite stuffed animal?
...er... I don't have one..

61.If you knew you were going to die tomorrow, what would you do?
I'd get unlazy and go stalk some bands :) I'd probably just spend some time with my friends and family. And then kill George W. Bush. Or Hilary Duff. Or both.

62.If you could live in ANY movie you wanted, what movie would you live in?
..er.. none. I like reality.

63.If you could have one, inhuman quality, what would it be?
I'd like to fly. Or... read people's thoughts.

64.Favorite Websites?
Livejournal! [hott_baguettes!] er... Televisionwithoutpity.com

65.Favorite Holiday?
Any that requires us to skip school.

66.Favorite Flowers?
none

67.Favorite Magazines?
AP

68.Favorite Smells?
...the kind that don't smell like crap!

69.Favorite Soundtracks?
...none? I don't think Grind's was too bad.

70.What is the first thing you think of when you wake up in the morning?
"Not again..."

71.Storms? Are they cool or scary?
It's cool when it's not... loud and surprising.

72.If you could dye your hair any color what would it be?
...er... darker maybe?

73.What is your dream car?
any type that runs

74. Were you named after anyone?
no.

75. If you were making a movie about yourself, what would the title be?
"Like Woosh."

76. Are you trendy?
lyk omg ub cooors!!

...no. Not that I know of.

77. Any bad habits?
...shredding. Shut up x.x


...lastly... I think Tiffany needs to not move. 'Cause that would be bad.

Mm. I want a new layout already x_x This one didn't come out quite how I wanted it to when I made it. Sigh. lakjsflkj whatever. I won't have time to make a new one for weeks, anyways. Well. Maybe Friday/Saturday night. I usually stay up rather late then. So.. maybe one of those nights. Don't even know what to make it of, though. Sigh.

lkajslkfj fuck science fair aahhhhhhhhhhh. [still hasn't started] HEY. AT LEAST I HAVE AN IDEA FOR WHAT I'M GOING TO DO. THAT'S SHOULD BE SATISTFACTORY ENOUGH. alskdjflakjsflkj

Dude: I'd like you to be my wife.
Dudette: OMG!!! [starts crying happily]
Dude: [...waits awkwardly for several minutes...]
Dudette: ...OH YEAH! Of course I will!

Hee. That amused me. She like freaked out over it all happily but didn't actually say yes. It was cute, though. She was cool.

alskjflkjlkjslakj hate hate hate school x_x So many fucking projects. Can't wait til next week is over. Or the week after that. ...or until the Ambassador project is over in June. Or until finals are over.

You know what? I just can't wait till school is out x_x

Actually, in comparison, this year went way faster than 8th grade, I think. It didn't always feel like it at times, but now I'm like "whoa what?! Less than 2 months left of school?!?! holy fuck!" and last year I was like "...shouldn't we have been let out about 5 months ago... I think we've been in school long enough..." So yeah. Stuff like Los Vegas seems ages ago, but... the year didn't seem to drag on too much. Well, kind of in January/February, but... it's just such a dreary time of year. Besides, we had lotsa days off, so it wasn't so bad.

Hm. Yeah. My teacher hadn't known I'd actually started bass clarinet, and so he asked when I'd start it and I told him I'd been playing it for a few weeks. And already I had surprised him with finally having paperclips on my assignment pages so I could actually find the pages. He was all "I'm afraid what you're going to have to tell me next week..." Heh. How about, "There's a good chance I'll be playing tenor instead of clarinet for marching season in 10th grade!" No. I think that'd about give him a heart attack. And I know he'll ask me what I have to tell him and I'll jus tsay nothing, but I'll be reeeeeeally wanting to tell him on the inside, just... to be mean. lkajflkja I like him, but then I really really don't. It's odd. He always manages to embarrass me and pick on everything I do, except when it comes to actual clarinet playing. Sigh. Except he helped me play accents better. But that's all he's taught me. Sigh. I don't even see the point of lessons anymore. I like clarinet and all, and I want to continue it. Just... on my own. I'd be more... for this if I was still on clarinet, but.. I'm not. So it really doesn't matter if I improve on it or not, because... it won't affect my bass clarinet playing.

...heh. Jannet asked me during band today if I was on bass clarinet or contra bass. Contra bass is like... p9172u4poiu times larger than bass clarinet. I think it's taller than me.

...I'm feeling really random right now. alskjflkj grrrr science fair ack. aksld;fkjl;kjlkdjf

She still has her fucking teacher of the week sign up, from last week! She's doing it just to spite me, I know it x_x

1) CAT6 Math section is such a joke. Anyone who can't get a 90 or above in that section should be shot x_x Or... at least... shamed. It's like seriously... -8-(-6). Hm. Tough one.

2) Heeeee. Jackie and I went teenie over Brandon [narrator guy of Cabaret] Jackie and I went to buy cookies in the lunchline and then I thought I saw him walking right in front of us and I waited for him to be out of range and then like pointed it out to Jackie. Then when we came back Jackie got a drink at the vending machine around the corner from the one I was getting one from. When I got my Pepsi, I went around the corner to... watch her get a drink, and then he was standing in line right behind her. I started cracking up just 'cause... I was imagining her reaction to seeing him suddenly behind her, so I went back around my corner and laughed out of range of them. It was amusing. Then we commented that he had nice hair, dressed well, and walked well. It was just... really funny. Yeah. I want to buy the schools' Cabaret thing on VHS/DVD/whatever...

3) ;lksjf people in my French class don't get the concept of math. Our teacher did the tests out of 200 when they should've been out of 175, right? Like... instead of adding it up, if we say... missed 3 points, then she'd take 3 from 200 and we got a 197 out of 200. Except the test was only worth 175, so she realized this and told us all to take away 25 from out actual score and 25 from 200, because it should've been out of 175 [meaning she should've taken 3 from 175, not 200.] However, when people did this, their percent dropped like... a sliver, and they were all really mad. a;lsdfjkj wtf. Dude. DUH it's going to go down. If you have 99/100 and then you take away 96 from each, you have 3/4, which is 75%, opposed to the 99% from before. OF COURSE IT'S GOING TO GO DOWN. And that's the grade they should've had originally, it's not like it was wrong x_x My grade only went down like 0.03% anyways! l;aksjdfklj geez people

4) klajlsfd still haven't done any work on science fair. I'm gonna try to at least take notes for everything up to experimental design tonight x.x I imagine that I'll be doing everything up to procedures Friday night and on Saturday I'll be doing the actual experiment x.x Sigh

5) Practicing for solo with the piano woman Saturday at 10 AM. I should practice. Oh, and we have a chair test Friday. Need to practice for that too, but not too much, because I already practiced for it during spring break because I got the date for that chair test mixed up with another and... yeah. Nevermind.

6) The O.C. tonight! Finale next Wednesday! alskdfjklj yessss

7) ...oh... I need to remember to ask Danny if I can interview him about South Africa for my Ambassador project... I think it's due next Tuesday x.x Ah well that's why I put it in my blog, because I'll see it and remember! ...at least, in theory, that's what'll happen...

8) Fuck. Other Ambassador project crap to do.

9) lkadjflkj english project. ;alksjdflkj pleeeeease let her give us an extension x.x I don't even have my book. alksjflkj I'm getting it Saturday. blah

10) I had a dream last night that I was in my mom's car and I was driving! It was cool :) I drove well. Except when.. you know how you turn left at like Campus to get into school/go to Turtle Rock? Well I was supposed to break because it was a red light, but I accidentally pressed on the gas and when I got to the breaks it was too late and I was in the intersectin and I was freaking out and somehow the car spun around and then I went straight again except I kept going, I didn't turn left, so...I was all freaking out about what I was going to do. But until then, it was cool!

There you go. Ten Things About... My Life, I Suppose.

Stolen from Jackie/Tiffany 'cause I'm bored as hell, and it's much wiser to be filling out a survey than starting my science fair project.

Name: Michelle
Nickname(s): ...er... Michi. People used to kind of call me Shell/Shell(e)y, but that died.
Age: 15
Sex: Female
B-day: 01/14/89
Zodiac animal: er... is it.. the one with Capricorn [the goat] or...the... other thing? With the years? ...I don't know. Goat.
Astrological sign: Capricorn
Ethnicity: uh... asian with a cock [blame Annie... or.. .whoever came up with that last year, but I just have a feeling it was Annie.] Er. Specifically? Irish, English, French, German, Austrian, Scottish. But otherwise, caucasian. [see Asian with a... yeah! It's not my fault go away]
Religion: none [atheism's not a religion]
Philosophy: to... kill you. Gr.
Eye color: blue
Hair color: blonde
Height: 5'...4?'' But I think my mom lies to me...
Weight: ...I actually have no idea... I don't think I've weighed myself since I was like... in 5th grade..
Preferred eye color: I like my eyes
Preferred hair color: I like my hair. Eh. Well. I want to cut a few inches. And maybe red streaks? But... I'm lazy enough that I've wanted this for several months now and still don't have it, so... you guess how much I reeeeally want it.
Preferred height: x_x Taller.
Preferred weight: less, probably. But if I was a lot taller, it wouldn't matter as much, as long as the weight stayed the same.
City: If I know you and your'e reading this... then... you know this already. And if I don't know you and you're reading this, then why do you want to know? O_o
State: CA
High School(s): It's like a college, except a high school. [ooh subtle]
College/Universities: The ones that accept me. Preferably in CA. Preferably good. I'll take what I can get x.x
Occupation: Student
Hobbies: computer. Spectrum. Fics. Music. Concerts. ...sadly, that's it.
Musical instruments played: piano, some guitar, clarinet, bass clarinet. Oh, and kind of recorder. Er, and I don't mean like how they teach us in 3rd grade the notes G, A, and B and then we play hot cross buns. I actually have like... 2, and I was bored one night and looked it up online. Learned various fingerings and played some crap. Kind of have forgotten it now, but... yes.
Languages spoken (or programming languages known): Er. English. I'm in French 2. That's sadly all.
Do you have your drivers license? ...I will... in... approximately... 9 months, if all goes as planned.
What kind of car do you have? none x_x The cars I have are my parents', not mine.
What kind of car do you want? any kind that actually goes. I'm not picky.
Have a xanga? No. Xangas bug me. Sorry. Have a blog, though. Obviously.
Addicted to it? to the blog? Not really.
What other addictions do you have? er... none x_x There's a 50% chance I'm an alcoholic, though, so... there ya go. I could be addicted to alcohol.
Pets (names, types): Derek, Jason, Piper, Caitlin [cockatiels (birds)]; Moon [bunny]
Computer: the type that barely functions at all but it functions enough that my mom thinks I can wait several more years before getting a new one.
What online games do you play? tetris. Otherwise, I don't know.
Tattoos: none
Piercings: one in each ear. Not for much longer, if I don't like buy any earrings.
Secret about you that everyone already knows: ...but then it wouldn't be a secret.
Any Obsessive-Compulsive behavior? er... kind of. I'm a perfectionist... but an apathetic one... which is kind of... not. Yeah.

Favorite (if any)
Color: Black? I guess?
Crayola Crayon: indigo! BOOYA.
Animal: the animal type
Gemstone: garnet, 'cause it's my birthmonth and highly underappreciated.
Food: don't care about food.
Meal: er...
Drink: pepsi
Period of History: World War II/Holocaust. WWI and the French Revolution are also interesting. Apparantely I like wars :)
TV show: Wonderfalls [damn you FOX], The O.C., Angel, Everwood [it's getting good again!], Gilmore Girls [see brackets for Everwood], Friends [wtf 2 episodes left?! ahhhhh], Queer Eye
Cartoon/anime: I hate cartoons. x_x
Book: er..."Passage" or "Doomsday Book" by Connie Willis
Movie: I don't really like movies... or I like them, but all equally.
Video game/Computer game: The Sims! Yay!
Type of music (rock, J-pop, etc): Rock, pop-rock, pop-punk, punk, emo, indie, etc.
Song: ...er... song? As in singular? As in one? Erm... almost everything on my Rock against Bush CD, and everything to the left. I can't choose one. Do you not know me?
Band/singer: ..right now... alkfjlkjl NHOI, The Killers, NOFX
Writer: Connie Willis. In the fanfiction world... lestat, flashditzie [the thing is, usually her fics rock, but then sometimes they're just off O_o], mareep(a?), er.. yeah. Lestat the most.
Artist: I liked Picasso when I was a kid a lot...
Actor: Adam Brody right now
Actress: ...er... Rachel Bilson right now
Subject in school: History, when we're not focusing on all that development crap. And math, usually.
Mythical creature: the mythical type
Monster: William the Bloody x_x Angelus. I miss when they were cool.
Vacation spot: ...er... CANADA. YEAH.
Foreign nation: er... France. New Zealand.
Figure from history: the... historical type
James Bond actor: go away
SNL actor/actress: see above
Fast food chain: in-n-out
Flavor of jam: strawberry
Pie: pumpkin!
Pizza toppings: cheese, and like... no sauce x.x Not too much at least. Like, a thin thin barely detectable layer
Dessert: chocolate mousse! yum
Fragrance: ...dunno. Hot topic? Barnes and Noble? ...shuddap I like their smells...
Holiday: ...anytime where I get presents x_x I'm greedy
Comic: ...er... SLUGGY! And JTHM
Flower: ...no
Shampoo: ...i don't know O_o
Type of chocolate: chocolate truffles own you
LotR character: Sam rocked mega-ly. Frodo 'cause I used ot be really into Elijah Woods. Aragorn 'cause.. ;aksfj. Gollum.
Stuffed animal: that's nice.
Battleship tactic: where you kill stuff and win?
Monopoly piece: the dog
Geek activity: researching crap online, reading
Put-down/shutdown: i'll kill you :) how about that?
Corny joke: "Want to see my garbage disposal" ahahahahahahhahahahahhahahahaha that is too corny shut up. la;kjdf no one's gonna get that except Annie and Tiffany. You fools.

Preferences
Coke/Pepsi: pepsi man
Cats/Dogs: dogs
Writing/Reading: reading because it requires less effort.
Internet/TV: ...I don't want to have to choose... I want both...
Democrat/Republican: Democrat
Conservative/Liberal: liberal
RPG/FPS: RPG
Avengers/X-men: x men
George W. Bush/Stimpy: Stimpy! Whoooo!
Crunchy PB/Smooth PB: smooth
OJ with pulp/OJ without pulp: I don't like orange juice
PC/Macintosh: PC
Red Pill/Blue Pill: I don't take pills. Unless their Advil. So, pink.
Car/SUV: car. SUV's suck.
Pillsbury Dough Boy/Stay Marshmallow Man: marshmallow man sounds cooool and the dough boy bugs me.
Real milk/Soy milk: real
Fire/Ice: ice, because my room happens to be 098234098790275pir8872380 degrees right now
Bugs Bunny/Daffy Duck: ...er... daffy duck
Marching band/Symphony orchestra: can I choose neither? er... marching band
Arms/legs: ...arms.
Mario/Luigi: Luigi
Trail mix/Popcorn: popcorn.
Music/lyrics: ..but.. music includes the lyrics... a;lksjdfl;kjlkjalskdjfkj stop making up nonsensical crap.
Kleenex/Kerchief: kleenex
Mountain Dew/Having your eyes clawed out by squirrels: ...but I don't like mountain dew... FINE mountain dew and then I can throw the mountain dew away. While it's still full.
Chess/Go: ...no.
Just leave your computer/Put up an away message: er.. usually I put up an away message... sometimes I forget
Classical Phyics/Relativity/Quantum Physics: your mom. OOOOH.
Star Wars/Star Trek: star wars
Jeopardy/Wheel of Fortune: jeopardy!
PoTAto/PoTAHto: poTAto
Transitive Verbs/Intransitive Verbs: ...who has a favorite type of verbs? O_o
Complain/Pent it up: ...I do both...
Virtue/Evil: evil, yay!
Finesse/Brute Force: ...er... a;lksjfk I don't knoooow
Clay/Ruben: fruity!
Rain/Shine: rain "wish it were waiting 'cause I hate every beautiful day"
Spearmint/Peppermint: peppermint
What you have/What's behind the door: it depends on what I have...
Offense/Defense: defense
Stars/Moon: stars
Driver/Shotgun/Backseat: driver. Soon, damnit, soooon.

What kind of _____ fits you?
Animal: ...er... the Michelle kind
Food: ...the kind that tastes good
Drink: PEPSI
Mythical creature: I don't know...
Flower: Aylee's pretty flower stage
Geometric shape: circle. Because they're nice and I can never draw them goodly
Color: ...k;alsjflkjg;lkjg;lkajsdfoipwoet that is too a color

Numbers
Favorite Number: 13
Siblings: 0
GPA: When? Right now it's a 4.0. Same as last semester.
Course credit hours this semester: ...dunno...
Hours spent on IM each week: more than should be spent on AIM
% interest on your savings account: something like 8%? Or on my CD account...
Annual net income: not sure
Squares on a checkerboard: ...64?
Your estimate for the weight of a manatee: 298375iji23urpfu902835iupu203895 pounds
Pi: 3.14159265489. Of course I didn't just jack Jackie's answer. [hee jack Jackie! Like Butt Bae, except not!]
Continuous push-ups: I forget... not very many though.
Continuous pull-ups: er... 2.
Continuous sit-ups/crunches: I forget...
Mile time: I don't remember x.x Notso hot. I think my best was in the 11's? Yeah. I can't run.

Evaluation Purpose Only
songs on your harddrive: er... not too many.. several hundred? But they're mostly just CDs I burned onto my computer.
Pirated movies on your harddrive: none anymore
Chubby Bunny marshmallows: ...
People on your buddy list: 29! Just switched to my screenname [made it like last November] and I performed a buddylist cut :) Only people I actually talk to/want to view their profile's are on it :)
Xangas youre subscribed to: I don't use Xanga. xanga sucks
People subscribed to your xanga: ...see... above...
Movies you see in a month: ...like... 0? I don't see a movie every month
Hours of community service a year: ...so far? ...3 x_x
Enemies: ...er.. none that actually know I hate them. So they're not really enemies.

Can you...
Pat your head and rub your stomach? yes
Walk and chew gum? yeah
Jumprope? yeah
Swim? yeah
Play bridge? no
Fly? ...like Dahvid can? :) suuure!
Touch your toes? yeah
Touch your nose with your tongue? ...I was close...
Walk this straight line? yeah
Walk the talk? how does one walk a talk?
Stand on your head and drink water? ...I've never actually tried...
Make balloon animals? ...no.
Cry on cue? not so much on cue? I can make myself cry though.
Wiggle your ears? ...no
Solve a Rubiks cube? no
Do math? yes.
Speak in public: ...sort of...

Romance
Number of crushes ever had: ...like... ever, ever? O_o Er. Like... I don't know! 5 or so?
Current number of crushes: One! Pierre/David! Yay! ...oh, you mean on like, actual people? As in singular, and not on a relationship? ...fine x_x 0
Number of boyfriends/girlfriends ever had: ...0. Unless you count that guy when I was like... 3. But I don't, because dude, I was 3.
Current number of boyfriends/girlfriends: 0
Do you want a/another boyfriend/girlfriend? ...I don't really care either way. If I liked the guy that asked me out or whatever, then I'd want him to be my boyfriend. If I didn't like him then.. I wouldn't want one. Or... him, I guess. a;lksjdf well fine. It really doesn'tmatter to me.
Number of people youve broken up with: 0
Number of people who have broken up with you: 0
Define a date: I'm not a dictionary! Go to dictionary.com x_x
Are you married? ...yes. Of course I'm married x_x
Do you want to be married? eventually, probably
If yes, at what age? late twenties/early thirties
Define love in three words: love goes woosh
Have you ever been in love? no
Are you in love? no
How important is love? ...in... what?
Describe heartbreak with three words/phrases: Phrase 1: When Joel hits on Tony right in front of Benji's nose. Phrase 2: When Pierre dates girls right in front of David's nose. Phrase 3: When Adam loses his Adamness because Jesse's being an idiot. Awwwwww. Phrase 3 the most :)
Want children? not sure
If yes, at what age? after I'm married... in my mid-thirties. If I have any kids, I don't want too many. At most, like... 2.
If yes, how many? ...seeabove
If yes, what gender? doesn't matter

Preferences (For your perfect someone)
Gender: male
Ethnicity: doesn't matter
Eye color: I like blue... but as long as his eyes are pretty, it doesn't matter :)
Hair color: dark, usually.
Height: taller than me. Ha, yeah, that's so hard to find
Weight: as long as he doesn't jiggle when I poke him, it's all good
Intelligence: that would be nice x_x Yes. Definitely/
Appearance: ...I don't really care... I mean of course it matters, I'd be lying if I said it didn't, but... it's really not that important. If he likes the same crap as me and is all sarcastic and smart and nice and cool, then... his looks aren't relaly important.
Three adjectives to describe him/her: not an asshole
Three traits you desire: intelligence, sarcasm [or understanding of sarcasm], gay [OK fine, that won't work x_x], er... not an asshole
Three traits you dont desire but could tolerate: er... if he's really religions... as long as he doesn't like force it on me, that's fine... er... lkjal;kjfklj stuff that's not bad but not good.
Three traits you couldnt tolerate: liking Hilary Duff, doing drugs/smoking/alcohol before 18 [haha guess what? drinking underage isn't cool x_x neither is doing drugs!], supporting George Bush. Eh ok, I might be able to tolerate that. But I'd have to hit him a lot. Being homophobic or racist or whatever in any way.

Have you ever...
lied to your parents: yes
shoplifted: no
vandalized: no.
drank underage: no
purchased alcohol underage: no
smoked underage: no
viewed internet porn underage: no.
been to an adult toy shop: no.
been to a strip club: no
taken drugs: no. Except Advil. But not in the drug-type-way.

Word Association (I give a word/phrase, you give your response)
Hello: dude
Time for school: shut up!
Captain Crunch: ew
Doctor: ew
Internet porn: ...on... the internet
BDSM: I find it sad that I'm like... the only person I've seen take this survey who knows what this is x_x At least, I'm assuming, because all I saw before were question marks and "what?" and such. Er... Buffy/Spike. 'Cause there are a lot of Buffy/Spike fics that have BDSM in them. And Buffy in general, because there was this aaaaaaawesome Willow/Spike fic that had some of that in it.
RTS:...ok this I don't know.
LotR: slash
Neopets: hahaha 6th grade
Panda: Bright! alskdflk heee Everwood
lol: ...how about not? WHY ARE YOU LAUGHIGN DAMN YOU!??!?!
Nevermore: that time in English... and.. I think Robert.. was all "Nevermore, Gavin!"
White rabbit: playboy shut up
Sour cream: ew
Schrodinger: ..dunno...
Liquor: no.
BG: ..all right... O_o [doesn't get it]
^_^ : WHY ARE YOU SO PERKY!?!??!
Do NOT Push This Button: I can't find the button
Nemo: woosh
w00t: i'm gonna hurt you

Random
Preferred super power: er... teleportation
Have you ever had an imaginary friend? sure! ...well ok not really.
How much would I have to pay you to eat a stick of butter? .. probably not much, but I'd say a lot so I'd get a lot of money :)
Where is the happiest place on earth? fanfic world where David and Pierre are together and Adam and Jesse are all wooshy
Whats your screen resolution? 1024x768
Your first friend: ...erm... Karissa I believe.
Define wisdom: what I don' thave!
Define intelligence: see above!
Define sense: What George W. Bush doesn't have! That actually applies to all of these...
If all of lifes a game, whats your game and why? soccer, because I can kick you
What level of Hell are you going to? ...er...
Preferred method of death: the not painful type
Preferred method of killing someone you hate: as long as they die, I don't care
Player? Pimp? Ho? whore!
Are you a band if you don't play an instrument? sure!
Is it ok to lie? ...yeah. I know it's not supposed ot be, but everyone does and it's not going to kill you to tell a few lies. As long as you're not lying all the time to everyone. Just... a few small ones.
If you had a nickel for everytime what happened, you'd be rich: ...I went pee! Yay!
Your Gangster Nickname (ie. "Pretty Boy" Floyd): M-dawg. ...ew. No.

I'm oddly in a really good mood.

We had the stupid CAT 6/STAR testing crap today. So fucking boring. They give us like 3 times the amount of time needed. And wtf they test us on CS-1 AND CS-2 when we haven't even finished CS-1 yet! I bet I got like... a 30 on the science part. If I'm lucky x_x The rest was easy.

But it was good, because we got out at 12:10 today. Actually the teacher who's room I was in let us out at 12:00. I think he was bored. But yeah. That was good. Then I walked home, but it wasn't that bad. Besides, I need the exercise; I'm pretty damn out of shape.

So yeah. Then I came home, ate lunch, and... am here. And for some reason I'm in a really good mood :) Everytime that happens things start to suck really quickly, but for now I'll enjoy it.

Mm. Woosh.

a;lsdfjlk headache gack. I think I'm dehydrated x_x

...nothing worth mentioning happened today...

I told my mom that my science teacher was teacher of the week last week and she laughed at me.

You know what's annoying? When.. you don't use sarcasm.. and people think you did. a;slkfjdlk like:

Eleasa: Wait, what tests do we have tomorrow?!
Me: ...STAR testing...
Connie: [laughs] You and your sarcasm!
Me: ...but that wasn't... we do have STAR testing...
Eleasa: No, I Mean like, what exactly? Like English?
Me: Nah, we have Japanese testing tomorrow. [pause, points] THAT'S sarcasm.

But she ignored me/didn't hear me x_x al;ksdjf I was being serious... I thought Eleasa thought we had some test in English tomorrow.. and I was saying no, we had STAR testing... alkfj but then all of a sudden Connie starts laughing and is all "haha sarcasm haha isn't it funny haha why aren't you laughing? hahahahaha!" a;slkdjfjk

...erm... nothing else... The next few weeks... really will suck though. Tomorrow's going to suck, just because I'm gonna have to fucking walk home x_x Uphill. a;lskjfdlaksjfdlkasjdfl;akjsdflkj damnit. But I won't have my bass clarinet, so eh. Whatever, I guess.

LAKSJDFK HEY JACKIE [and anyone who cares]! I FIGURED OUT A SCIENCE PROJECT!!! [proud] Ok, so... now I've got like 1/10000000th of it done. Only.. the rest to go!

It needs to be July 2nd.

...somehow... I keep... losing my shirts...

Shirts lost in the past like year:
1) Something Corporate t-shirt; black, red box with white letters that said something corporate and then one of those little copyright signs.
2) Camo-MADE shirt I wanted forever and finally got last Christmas. Yeah. No clue where that is.
3) Something Corporate t-shirt I bought at the YC/SoCo concert that's black with white letters.
4) One of my old old OLD SP shirts... I think the one that's like the SP sweatshirt Annie has... except mine is a shirt. Yeah. Not that it really matters, because it's a large and I don't like my shirts that are larges as much 'cause they're too big. Mediums are better.

...ok that's not very much. But... it is x.x I shouldn't be missing 4 freaking shirts.. there's like one or two others I think I'm missing that I'm just forgetting right now. Blah.

...other than that.. yeah. Nothing. I'm bored. I finished science homework mostly, I just have to figure wtf the worksheet means by "location". And, of course, I need to do my science project. But I'm gonna work on it from after dinner [like... 6:30ish?] to Charmed [8:00]. Just get whatever I can done. The rest I've split up during this week and next. I should be ready to do the actual experiment Saturday night, which is good, because my parents are going to some party and won't be home, so I can do everything without my mom or dad bugging me.

The next few weeks are going to suck:
May 3: Outside Reading Book project thing for English; haven't picked a book yet. FuckfuckfuckFUCK. I'll get it... oh wait... lkaj;flskjlakj Tiffany we have to go to spectrum Saturday because I need to get my English book! al;skdfjalksjf no no we haaaave to go... bribe or hit your mom or something. Blah. alksjdflk Annie can you go? asl;kdfjljk aaaaaahhh I didn't even connect those two til now. Like "Oh ok English book project. Need to get book." then "English project next Monday. I'll get book at spectrum." then "We're not going to spectrum this Saturday because Tiffany's mom's a butt and won't let her go." al;skdfjlaksjfd blah Annie better be able to go.
May 4: Some Ambassador project crap
May ...6?: Science Fair.
May 10: French CPR project. Nice of her to tell us this a little over 2 weeks in advance. x_x
May... 20-something: solo/ensemble festival. aldkjflkj
Late May: audition crap for wind ensemble

...May.. is not going to be fun. And then it'll be June, and June means finals. And the finishing of the Ambassador project. Sigh.

Yeah. Really, until school ends... school is gonna be hell x.x I really hate having clarinet lessons on Monday nights. I need to change it x.x

Cabaret wasn't bad. I actually liked it. I reeeally liked the narrator dude, played by Brandon Brown. I found it really ironic how he was dancing around and making suggestive like gestures around all these scantily clad girls and he's gay. Any other guy would be like "Am I in heaven?" but he'd be all "...eh.. whatever..." Yeah. He was awesome. Really amusing. They made him up to look vampiric/gothic. It was cool. The actual lead guy wasn't... that great of an actor, but he had a good voice, so it kind of balanced out. Kind of. The guy who does our announcements was in it O_o that was.. odd. Robert Serey [guy in my house classes] was in it. He had a solo. He... wasn't that great... Yeah. I kinda... was cracking up internally.. yeah.

But yeah. I know Annie and Justin didn't like it, but I did. [shrug] I want to go to more UNI musicals/plays.

;laksjfd crap. Tomorrow involves.. doing half my science fair project x.x lakjsdflkajfslkj hate hate hate.

Interviewer dude: Do you belive that U.S. credibility is on the line what with all the claims of Weapons of Mass Destruction in Iraq [or something like that...]
George W. Bush: ...I don't know what that means...

Yeah. This is our president, ladies and gentlemen.

Spectrum was yay. I got the Rock Against Bush CD aaaand... THE NEVER HEARD OF IT CD! WHOOOOO! i found it by accident too... it was just like... there. I got like.. 4 magazines. One of them was that punkplanet one. I wanna subscribe to it, it's cool. And... yeah. It's scary how much Claire's reminds us of Adam Lazzarra... but amusing as well. Hm. Oh and the guy at Mrs. Fields gave me a large coke and only charged me for a medium because I'm "a regular" he said. That's awesome man. Oh and with the Rock Against Bush ness there's a DVD. I watched it with Annie [she's over before we go see Cabaret at 7:30] and it was awesomeee. All... against Bush-y. And it had 4 music videos: Turncoat [Anti-Flag], Sorrow [Bad Religion], I dfon't know the title but it's by Strike Anywhere, and Franco Unamerican [NOFX]. It rocked. Yeah. So today's been good. And tonight should be good too. So, yay. :)

Today was very blah. Don't feel like talking about it. I still have a headache x.x I think it's cause I'm dehydrated. All through the schoolday and after school and wake up I'm like... really super thirsty. Well, I don't suppose it helps when it's like freaking 80 degrees at like... 10 in the morning x.x wtf ahhh HAVE YOU FORGOTTEN SPRING!? ISN'T IT SUPPOSED TO RAIN LIKE, MORE? PLEASE? AHHH. Ok, so it did last Saturday [...it was last Saturday, right?], but that doesn't count, because I went to spectrum and I don't want it to rain then.

Yeah. Cabaret tomorrow. Kinda looking forward to it. I heard that it gets really crappy by the end, but I don't care. Spectrumming tomorrow too. I have very little money [this time I actually don't have a lot of money and I'm not just saying that when I have like $50.] Whatever.

I was considering falling asleep in global. I kept almost falling asleep and I closed my eyes a lot. But i didn't fall asleep. Blah. I need sleep. I don't think I'm gonna stay up tonight like I usually do Friday's. I will Saturday 'cause... well, it's Saturday, and that's what they're for. But tonight... yeah. Sleep. I heard it's nice. I wouldn't know.

...this is all so very random.

People in Global are stupid x.x Our teacher was talking about how they don't translate the Qu'ran [sp? It's the religious document for Islam] because it's God's word, and if they write it down it becomes a holy paper and they can't like... hurt it in any way. But then Shawn or Gavin or someone stupid was all "Oh, but what if a Jewish person rips it or whatever? They couldn't go to hell 'cause they don't believe in it, so what would hapen?" because before he had say that Jewish people don't believe in hell/damnation. It'slike... wtf are you really that stupid? Ok, dude, nothing'll happen to the Jewish person from the Jew's pov, because.. it's not a holy paper to them because they don't believe in that religion. And from the Muslim's pov, they'll go to hell, because Muslim's do believe in hell/damnation and it is a holy paper to them. Duh. Seriously. Idiot.

Yeah. I'm feeling really blah right now. In band we had little private lesson things with the band director if we are gonna participate in the solo/ensemble festival. And after I was done with her, she was asking me how I liked bass clarinet and such, and that I'd be on clarinet during marching season and such. But then she was all "...or actually, maybe tenor. I think that'd make more sense." So... I might be on tenor next year for marching season. That'd be... different. Yeah. I kind of want to, but then I'm weak and lazy and... clarinet's like the easiest thing to march. I'd fail at marching tenor.

Ok. That'sit. I've run out of things to be random about.

Dude. We have a chair test/challenge/test/whatever tomorrow.

...andI don't care.

It's scary how much I don't care. I know if I was on non-bass clarinet, I'd be freaking out more but... I'm not right now. It's like... whatever, I'm 3rd now, and... I don't notice. It's just not important. This is one of the reasons I wanted to be on bass in the first place.

Mm I'm sorry Jackie, I didn't mean to be all blah over the cookies. I was just annoyed them, but I'm fine now. Yeah. I was just pissed off really becaues of the whole registration for summer school crap and... everything else was made like 198209875987123 times worse 'cause of the summer schoolness. I'm sorry that your forms were messed up x.x You should hit them. Or... something. That would make it better. Yeah.

...I watched the second half of Tru Calling. The end freaking surprised me like hell. And the fact that it surprised me surprised me, because Tru Calling is such a boring, inane show with like 90182389 plotholes an episode. But the end was... "Oh. Wow. Didn't see that coming." Although I'm thinking I might have if I'd actually watched the past.. like... 15 episodes. There's a 2 hour finale next week. I'm watching the last 1 1/2 hours of it :) Dude. Friends' second/third to last episode is waaaay more important. Aw all the commericals about Friends ["ONLY 3 EPISODES LEFT TIL IT'S OVERRRR!"] make me so sad. Sure, I haven't seen like the majority of the season, but still. It was [and still is] a really good show. It's sad when all these shows die. I was sad when Buffy died, even though... Buffy had been crap for the past 4 years. I'll be sad when Angel dies [EVEN WITH THE FUCKING CLIFFHANGER WTF ALSKDJFLAKSJF AHHHHHHH (still pissed about that)]. It's all just... yeah.

Heh. Looking back on that. "I'll be sad when Angel dies." Yeah. I meant the show. Don't take that as spoilers and that Angel will die in the finale. I meant the show. Mm. Yes.

This is all so very pointless. That's ok.

...there... was something I was going to say. And I really, really don't remember right now... It's scary how bad my memory is.

Joel was on TRL. I was watching the Buffy rerun and flipped to it during commercial just to see what was happening, and... he was there. Something about Hazen Street [first band signed to their label] recording their first video. All he said was the new album's coming out in September and it'd be different than last. Duh. Why the hell do people ask that question anyways? What the fuck do they THINK he's gonna say? "No, it's exactly the same as the second album. We like to be redundant and bore everyone with the same music all the time! Yay!" I wish I lived in New York so I could run over there and try to hit him with an empty water bottle [although at this point, I'm thinking he deserves to be hit with a full one.]

Lalala still don't know what i was going to say. alkj;lkjasf yeah. I need to practice x.x Blah. Headache needs to go away.

Today was utter crap.

Ok. So. Summer school registration. Wanted to take Driver's Ed and Health, much like every other person at the school [or at least in 9th grade]. So we gotout of English early and like raced to the line. Jackie's mom had come early and so we went in line with Jackie. But there were 5 of us, so a girl came up and yelled at us for cutting. Dude. Everyone was cutting, wtf was she only yelling at us?!?!?! I think they wouldn't have cared as much if there weren't as many of us [meaning not Connie and Eleasa x.x]. So we went to the back. After awhile the person told us we weren't gonna get in and the line was cut off before us so we should come back at lunch. So Galaxy and I went to the 300's. We asked our science teacher if we could get out of class early so we could be sure to get in, but then she said that teacher's weren't supposed to do that and so she wasn't going to [A;LKSJDFALKJ WTF NO OTHER TEACHER IN THE SCHOOL FOLLOW'S THAT AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH WTF DID SHE HAVE TO BE MY FOURTH PERIOD TEACHER?!?! X.X] She was all "Oh last quarter of your senior year you can take health instead of band!" and galaxy was all "...our band director is kind of... strict" Heh. aka bitchy. alksjf besides I don't wanna miss my last quarter of band! It'll be fun as a senior alkdfj;lkj I don't wanna miss my last quarter!

So then we left and saw Jackie coming and she said her mom was waiting in line for her and such. And then we suddenly for some reason [I forgot why] just decided to have her mom turn in ours too, 'cause lots of people were doing that. I stayed with Justin while they left. When they came back, they said that the people were handing out numbers. I was #127. Everyone else I knew had a higher number [except Galaxy, but her number was 128, so it's not like it was that big a difference].

During science in the beginning I was bitching about it all and Jackie offered to buy me food or whatever while I was waiting. So I gave her a dollar at the end of class and asked her to buy me cookies.

Ok so we went to lunch and they were taking people by 10's. We waited around doing nothing and Jackie came over to tell me something about a long line for Cabaret and she'd get my ticket for me tomrorow or something. I asked her if she bought me cookies and she was all "...er... no." but then she turned around and walked over in that direction, so I figured she'd get me cookies. I would've had time to get cookies myself in the end, but I didn't know that at the beginning of lunch, and besides, I thought she was getting them for me, so... why the hell would I go get them myself?

They ended up getting to like 111, and then anyone else had to come back after school x.x We went to the 300's and I asked Jackie if she got me any cookies. She hadn't. So. I had no lunch at all. And I had a test right after that in French. Couldn't concentrate. Tired. Hungry. Pissed off.

Went after school. Didn't take too long. First session of health was full. I have to take second session. This is all so very not fair at all. Everyone else is taking first x.x I think like... Galaxy... and Soan are taking second too, cause they were right in front of me. But I don't know what period they're taking al;sdkfjalksfj I'm really really pissed off. I doubt Justin's gonna get into health though, 'cause he's like blue 20 and the yellow goes to like... the 400's I heard, and by the 120's, first session had already filled up so... you do the math.

Yeah. So. I'm really pissed off. And hungry. And I have a headache. Good thing I don't have any homework, except a chair test tomorrow.

Ok. First off. Before ranting.

My science teacher is teacher of the week this week x_x You have got to be kidding me. She was all "Yeah, it's actually kind of funny..." and I was all quietly "Oh yeah, it's really funny." mfg she deserves it the least out of like anyone, ever [except maybe George Bush. And rappers. And Hiary Duff. But they're not teachers!] GAAAAh.

Next year is beginning to depress me. It's the last year we can really.. slack off at all, and even then, we can't really. And dude, if we think next year is gonna suck... imagine how we'll feel as sophomores thinking about junior year? Gah. alkfdlakjd;flkja;slkdfj

Ok. Rant.

I watched part of Angel tonight, during commercials. Holy fuck it was good. al;ksjdfklj ah I wanna say stuff but Jackie hasn't seen it yet and... wow... alkjlfkajlfk ack. It was good though. Verrry good. This isn't the point though anywyas. a;lksjf so I went to read spoilers to see what's gonna happen next. and dude. Unless the finale spoilers are foilers... ANGEL'S GONNA END IN A FUCKING CLIFFHANGER!!! And you know what? The cliffhanger is fucking laaaaame. It's not even like "omfg woooow" al;ksjflkajf it's alskdjfalksjfd ahhhhhh [doesn't want to spoil for people] but holy fuck it sucks. I'm going to murder Joss, I really am. x.x

...that's really it. I suppose I could rant more, but I'm too tired to.

I was in a good mood when I got home, but now I'm really not so much.

Duude. We watched the Cabaret [sp? whatever, our spring musical] rehearsal in band 'cause our band director was rehearsing the symphony for it and all. And I don't know if he's the lead guy, but like the main guy in the very first scene, that's sort of narrating... he was really effeminate. He was such a fucking awesome dancer o_o But then Cindy was talking to Galaxy about him and Cindy was all "omg he's so cute! I heard his boyfriend's even hotter!" And I was all "whoa... he actually is gay, that's awesome." Yeah. I find that cool. [that shouldn't be a surprise if you know me at, like, all.] I wanna see him and his boyfriend together... ew not like.. yeah... just... being around each other. Or making out. ...I didn't say that... shhhh

al;ksjf yesss. I have never loved elections more. Because of sophomore council elections, our math test had to be postponed to a week from this Friday! Yessss.

Ew, elections. a;slkjdflkj fucking hell "Hey Ya" and "Milkshake"?! I HAD JUST FORGOTTEN ABOUT THAT CRAPPY SONG [milkshake... but hey ya too] AND NOW YOU HAD TO REMIND ME AAAGH HATE.

I hate having science four days in a row, especially when the last day is gonna be 1 1/2 hours x.x I need the normal schedule. Heh, it's like crazy now thinking of going to every class everyday. a;lsjf I need office hours. Sigh.

a;lsjkf in band, after watching part of Cabaret [which I've decided I'm going to, btw... and not just because of the guy. I had actually decided to go before I saw any of it. The guy's just an added bonus... But yeah. I was listening to my Sugarcult CD, cause... that's the CD I had with me. And then Jannet was all "Oh what are you listening to?" and I told her and she was all "...what?" and I said the name again and she was all "Sugar Ray?" and I was all "No. Sugar. Cult." And she clearly had no idea who they were, and was all "...oh... what hit songs do they have?" And I'm all like "...none, really O_o" and she was all "...oh." really like... disgustedly almost. Like, ew, non-mainstreamness! [except they sort of are... I think Bouncing Off the Walls Again was on like TRL... and Memory was played on KROQ as the catch of the day once. a;lkjf ack

I should be doing homework right now. I'm not.

Jackie: Sorry, whenever you IM me, my computer freezes, and I can't restart it now because it'll make too much noise. The page for science is 397-398 and i reeeeeally hope you read this x.x I'll go to your tag-board too. Sorry.

"FOX Studios has stated that if another network is willing to pick up Wonderfalls, they will allow the show to be picked up, and currently they have a firm commitment from one of the netlets(he didn't say which one, but it would be something along the lines of USA, TNT or the like) to air all the episodes as a 'limited series' which would mean it wouldn't get a second season, but everyone's hard work would be seen." He indicated that they are still looking to see if one of the networks or netlets would be willing to pick it up with the possibility of a second season, but if not, this could be a very good thing for Wonderfalls and then would make a later DVD release a much bigger possibility than it is now."

Someone pointed out that he might just mean TVQuebec, who is already planning on showing the episodes as early as this fall [only problem is it's only shown in Canada. And it'll be dubbed in French.] BUT I seriously doubt that he's talking about TVQuebec... like the paragraph says, it's probably something like USA, TNT, FX, etc. I really really don't want to get my hopes up. But fuck, if this is true... I GET TO SEE LOVESICK ASS!!!!!!!! I GET TO SEE THE REST OF THE SEASON!!!!!!!! EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE [breath] EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE [breath] EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! a;lksjdf;lakjsdf;lakjsd;flkajfd I would like... fucking EXPLODE if that was true. In a good way :) ...but... not in a wrong way O_o Er. Right. But fuck yesssss. And al;ksjdflkj I still really hope The WB picks it up, because like the paragraph says, then there'd even be oppurtunity for a SECOND season! ;aljsflk that's more than I would've ever asked for. I just want to see Lovesick Ass. Or the episodes after the last shooting script I read [so episodes 10-13] 'cause I neeed to know what happens. ;alkjsdf;lakjsdf omfg. If this is true... al;skfdj yessssssssssss.

Ok. So! My day!

Jackie died, so she didn't come to school. It made science... eh... can science really get anymore boring?

93.5 in math. Seriously. I'm getting a better grade in science than math. How the fuck is that possible? O_o

Quote test. alksjdfkl they SERIOUSLY don't measure how well you know the book/play/whatever. I mean... I got a 95 on my essay, so I'd say I know it well enough, right? But no. ;alksjf I'm gonna fucking fail this test. Sigh. I got like... a 60-70% on the Tale of Two Cities one, and I got an A- on the essay. a;lksjf seriously wtf, all quote tests tell you is how well you can memorize the play! And I didn't realize memorization=complete understanding of it. a;skfjkl shouldn't the essays just count as our tests? Why do we need a fucking quote test as well?

omfg ahhhhhhhh al;ksjdf sceicne teacher is blah. Like, no one had that sheet that she claimed she gave to everyone [she didn't] and then she made this remark like how sooo many of us had lost it. Yeah. You can't lose something you weren't ever given in the first place! Ah screw you a;sdlkfjalksjfd I'm gonna do half my science fair project this weekend and half next weekend. Galaxy like was asking her something about her project because our science teacher was supposed to let her know about something, and then our teacher was all like "You haven't even started your project?!?!" and such and it's like... wtf you can't freaking start it unless you know what to do, and we didn't know til she gave us the sheets today! ;alskjdflkajsfd aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah. And dude. Maybe no one would've waited this long to start it if you'd fucking talk about it BEFORE TWO WEEKS BEFORE IT'S DUE! AL;DKFJ;ALKSFJ AAAAAAAGH. she's such an idiot x.x

duuude I lost my Bach choral, right? Like before it was ok, because i had the first clarinet part memorized. But then today she asked us to get it out and I realized I didn't have it and I was like panicking... I played the first part when she asked us to play it all together and played reeeeeeally softly so she didn't notice. But then she had the A line play and the C line play and them play together and then she had the B line play and I knew she was going to ask us to play next and I was like internally freaking out 'cause if I told her I lost it, she'd like... attack me, and so I asked Soan if I could see hers in hopes of memorizing like.. part of it at least, but then I still had it when she asked us to play the D line and... the paper wasn't cooperating and then Soan was all "ah I need it" and I was all "al;sjdfl;akjsfdk ahhh what am i gonna do" and then our band director was looking at us and like "What's the problem" and I was all "I had the clarinet part memorized but now I'm on bass and so the part's different and I don't have the sheet with me because I thought I didn't need it anymore because I had it memorized" and she was just all "Oh, ok, look on with Soan" but then Soan's part was on the back and mine on the front so taht wouldn't work but then either Richard or Michele had an extra and lent it to me. And she didn't yell at me at all o__o I guess becuase... I memorized it, and she wants everyone to. And also because I'm on bass clarinet. I think she's gonna love me for at least like... 3 more months for switching to bass. a;lksjfd ugh I was freaking out so much though. But it was all good, so yay.

I hate French.

Notice how I like, never say anything about Global? It's so fucking boring, we don't DO anything. Actually right now it's a little more interesting than it was before. But still. Bleh. I miss learning about shit like WWI and the Renaissance and such x.x

;lakjdsf;lkja I really hope Wonderfalls is picked up. I wanna see Lovesick Ass.

Blah. Times, like, 1000.

Power outage near the end of first. Didn't come back on for an hour, at the end of second. It was amusing. Everyone was all "Isn't there like that law/rule thing where if the power's been off for more than 45 min, you can't keep us here?" But then later someone else was all "It's 2 hours." So I think everyone was just kinda pulling numbers out of their asses :) It was cool though.

24/25 on group test. Nice. Individual test tomorrow? I think Wednesday... but I'm not sure.

New seats in English. She moved me behind Shawn, and I was like "omfg no ahhh crap I've already sat near him before and it was bad enough". But then she moved him! But... then she moved Connie next to me. I was gonna say before she did that "Hey, you could move like Jackie or someone I actually like and don't want to strangle all period there!" ...yeah...

That reminds me. New seats in science as well. Same stupid opposite side of the room thing, no sitting next to the same gender, etc. No one listens to her anymore, because it's not like she's going to compare where you sit now to the old seating chart. And there are more girls than guys anyways, so she can't really do the whole boy-girl thing exactly. Best. Seat. I've ever had in science. I sit next to Jackie. That is all. Bad thing is, I sit right in front of hefferpuffer x.x And Pranav is in the row behind me. But at least his stupid, abnormally large head is not in front of me. He just better shut up for like... the rest of the year, or I'll smack him. :)

I got a 95 on my Romeo and Juliet essay! I was really worried about that one... but I did well, so yay. And before she handed it to me she as all "Oh I always enjoy reading your work." In my head I was all "Really? Are you sure? Sure you don't mean one of the other Michelle's...?" But... yeah. :)

I have a 95.6 in science. I do not know how this happened. o___o And somehow I got a 45/45 on that stupid cell book. I think she was high when she graded it... My grade's so going to come crashing down after science fair, though x.x I still don't even have my fucking project idea yet. ;alksjdflkajs and I hate her because she was all "Oh tomorrow bring all the materials I've given you for science fair and we'll discuss it." What. The. Fuck? WHAT MATERIALS!??!?! SHE HASN'T GIVEN US ANYTHING! AT ALL! ALL YEAR LONG!!!!! But when we told her this, she was all, "Oh i had some sheets availible during office hours!" ...ok. That's nice for you. It probably would have helped if you'd told us you had sheets availible. But. You. DIDN'T. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH [stab] la;kjsf sigh. I hate science. Can it be... like... after May... 10th? Yeah. It needs to be. Then I'll ahve all large projects over, except some stuff left for ambassador project. But still.

;lakjsdflkajsdfk WTF IS WRONG WITH OUR BAND TEACHER!??!??! NO MORE SECTION LEADERS!!! NO INSTEAD WE HAVE "Field Leutiendants". I can't even spell that. And you know what? We have one Woodwind filed lieutendant. One brass field lieutendant. One for pit. One for drumline. WTF. A;LKSJDF;LKAJSDFL;KJA;SLDFK ONE FOR ALL 50 WOODWINDS WTF ARE YOU SMOKING?! THIS YEAR WE HAD 2 FOR ALL LIKE 15 CLARINETS! ALSKJDF;LAKSJ WTF! ;ALSKDJF;LAKJSDF THIS IS SO FUCKED UP AHHHHHHHHHHHH. And there's no way I'll never be that, then, if I'm up against like every single other woodwind x.x wtf. I probably would've had a chance senior year of being a section leader, 'cause my only competition would be like Rosa and Michele [as long as no one joined in the next few years...]. And if it was like last year, there'd be two anyways. omfg ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh WTF is she DOING?! SECTION LEADERS! AHHH. Justin won't have his own section next year :( This is all so sad. So wrong. Sigh.

I have a 97.8 in French. I don't know how.

C'est tout. Or whatever. Sigh. Can it be break again? Please? I reeeally need it. And can science fair just die already? Please? I'll give you a nickel!

This article makes me want to vomit with rage. Seriously. You can be against gay marriages or whatever, but... l;akjsflkj wtf.

GLSEN in well known for organizing "Gay/Straight Alliances" (GSAs), better known as "gay" clubs, within public schools. They also establish "Safe Zones" for sexually confused students - rooms marked by an inverted pink triangle.

The "gay" pink icon indicates students can go and openly speak to that teacher or administrator about their same-sex attractions. Rather than sharing the truth that no one is born "gay," that in most cases homosexuality develops in one's childhood and that complete change to "healthy heterosexuality" is completely possible, the students are mislead.

They are mislead into... what? They already know they're gay. ...misleading would be trying to convince them that they're not gay and they can make a "healthy" transition back to heterosexuality. What. The. Fuck. ISN'T THE ENTIRE POINT OF THE PINK ICON THING SO THEY'RE ALLOWED TO TALK OPENLY ABOUT BEING HOMOSEXUAL AND NOT BE CONVINCED OR SWAYED OTHERWISE?!?!!? SERIOUSLY! WTF. And what do you mean "truth" that no one is born gay? There is no "truth" in that. Give me a link to an article that says it's scientifically proven that people are "made" gay and none are born that way! Scientists and researchers are still not sure, as far as I can tell. There are theories that there is a sort of gay gene. Also, the brain of a gay man is different from the brain of a straight man. There are people that are gay later in life because they were molested or raped or whatever at a young age, but this does not account for all gay people. You just can't generalize like that! UGH this article makes me so angry.

You know what's worst of all about that article? How they talk about the "militant gay agenda". Yes. All this talk of same-sex marriages and trying to spread tolerance for homosexuality is because gay people want to ruin your life. It's not because, say, they're happier being who they are than having to hide it because of discrimination. It'snot like they want to marry people of the same gender because they love them; it's all just to make things worse for you. You're totally the injured party here. All the gays fault. omfg I want to kill this person x.x

I was a man once trapped and deceived by the "gay" lifestyle until I was 28 years old. Many of my 100+ partners a dead today from AIDS and it's a miracle that I'm even alive. I know it was the Lord who spared me from infection with HIV.

...why didn't you just wear a condom? [gasp] Or not have anal sex? Wow, imagine that! Dude. Gay men aren't the only people that have HIV/AIDS. Just look at Africa. Isn't like... the average person who has HIV/AIDS now a straight woman? God. And you know what? It's really not anyone else's choice to make who they sleep with. If they want to get HIV/AIDS, let them get HIV/AIDS. And, again. Ever heard of a little thing called "contraception"? Or even... just not having anal sex. It's not all the other gay men in the world's fault that you slept around.

Thank God for the Christian who came to my door in 1990 with a Bible in her hand. She was not afraid to confront me and my homosexual sin with the only thing that could set me free: the Gospel of Jesus Christ. I'm eternally grateful to her for not buying into the false gospel of "L-U-V" today called "tolerance and acceptance." I'm sure my wife and two little children today would thank her as well.

Yeah. I hate all that fake "tolerance and acceptance" crap. I mean, why should we accept homosexuals? It's not like they're people too. In fact, while we're at it, let's start segregating schools again! I mean, we shouldn't buy into that whole "tolerance and acceptance" deal with them. It's just wrong to accept people for who they really are!

...yes. That's sarcasm, btw, if you couldn't point it out.

I think i'm going to go murder the writer of this article now. :)

Can Spring Break not be over? Please? I'll give you a shiny nickel!

I've done, like, nothing all week long x.x So I still have science fair and such to do over the next few weeks. I was going to practice after lunch. Psh. I'll probably not even bring my clarinet into my room til after dinner. I hate having lessons on Monday's, because that means I have to practice Sunday's for my lesson, but I have to practice Sunday's for chair tests because Monday I can't practice on bass clarinet for them [BECAUSE OF MY FUCKING LESSON] and on Tuesday's I have to leave it at school. It really just sucks.

I want next week to be over already and it hasn't even started yet x.x Can it be summer break now? Please? Sigh.

Yesss. I found out this morning the Killers' CD is coming out June 15. [celebrates]

Spectrumming with Tiffany. Got Bad Religion "Recipe for Hate", AFI "Shut Your Mouth and Open Your Eyes", and No Use for a Name "More Betterness!". Hee. Nice title.

...other than that... nothing x_x So ashamed. And I still don't have like, any money. I like the new guy at FYE. When I bought my CDs, he saw the Bad Religion one and was all "Oh, that's a good CD. An oldie, but a goodie," and I was all "...yeah. It's good." He was nice.

...yes. That's it? Yeah. al;kjf I want to write a standalone. I really dislike that chapter fic I wrote x.x

I really need to practice tonight.

HA! Look, Tiffany, I did stay up til 3 AM.

See, 'cause last night, I was going to stay up a little for whatever reason, but then at like only 11:40, my computer was all "NO I HATE YOU SO I'M GOING TO SCREW UP SO YOU CAN'T STAY ON ANY LONGER AHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA" and died. I could've restarted, but since it was only 11:40, my parents were still awake and... my computer restarts loudly. So I was all "SCREW YOU!" really loudly [in my head, of course], and shut off its power [...I can't just shut it down normally from the start menu, because it'll boot itself up again after like,10 minutes. Let me tell you, that it is incredibly freaky being almost asleep at like... 11:00 pm and then suddenly being awakened because your computer is turning itself on]. But I was all "Tomrrow night... I'm going to stay up late." And then I promised myself I'd stay up til 3 AM. Which I did. So there.

I've been reading old blog posts at my blog [I ARCHIVED! LOOK! GO GO LOOK! WHEEE!] It's rather amusing. I just finished September, but I'm goign to stop just for now because.. it's 3 and I don't need to stay up any later.

I finished that fic I was writing. I don't really like it. This is why I don't write multi-chaptered fics.

One last thing, "Time is Running Out" by Muse is sooo catchy. The video rocks. I'd make icons of it, but it's like.. it's not the type of video that... is good still, you know? It'd HAVE to mini-movie icons, and... I know how to do them, but they always come out bad quality and... it'd take forever. And I'm just too lazy.

So. It's 3:02 now according to my clock.

Sleep. I've met my goal.

...my parents are stupid.

Ok, so my mom was straightening my hair. On the TV someone said something like "You cocksucker mother fucker". Then my mom was all "Oh, you probably shouldn't be listening to such language" and all. But dude. I've heard the word cocksucker before [and read it in fics!] and my freaking PARENTS say fuck all the time. [rolls eyes] I'm 15, not 5 x.x

But then after that show this show, Arli$$ came on, and it was really amusing. There was something I was going to quote but... I kind of forgot it. It was amusing. My mom finished my hair before it was over, though.

...nothing else. Spectrum tomorrow, yay :)

[[basic surveying questions]]
.. name: Michelle
.. birthday:01/14/89
.. color of eyes: blue
.. color of hair: dirty blonde
.. color of heart: clear
.. height: 5”3? I don’t know.
.. do you like yourself?: I like myself more than some people :)

[...you know what's scary? Of the above questions, only 2 I had to change from the person I originally stole it from: my birthday and if I liked myself. That's... kinda scary...]

[[if you HAD to choose, you'd say...]]
\\ punk rock or hardcore metal: punk rock
\\ long crispy hair or soft short hair: soft short hair, because a lot of the more popular annoying girls at school have the long crispy straight hair and it looks really fake and annoying. A lot of them have like..just stiff hair... it like doesn'tmove O_o It's scary]
\\ cool moronic or smart loser: smart loser
\\ be a lesbian or be a gay dude: gay dude. Duh. Have you met me?
\\ a puppy or a kitten: puppy
\\ a broom or vaccumm: vacuum
\\ hot chocolate or cold soda: soda
\\ stripper or naturist: naturist
\\ rap or r&b: neither [I don't have to chose (sticks out tongue)]
\\ famous and hated or poor and loved: poor and loved
\\ cold dark night or warm sunny morning: cold dark night
\\ grey or gray: grey
\\ chicken or the egg: egg?
\\ real or fake: real
\\ 20 dollars or 50 dollars?: Am I giving or receiving? How about $35?

[...wow... I only had to change like... three... this person is like, me O_O]

[[what comes to mind when you hear...]]
// chicken: Piper
// bible: church
// camera: photos
// computer: slash!
// survey: bored
// xanga: ew
// livejournal: hott_baguettes
// heartburn: Ouch, burning
// ball: park
// flat: sharp
// spanish: french

[[random questions...]]
++ do you scratch yourself in public: ...if I itch? Itdepends where... I'll scratch like my arm or my foot or whatever...
++ do you like being pregnant: I wouldn't know, but my mom told me that like... you constantly have people drawing your blood and poking you with needles, and plus there's that hole very long long long labor part, and the part where the kid comes out of your crotch... so I'm going to go with no.
++ if you had 5 kids, what would be their names: I don't know.. how about... Bob. For all of them.
++ what if i spelled "come" like "cum" your reaction...: I'd laugh at you, because I'm like 12, mentally.
++ could this survey be any dumber?: Yes. Trust me.
++ what if you were raped at age 6: ...well that would just suck...
++ what if you had a pop tart: I'd be pleased
++ what if you sniffed a used pad: ..what if I didn't? WHAT THEN?!?!?!
++ what if you licked a wet armpit: Um. It'd still be wet?

[[what do you think about...]]
!! the backside boys: ...backstreet? ...I'll go with no
!! the spice girls: ew.
!! the macarena: Can that just die, already?
!! lambchop singalongs: ..um... better than some artists these days
!! the name May: don't care
!! junk food: yay!
!! teenage obesity: ...I of course think it's a very positive thing! [/sarcasm]
!! flat soda: it's... flat... and not... bubbly
!! trauma and bad memories: ...they're not good?
!! bad girlfriends: ...I've never had any sort of girlfriend, but I'd assume they'd be bad?
!! aliens invading earth: ...uh... bad, perhaps?

[[come on...almost done now...]]
-- do you want this to end?: yes, because you're annoying me now
-- will you comment my blog for leaving this journal?: ...I.. don't get it...
-- will you marry me?: I don't marry people I don't know
-- will i stop now: Yes. This is the last question.

...that was stupid...